-FINAL POST-

i wanna thank my good 1983 brother...

his words enlightened me...

and i Believe God send him to me at this moment...

like how He used me when he is in his lowest...

thats why we are frens for so long...

THANKS...

also thank 1981 and 1985 for listening...

i not going to blow this issue out again...

i letting those unknown idiots to tag wat they like...

i not going to care or be irriated anymore...

coz i dont please their aching ear...

I only want to Please HIM...

coz he is KING of KINGS and Lord of LORDS...

so...

this issue is lifted up and forgo...

to WS...

if it wasnt you...

i take back my words...

but if it was you...

i will be very disappointed...

coz many had disappointed me...

i letting it go...

you can always find me when you need a listening ear...

PRATA is always there...

no change, no anything...

and to my piggy, thanks for listening on sunday in the bus...

and to whoever had been believing in me...

THANKS...

and for those STALKERS...

GET A LIFE this TIME...

-end-

-More and More Hyprocrites-

This is My Post for everyone...

Listen carefully...

This blog is suppose for certain ppl to view only...

if u r uninvited, unwelcome, UNKNOWN please kindly leave...

If u come in, tag my tagboard, dont put ur name, act concern, try to talk the whole thing about concern...

GET A LIFE...

you people hav nothing to do?

i dont see why people care so much about my life right now?

if u care, come talk to me face to face...

dont tag behind and act hero...

dont show concern behind the screen...

dont say concern, without action...

if i m going down... My spiritual Parents will come tell me...

Not any other tom duck harry of you people who dont even know me...

how many people know the real me?

you people?

Come on... Get a Life...

my true frens know me...

they r leaders in church too, they didnt see whats wrong with me...

Who the HelL r You People Saying me?

Dont come talk without action you know...

if u people are kids... GEt morE LIFE...

this is my blog...

its was suppose to be a private blog...

u ppl invaded, and come talk the things like wah...

dont come act spiritual in front of me la...

no use one...

my conviction for things in life, i dont think you people can take it...

go concern more for your age group, and stop stalking the oldies...

i go thru more things in life than u ppl, who r u ppl to judge...

get a life...

Judge, and you be judge back...

cant believe this new generation of youngsters hav so much free time to find fault with ppl...

and for ur concern...

My Life is Great...

I'm Living Great...

my life is only irriated by unknown taggers...

so, if i were to find out who u r... which i kinda know...

u cross my path in real life...

u'r DEAD...

dont say, no warning given...

U DARE TO TAG, TYPE ur NAME...

dont be a coward when u use the name of HIM...

BE BOLD and Courageous...

-cantbelievewhati'mseeingthesedays...somanyhyprocrites-

-Heart of Worship-

juz now took a cab home from our Lao Di Fang...

then this cab uncle cool sia...

Play Heart of Worship song...

kinda relax when listening to the song...

the night was great...

simple fellowship with simple people...

then come home...

see my tagboard...

WOW...

dunno which idiot tag those...

anyway...

If u dare to tag, u shld put ur name...

dont tag and hide urself...

Be a Man, or a Woman...

Be BOLD, if u dare to say such statement...

WHY? scare huh?

dare to say such comment, dont dare to show urself...

why? scare go church kanna Beat huh?

well... i wouldnt beat u, coz u r naive...

but if u hurt my family or friends... U'r DEAD...

anyway...

i like ur tag...

coz it doesnt says me...

HAHA...

1,2 or none...

i had more than that... in my list... and more to come...

u like it or not... it doesnt concern me...

U'r a Loser... and i'm not...

duo i may go thru tough times...

i learn from each time...

did u?

maybe u still young...

i will see, when u hit tough times...

see how much more u can act...

Get a Life...

this walk isnt easy...

but lets see who Finish last...

-You or Me-

-Oh Reali?-

well well well...

nowadays many SELF RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE i hav been meeting these days...

so many of them...

they can assume things by judging someone's nick...

How Great they are...

They are showing themselves as so HOLEy...

finding faults of Other Christians...

without having any idea what the other christians is doing...

they Juz JUDGE by the looks of it...

WOW...

i'm SO AMAZE...

Hey, i'm telling you this Right here...

Judge and u be Judge back...

U r not the ALmightly...

so Get a LIfe...

I'm accountable to God and God alone...

not to u, tom duck or harry... lucy may or june...

Use ur Time WISELY...

Reach out for the Lost...

and not finding faults among fellows mates...

i cant believe what i seeing nowadays...

so much time to find faults of others...

when their contacts are backslidden, they nv do anything abt it...

Bunch of koksters...

i'm out...

-Overcome-

So Bring it on...

Coz I'hav got the faith to fight!!!

woohoo...

Wanna Thank God for seeing my best fren thru her 2000 words essay...

see her stressed up, i felt helpless...

did try to help find some data research, but in vain...

i dont know where to find...

haha...

but eventually, i guess she manage to go thru...

well...

so weird...

when i lost some focoz in life, i gain others back...

when i hav been worrying for others, i neglect those i always care...

then when i decide to forgo others, i gain back those care...

so weird...

who's my first Love?

where's my passion goes to?

last night lesson was amazing...

PASSION...

hmm...

i dunno what i m going thru right now...

but somehow i hav been reali thinking alot so far...

maybe i juz cant handle so many things at a time...

i shld let it go...

and focuz what reali needs me...

like, lending a listening ear to my bestfren...

i felt great, even i didnt do much...

but seeing her thru, i m Very ReJOICe!!!

haha...

guess, i'm juz crazy abt her...

Haha...

but no matter what i do, i only can do this much...

reali looking forward to the day she returns to the Lord...

she was once save, now lost...

inviting her back, is a very tough task for me...

she could give all kind of reasons, which i understand why la...

but hopefully, bit by bit, slowly by slowly...

she will understand God's love...

i'm juz looking forward to the day!

woohoo...

i dunno what i blogging now...

i juz feel like blogging...

but no topic to blog abt...

then last few days, i been only talking to certain ppl...

and thats' my bestfren...

i guess it's my side of view...

her bestfren is always girls...

i'm juz very very very secondary...

a lifejacket at her lowest time of man's strenght?

i'm willing... so it doesnt matters...

haha...

-out-

-What was i Thinking?-

This walk isnt going to be easy...

If is easy, everyone will just accept the gospel...

but is not...

Living according to the gospel is not easy...

coz many of times, we (man) are tempted...

tempted to do short term happiness...

short term joy...

short term laughter...

wat after the short term...

sorrows...

unhappiness...

back to reality returns...

How?

ppl juz bitch abt all things...

why others can do, i cant do...

why this why that, why so many questions?

juz follow n do wat is told...

cant take it?

Press ON...

who in the first place says anything is easy?

No One...

but life can be fulfilling...

when u hav passion to do wat is told...

when u hav the first love for HIM...

u will do anything, to obey...

not easy, but u can chose...

i remember year 2001...

when we suppose to organise a chalet...

paid everything...

looking forward for it...

it's juz 4 days before the chalet...

4 days...

we were told to cancel it...

CANCEL?

you know...

how hard we took to book it?

becoz we are so underage at that time...

we cant book...

how many months we plan it?

6 mths! and in juz 4 days before the chalet...

we CANCEL it...

but...

neverless...

everyone agrees to cancel...

forgo half the payment...

u think is easy?

No...

not at all...

but currently...

among the 20 teenagers who were involve in the agreement of the chalet...

only 1 had left church... (she still serving God in other church)

and the rest still in CHURCH...

we Obey...

its 5years...

not long, yet not short...

its half the decades...

if someone can pray for her sister to come to church for 30years...

i dont understand, why r we giving up juz a few years...

i not giving up my best fren...

i hav been hunting her for 5 years now...

until she always reject meeting me on church days...

she knows my plan...

she knows it's not going to be a simple dinner, nor a simple breakfast...

it's always hav to attend at least one services...

haha...

the very best thing u will see in life, is to see ur love ones SAVED...

yishun is our community...

but dont neglect ur familys...

their lifes is SAVED thru ur testimonies at home...

if u behave like shit at home, u dont show how great He is...

aunties, uncles, cousins in ur family see the changes in your life...

if u behave the same from day 1...

is not good...

but time and effort can see changes in you, when u devote urself to HIM...

being a testimony is HARD...

i always had to control my anger...

but i had turn anger to silence...

n my silence kills worst than my fists...

i dunno why...

ppl more afraid of me keeping quiet than to get anger...

haha...

crazy ppl...

dont assume...

but dont cross the wrong lane...

you step my foot, i hammer ur hands...

anyway, i also dunno what i toking now...

haha...

-out-

-Joy-

oh pls dun mistaken the title...

not any of the 2 joy in church...

haha...

ok, today pastor shared abt mission...

WORLD MISSION...

who are we, and how we contribute to the mission...

we r the church, we form the church...

churches go for mission...

mission to reach, share, the gospel...

how...

GO!

know our position in his kingdom...

knowing our gifts...

excel in our gifts...

and contribute to the furtherance of the kingdom...

YEAH!

so GIVE ur best next month!

whether is small or big...

Ur GIft...

contributes!

yeah...

Getting back the First Love...

when u first give ur life to him...

the feeling...

the passion...

the drive...

to serve ...

not easy to but we gonna press on...

i'm happy to see this fren of mine came to church today...

so encouraging...

hope others will come back soon...

reali...

they are not bad ppl...

they are juz lost at this moment...

hope they find their way home...

yup yup...

ok...

today got meeting...

kinda funny...

but also kinda stress...

they ate in front of me...

i so hungry...

but how...

haha...

thank God i press on...

but somehow at novena...

i mislook the time...

ate 4mins earlier b4 5pm...

oh gosh...

so tml is 5.04pm...

whahaa...

anyway...

then i met ed nich...

play awhile...

then lun came...

tok awhile...

they went movie...

i came home...

didnt wanna spend...

coz no $$$...

haha...

anyway...

come home also good la...

can chat with gong gong...

hehe...

so fun disturbing her lo...

but i also good to her lo...

send her songs...

i m like illegel wholesaler...

haha...

but i do for free...

hur hur...

anyway...

had fun yesterday...

duo is tired...

but...

quite enjoyed myself...

thats why i put the title JOY...

i hav JOY in my life now...

as i say, not those 2 joy la...

duo i still hav problems n worries in life...

but God is good to help me thru...

yah...

hmm...

i dunno wat to blog abt liao...

-out-

bo feeling to say anything...

maybe i had emptied most of the stuff...

haha...

-M i too harsh?-

someone told me i m too harsh on her...

too harsh to cut everything...

too harsh...

m i?

i dunno...

maybe i m...

maybe i shld at least still be on talking term...

but...

i dunno how to...

i juz find everything came too fast...

and disappointment flood across all these things...

n i cant stand ppl who dont practise wat they say n learn...

i cant...

oh well...

let's juz take things step by step...

and as for my (_ _ _ _) learn to take things easy...

you might not had shared the things to me...

but i hope u overcome the problem soon...

take a break...

learn to let it go...

not easy...

never was...

but u know u can...

i m sick of my life too...

but wat to do...

i still gonna move forward...

there is so much to achieve in life...

so much i hav to learn...

to gain...

to reach...

so much so much...

headaches, heartaches, are all juz there...

we gonna control how we feel, think and know abt...

PRESS ON!!!

Go Go Go Jia YOu!!!

how to destress?

do some kicking!

or punching...

not at ppl of coz...

kick a ball, bowl a ball...

i like playing tennis, table tennis or bowling to destress...

hehe...

i m juz good in table tennis when i am stress up...

I like to smash the ball into the table and it shoots at the person ...

it's so hard and u feel gREAT!

haha...

then bowling...

STRIKE the pins down...

X X X X X X X X X X X X

you get 300 perfect scores...

COOL right?

TENNIS, u do lots of aiming and running strokes...

then last time in army...

to destress, i like m16 shooting...

MARKSMAN... hitting targets... shooting birds...

hahaha...

if u not the sports type, maybe try refocuz ur thinking...

it might help at times you know...

hehe...

not helping here...

-out-

-Call me an ARSE, i Wont CarE-

haha...

wat a title...

but this month i really learn many things in life...

realli...

no joke...

today is the 4th day of fasting...

trust me, is not easy when you are working in a F & B line...

you try to fast, is hard...

but i THANK GOD, i held on...

imagine, making breakfast for others, you know FOOD tempts me alot...

yet i cant eat, taste or breathe it...

it's like poking me deep in my stomach...

haha... it's painful yet endurable...

well...

today... now i suppose to be able to break fast... but i shall not...

coz i ate b4 3am... so i promise HIM that i eat until wat time, i pay back...

so, today my break fast will be 8pm... and thats HOF... so i think i onli can eat...

ard 945pm... Oh GOSh...

HELP ME...LORD...

ok... shldnt type anymore...

well...

wat i wanna say now...

wat i want in life right now...

Serving HIM is a must... but i know i never give my best yet...

i will try... but its juz hard to work with ppl of diff STAND...

so i decided to let them handle all the decision making, when i focuz on others...

HAHA...

number 2...

Building up my career and focuz on learning a fulfillment lifestyle...

wat is that?

haha...

u will see in 3years time of me...

a DIFF Me...

12 Dec 2009...

If i m still the same old me, i will bang the wall...

haha...

BGR? not keen at the moment...

Yes, i do crave for one...

But i can wait for the BEST...

onli the BEST...

i wouldnt let thy YES be Yes to be spoken so easily...

i will let thy No be No...

No to speed dating, No to rush relationship...

a Relationship Needs a Strong Foundation of Frenship...

agree with me anot, thats your problem...

It's my Stand... like it or not...

Prove my Stand is wrong... if u get married...

if not... FLY A KITE as usual...

lol...

Time isnt everything abt a BGR, but time helps you know better of the person...

you can say, can know during mah... but during the during, u lOSt everything...

so wats the point right?

haha...

lastly...

looking at some who backslided...

i very disappointed not in them...

but in the person who are following up on them...

their leaders...

wat r they doing?

for my own follow ups...

i also nv manage well...

haha... so i cant say them...

i hope those i hang out with b4, will come back...

give urself time to change...

u still man, man needs time...

onli robots can change instantly...

coz they r create by chips...

but u got brains...

brains got cells...

cells can think...

coz they hav feelings...

blinded you'r not...

decieve you r not...

u r juz trying too hard on ur own...

what u need is HIM...

his strenght his encouragement...

He loves you, and me too...

so...

u know the truth thats y u follow him ONCE...

u can follow him again, if u trust HIM...

HIS Love is unconditional...

Man's love is limited...

My love is limited...

i can be crook at times...

when i care, i truely care...

when i dont... you'r juz a nobody to me...

haha...

evil right me?

thats the Fact...

so Love me for who i am...

coz you will be love back...

but when u disappointed me to a limit...

HAHA...

you - Points...

and Outta my LIFE...

too bad for u...

coz i hav limited space to love...

23 places are my darlings...

i hav 6.5 of them...

14 more to fill...

but is only for currently babies and future...

so... u overage... too bad...

i dunno wat this blog abt...

lol...

juz blog wat i like...

haha...

tactful in my words?

thats all my true words...

i m transparent...

i dont hide my feelings...

i only control them...

when u piss me off...

i walk away from u...

if u step near and step my feet...

u'r died...

dont dare me...

i am a dare Nelvin...

but of coz i wun punch u first without a reason...

i will make u punch me then i defend myself...

and if anyone hate me, pls when u punch, punch me dEAD...

coz when once i recover, u'r DEAD...

lalalala...

say wat u like...

think what u like abt me...

i wont care...

haha...

i'm Out...

-OUT-

-Continue to insist your ways-

Well...

I guess this -Season- had blinded many young hearts...

they simply dont understand what the oldies trying to explain...

they wun listen...

well...

it juz happens when its unexpected...

3 Facts you need before you even start a Relationship...

1. God in centre of your Life...

2. Foundation of a frenship...

3. Blessing from the surrounding...(parents, pastors, frens)

without these 3, nothing will last...

you r not the world...

you dont act like the world...

Blessed Relationship needs Accountability...

who is your accountable spiritual parents?

yourself? NO...

before if say Yes...

Who did u seek advise from?

Pray to God is one...

Seek advise from your pastors is 2...

Ask your parents or a spiritual married couple is 3...

without all these?

Wat Yes, is ur yEs... not from God...

Who can practise all these?

Sad to say... many doesnt...

it's too hard...

thats why...

the relationship DOESNT LAST long...

honeymoon period can seems to be happy for a mth? a yr? many yrs?

but what happen, it breaks...

UNLESS...

you are so so so so so so so so confident that u get married one day...

tell me when u r married...

if not...

many message was preach, but why it doesnt go into the head?

why?

Love is wonderful...

but YOU NEED TO GUARD IT...

if you cant wait for the best?

you wun get the best...

Patient to achieve...

RUSH, speed dating, is a KILLER...

u start fast, END faster...

if u cant get married within 3yrs... DOnt start...

PLS boast to me, when u r married...

if not... FLY A KITE...

-out-

-Standing Firm on my Ground-

Forgo Disneyland...

Forgo My Brotherly advise...

Forgo Me...

The Only Time, i gonna talk to you again is on your wedding day, if still the same person...

ok?

if not... no point...

I'm out...

-Valentine Day 2006-

as i say, i didnt intent to hav any dates tonight...

i was wrong...

I'm DATING TENNIS tonite!!!

woohoo...

and, there might be a homecook meal afterall...

but dunno how well it gonna turn out to be...

we shall see tonight...

another grp, gonna hav yuki yaki...

i not joining them...

coz i m TENNIS date...

lol...

so pathetic right?

not at all...

you must know the deeper reason...

hur hur...

well...

got a shocking news earli in the morning...

my jaw just drop...

really...

i juz cant believe wat i m seeing and hearing...

well...

All the best to you...

i dont encourage...

it's your choice...

i'm washing clean my hand from right now...

you dont understand my concern...

i'm not going to interupt...

i'm leaving from this minute 11.46am onwards... 14 feb 2006...

i'm been sharing my storys, my frens storys, etc...

well...

young and naive...

you people juz have to learn the hard ways...

anyway...

HAPPY V DAY Everyone!!!

-Love is in the Air-

oh well...

Love Season is happening again...

Lonely ppl...

Lovely ppl...

Despo ppl...

Desperate ppl...

watever you call it...

It HapPENS every year and this point of time...

ppl getting ard asking ppl for dates...

looking for dates...

having dates...

getting attach for the dates...

blind dates...

cheap dates...

expensive dates...

wat you call that...

you hav that...

well...

year 2006 isnt the year for me still...

haha...

maybe coz of the stupid promise i made...

oh well...

nevermind...

i juz hav to spend a lonely night myself again...

HAHA...

its good to be single...

but not on that day...

coz is like...

when u dont hav a date and u go out that nite...

some idiots who had dates walk pass you...

give u the look saying this...

Hey Dude, " I hav a date, and you dont"...

you will feel the edge of...

punching him in front of his dates...

making him look very macho that nite...

how abt that?

haha...

if it happens to me that nite...

i think i will give my flying punch on that faces...

a v day to remember for LIFE...

WHAHHAHAhAHa...

oh dudes... dont mess with me that nite...

lol...

well...

so far...

i only hav one and only one real date b4...

lol...

and thats 2001...

my very first approach...

and only one i think...

a successful dinner...

but...

the relationship didnt last long...

until now...

full of regrets...

young n naive...

nv manage well...

and even had spoiled a frenship...

so young ppl...

wat i always try to say dont get attach so young...

is lydat...

you might end up spoiling a frenship if u dont manage well with proper guidences...

nevermind...

u ppl might not agree with me anyway...

so i dont bother to explain much...

i said enuff...

well...

2007...

who is the one...

this year will not hav...

but next year i m 24...

i must n hav to hav...

whahahahhahahahaa...

GOD BLESS THOSE A HAPPY NIGHT THAT NIGHT...

but let them to be humble...

if not...

I will spoil their DATES...

WHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA...

-out-

-Reaction-

Just few hours ago, many of them had taken their results back...

Some did well, Some did not, others did fairly, others not...

How did each of them react?

Happy? Cool? Sad? Horrible?

Well... its juz part of individual emotion...

Could they handle such tough time well?

Hard to say... Some did, Some didnt...

The fact is... You can't turn back time...

Whether you do well or not, it's isnt the point now...

The point is, How to move on from here...

Not gonna be easy...

But u can do it... if u trust HIM...

Leave everything to HIM...

He knows best...

Put HIM in the centre of our lifes...

He will guide you and see you thru tough times...

He did it for me, he can do it for you too...

Personally...

6yrs ago, at this stage of my life...

I been thru getting lousy results back too...

adding worst to it...

My bgr had to be broken off, my longing for a little sis was gone due to miscarriage, my life was just in a Mist of heart ache, heart pain, and i became a one of the lowest man on earth...

i was so down, so discourage, so pissed off,

worst... my peers whom i consider them as good frens... at that point of time wasnt encouraging enuff... they were too busy with somethings else... and they let me to die alone...

how to go thru such trials alone?

without HIM, i might hav juz die...

in faith, in person, in life...

coz at that point of time, life was really meaningless...

and then, after that, i began a cold war with my ex in church...

the feeling was terrible... reali... imagine, i had to see her mum's face...

wah... reali reali terrible...

i was about to leave church... when out of the blue...

on this particular sunday, when i was sick, i didnt attend church...

Someone called... a youth leader at that time...

lend a listening ear, hear everything out...

GOD send someone to me... to hear things out...

i feel so encouraging...

and then Peacemaker registation open...

I signed up by faith...

and was reali BLESSED by the trip to cebu...

the trip was almost cancelled...

coz of some kidnapping in cebu...

but pastor Lim reopen the trip...

and we Went...

was reali blessed to see ppl responding when we outreach there...

the people is so diff from here...

they are so hungry for HIM...

but all these stuff r juz experiences...

so ppl...

today pastor mumyin share abt soul winning...

we shld reflect ourselves...

who had we lead to HIM?

if still none...

we better do something...

coz we might also hav 206 ppl in our list whom is our responsibility...

lets go out and share...

encourage

witness

care

believe

and OPEN your golden mouth

need strenght?

ASK

it shall be given...

Seek

you will find...

come on...

for those who didnt met your expectation...

dont be discourage...

God has better plans for you...

Believe...

He will Lead the Way in your life...

the next step...

Trust HIM...

He's the almighty one...

Honor Him as He had Honor you...

For those who did well for your Os, and missed out last year for studies, He had Blessed You... it's time for you to do something for HIM...

well...

FINAL in few hours time...

Let kick the bOOTs...

haha...

-out-

-A Season For Love-

Guess wat?

the Ending isnt what i was looking forward to...

many of them who watched with me this morning, CRIED...

Unbelievable...

its so sadden...

it was suppose to hav HAPPY ending, but the director make it a SAD one...

wasnt expecting that, but somehow KOREAns movie stir ur emotion alot...

well done...

another great movie added to my korean list...

Windtruck was sad enuff, a moment to remember was sadder, nOW a season for love is SADDIST...

wah piang, y every year the director do that ...

make each movie sadder n sadderest...

haha...

oh well, in a couple of hours time, many of them be taking their results...

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE...

hope you ppl can get into what u ppl hope for...

well...

later is HOF...

going to hav meetings again... OH gosh... when can i hav a break from that...

kinda sick of seeing same ppl in the 4 walls room discussing...

and always the few who talk, and the rest be listening, staring at ceilings...

oh well...

life's is lydat...

who knows the pain?

Man? yah right, they know nuts...

Only God understand...

He created everything, allow everything, planned everything...

Onli he knows Best...

the rest know nuts...

SHAPE...

spirtual gift - we seek, we ask, he gives...

heart - open our heart and allow him to stir it...

ability - i prefer availability...

personality - be transparent, be tactful...

experience - this one only those went thru, been thru will understand...

is like taking O level result...

onli the older ppl who took their result b4 can understand the feelings of ppl taking their result in 8hours time... coz we been thru...

u cant expect a 4yrs old kid telling u to relax... and be cool... (u will slap the 4yrs old kid, i can tell u)...

who doesnt hav ability, everyone does... but when comes to availability, who will stand out and help? to volunteer? to lend a listening ear? a helping hand? an encouraging words? who can dash into a house on fire to save a little boy? who?

diff ppl hav diff spirtual gifts, thats why we all in diff ministry... some in children ministry, some youth, some cell, some music, some vide, some sound, some logistic, n etc...

no man can do all job... we are created to do diff stuff... we are made to serve differently... diff ways, to impact diff ppl... but all is to glorify HIM, not man... so, when u cant manage, assign the task to someone else, dont keep n hold to urself to solve, ask for help... God will send help... only u dunno who n when...

heart... whether u r whole hearted, soft hearted, warm hearted, cold blooded, n half hearted... as long as u made a step each time, for example pushing urself to come for a service to hear his word... it's not by chance... God put u there, to hear his word, his word had stir ur heart... when u r ministed, u r ministed... u cant change the fact... when u r ministed, dont hold back... and ur heart will eventually sank, sunk, sink, on ur knee in the arms of God... coz u believe...

toking abt personaility...

everyone have diff type...

if u know which 2 got same...

that be so weird...

either one copy another, or both r idiots...

be urself...

never take man for example...

coz their personality ***...

be urself...

even if u turn out to be gentlement suddenly,

continue... ppl dont like it? thats their problem...

u do for HIM, and only HIM...

not man, not anyone...

aiya...

6am liao...

goodnite...

-Unbelieve-

Many a times, man are still man...

We arent Him, coz He's the Holiest...

We can learn from HIM, but we still arent Him...

How many of us are able to have Unconditional Love for Man...

We dont judge, we dont condemn, we dont pin...

But how offen can we do that...

Not many i can say...

Many times, we fail to stop ourselves from condemning others...

Just because they are diff from us...

Just because they did something wrong...

Just because they hav diff stand...

Just because they didnt show the way they shld have...

What m i trying to say...

I felt that, most ppl in church arent who they reali are...

They arent transparent enuff...

They try to act someone they arent...

They try to be something...

but they arent...

coz, in order to be a true blue Christian...

Unconditional Love, it's a must...

We are not prefect...

so we cant show to everyone...

but we can practise it...

Learn to practise it...

Not to judge...

always Encourage, and not condemn...

always lend a listening ear, then to tok...

Man fails, coz they are Man...

We arent Holy, so dont act HOLY...

coz if we think we r holy... we might end up become HOLEY...

Man of many Holes...

How to encourage unchurch, young Christian to Serve God...

When we are no diff from the world?

When we say we need to be good testimony...

But we condemn our fellow christian when they r going thru tough times...

When instead of encouraging them, we condemn...

When they didnt give their Whole Heart to Him, we condemn...

WHY?

Just because they didnt do what u do?

Just because they show anger?

Just because they go thru tough times until they cant take it?

I juz sometimes very disappointed in Christians...

When u see ur fren backslide, what shld u do?

Condemn?

No...!

you shld Pull him back...

even if he half hearted...

when he come...

is Not By chance...

God not only testing ur fren, but also u...

Test how we handle this situation...

How much we trust HIM...

How much we hav faith in his work...

if we didnt plant, how He Harvest?

i dunno... did i explain it well across not...

but not many will understand what i trying to pull across...

nvm...

if u dun understand...

stop reading...

if u felt offended...

pls reflect urself...

if u say u r...

pls learn to practise wat is spoken...

hmm...

just wanna say is...

PLS Practise what u hav learn...

Learn not to condemn...

Learn not to look down on fellow Christian...

they are still Man...

and Man made mistakes at times...

If u can Say u never do wrong b4...

U r the biggest Liar...

If u are given a chance to change, Why cant u give Others a chance too?

all the best to u...

I learn... to forgive my best fren who keep tuaing me...

and i will continue to invite, until my best fren come back to church...

been 5yrs... going 10... 15 20 30yrs...

well...

-out-

-Learn to Let Go-

wats this title abt?

well...

GUESS?

cant?

juz too bad...

many a times, each of us faces diff things...

and how mani times, we actually trusted HIM to solve?

how mani times, we had handle it in our own HANDS?

LOTS... i can tell you... even when our mouth say we trust, yet we didnt...

it not only happens to me, but to everyone...

and many times ppl had good intention, yet they delievered in a wrong tone...

which leads to, MISUNDERSTANDING, HURTS, and etC...

well... PPL, you just need to let go things which hinders you...

hindering you to move forward...

hindering you from trusting HIM...

LET GO...

Let Go of LIES...

Let Go of Hurts...

DO NOT think, eat or drink about it...

LET GO...

it can be family, frens, work, studies, anything...

LEt it GO...

dont Bury it, and dig it out, and bury it again...

LET GO...

to the sea, air, ground...

juz VANISH...

did i mention the point i want to say?

NO?

ok... guess i m too long winded...

well juz too bad...

didnt blog for days...

coz didnt felt needed to...

coz what i blog, ppl will comment...

and when they comment, they tok nonsense as well as senseless stuff...

so i decided to blog watever i felt needed...

so...

yah...

well THANK GOd... 2006 region event for ME is over...

been dying for a break from region stuff...

but guess it will nv happen...

since africa is coming in a mth time...

OH GOSH...

had to see faces again...

sick and tired of seeing same ppl over a small period of time...

i miss my late outings, and mixing ard...

been like...

not myself...

i m WILD...

I Party... (but not those kind la, so dont think too far)

I love knowing new people, those hav charactors of coz...

not those LOA one... i got a standard of knowing deeper of one person if their charactor attracts me...

like having something Diff...

Like...

haha why shld i say...

it's between Me Myself & I...

haha...

if i began to ask u alot question...

means u got something i like to know...

but if i dun even bother to talk to you...

is not u not attractive, is juz not the right time...

so, dont think I DAO...

coz if i DAO you, then wah u better becareful...

coz anytime, u crosses wrong path...

u might land into somewhere...

Like, a Hospital or a Coffin...

well...

i dunno why i trying to blog this...

juz letting you ppl know who i reali m...

coz most ppl dunno me...

not my family, my frens, my enemy...

no one Knows the Real me except God himself...

coz he created me...

he make me think...

he allows me to think like him...

but sometimes, i not clever enuff to think like him...

so a stupid me think stupid stuff...

so do stupid things...

and created stupid incident...

so stupidness comes from a stupid me...

so if i do stupid things, means i not thinking...

but when i think like him, i wont do a thing...

i read...

guess u dont understand wat i saying...

is ok...

coz u not me...

and u dunno me...

thats y u cant think like me...

so y bother...

if u so concern...

ask me...

if i share to u...

means u are a someone to me...

if i dun share to u...

means somewhere in u, i cant trust...

so...

yah...

dont bother...

each one of us will hav someone to care...

i waiting for the Given One...

if onli i know the future...

but till then...

i m still avaiable...

WHAHAHAHAHA...

feel free to ask...

i answer...

means...

i giving myself a chance...

if i dont...

means...

i hav someone in mind...

but...

i hav many minds...

so...

hit me...

lalala...

GOD... Lead me...

-thanks-

Nelvin Ng
Unknown

When I Look Up the Stage, I See the REAL HER...
She is Godly, Lovely, Silly...

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