Tuesday, October 26, 2004
finally able to add this tag tag thing... hey... i in tag platoon ok... whats tag??? ask ppl who in infantry unit or guards... they will know... sian... i'm broke now... too broke to be broke... damn it... i wonder where my money gone too. sad sad... TERRY...!!! I CHANGE DATE for UUUUUUUUU... but then i heard that next mth i going to be in rp platoon sian sian sian... means i got alot of Guard duty... damn it damn it damnit
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
sian... i hate loneliness... can i hav a daughter??? haha... since i cant hav a gf... i dun mind having a daughter.... ANYONE???
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
Nelvin Blogged @ 7:58 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
shit man... what i typed juz now... all gone... basket must retype again... dun feel like typing liao... juz telling yOU TERRY!!! i try to get mY LEAVE for YOU!!! if my fren dun want to change duty with me... i be taking LEAVE for YOu FOR YOu!!!
pray that i can take my leave coz i want to celebrate ur big day... dun wanna miss it man... ONCE a lifetime... yeah baby? YEah
haha
siao liao la me... abit crazy... well... juz feel so tired after 2 days of hardwork in camp doing all the deco... for the changing parade this week... and going to do cos on sat... sian leh... miss my final match...
well... sian liao got porridge to eat... BYE
Nelvin Blogged @ 6:04 PM
got home from bOwling after church today... got some letters to read... READ that i got Shares end of this year... a CoOL S11... wah a Gift... today message was powerfuL... got charge up and i made up my mind to serve the lord faithfully... and not being discourage by anyone else as God wants the best for me and not any thing less...
always believe the possible and not the impossible as he had planned for me... i hav the ability to chose so i want to chose the right path... a path lead by him and not by my own understanding...
hehe...
i on my way to AUST next year... coOL MAN... BITTERNESS no MORE... but i had a bad bowling game today... no form at all... but great achieve in teaching chester the right basic way to learn bowling... at least he say he improved... such a joy.... it may be a blessing to me as i believe if i hav this strenght in me... i want to expand it... no pressure in teaching but i feel joy when ppl intend to improve and give a greater challenge for me to even improve myself to train harder in order to achieve a better result and not to slack in order juz to depend on my own strenght... i want strenght from the anionted one... the one who created this world in to existen...
no matter who crossed my path now or in future, i hope the timing is right and i believe god will tell me who is the right one for me to even go for it and not hesited no more... i not young and i believe i will find peace in whatever things i do in future when i hand everything into his hands and that no matter who happens.... its the will of God and i who cant change it but had chosen the way...
i looking forward for the hof camp and i believe it will be the most exciting camp after the rzone one when every youth come together and play great games and listen to the word of god and had great fellowship making new frens and building a youth group stronger and balance in the ways of the lord...
thats all for today... time to bath and iron army uniform and prepare to go back to the camp i hav been in the past 2yrs... thou is boring but... tats wat i been told to go...
Nelvin Blogged @ 7:29 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
woke up at 10am after so muCH noise made by my mum n bro... HUmpF... did some fotocopying of my cert... getting ready to go and apply some UNI later.. hoping to get some peace of mind... yEt i failed in obEYing God today... KInda sad huh... always failing always bLOW my HEAD out...
FOCUS FOCUS... have to focus and run away from the evil Ones... haha... yet again i keep thinking of u dear... whoever u are... i seems that i realli need someone in fresh who really cares man... if not i going to fling here and there... thats not good... No No No No... but who? cant reali make a desicion coz the power isnt in my hands... YAHWEH Choice!!! not mine... remmeber that lesson learnt in HOF... cannot forget... and also in g12... LOVE GOD TRUST GOD OBEY GOD... 3 Key points to make God happy!!! :)
listening to this music now... by Oasis praise, BRING IT On... FOCUS!!! cool song... maybe i shld learn and sing during CREATE 05... HAHA but i dun think i can even make it into the stage... lol... i Focus my eyes on Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Posting this nuMber 2
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:20 PM
P.A.N.D.A aka People And Nation Devoted Affection...
Come on...i'm talking about feelings here... the word FEELINGS!!! everone has that ritghT? i hope i'm not wrong... come on...this sux... typing this in the middle of the morning at 4.58am... argh.... didnt manage to sleep as i was playing game since 1230am... wasnt going to sleep and so i creat my first bloGGG... sounds nice but dont think anyone will ever see this... HAHA... maybe my WIFE who ever she is.. will be the first to read all these craps when i m thinking of her right now... duo i dont know who she is...
OH... cramps on my shoulder liao... juz start typing abit and i hav cramps... OLD liao sia... wanting to type my feelings out... but it seems to cure abit liao after thinking it since i am on BUS when on my way to church last night and on my way home after church... when mY so called friend pai seh me by taking free trip home...
wat a fren... sux... the one i trusted most also fail me... what is this, doesnt realli hurts the way i lost a gd fren few years back... i guess i lost many good frens i made... thru the way i act... haiizz... no one seems to stand on my side and see things... or maybe i shld stand at theirs... lalala... come on Nelvin... u sux duo... thinking of all of them makes u not focus... come on... be focus... i seems like talking to myself thru typing... kidda fun ... HA HA HA... i'm crazy tonite...
AnYone interested to watch a movie with ME??? i'm dieing to catch some show... but no one seems want to watch with me... maybe i n too boring or talk too much understanding thats leads to nuts head...
i try posting this first...
Nelvin Blogged @ 4:58 AM
