Saturday, September 23, 2006
-she's nice,she's nice too, oh well, everyones' nice... argh...-
wat a title...
it seems so confusing again...
oh well...
anyone wanna sponsor me to travel the world?
i will love you alot...
LOL...
my passion is travelling...
anyone wanna fulfill my dreams?
heez...
i hate to go back same rountine everyday...
work slp work slp work slp...
watever i do, watever i made, i need to explain...
explaining things, which i shldnt be bother abt...
kinda stupid...
but i guess...
i cant help it...
ppl like to think they know wat i m thinking...
Hey DUDE...
u noe nuts abt wat's in my brain...
if things i cant understand abt myself...
Wat makes you know ME?
sighz...
i feel like a knife poking in me right now...
pain...
and aching...
wat's the reason?
i dunno...
i need a break from everyone i know on planet earth...
it seems that i hate to see anyone of u right now...
LOL...
i need a break...
a silence day with no noise seems nice...
reflection of my whole 23yrs...
hav i done enuff...
wat shld i be doing...
wat do i want to do...
wat's i m aiming for?
who...
everything...
seems so blur...
where is the ambition me?
dunno...
i feel bad for everybody...
haiz...
sickening...
i cant even handle my mood...
oh God...
lift me up...
thanks...
i'm still waiting for the HER...
who the HER she is...
sighz...
-When i Look up the Stage, i see the Real Her-
as i say...
she's nice, she's nice too, everyone's nice...
this is messy...
HAHAHAHHHAHHAHahahahahahHAHHAHAH...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:23 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
-Wake Up Call-
today...
20 sept 06...
a special day...
yet also a sad day...
my heart just ache...
ache deeply...
painful till numb...
i dunno why...
i dunno how...
it's juz happen...
took a bus home juz now...
its juz so painful during the rides...
i didnt expect the ploy of a show can happened into my life...
it's juz happen...
dont ask me what happen...
it's not for you to know...
juz give me time alone...
to straighten things out...
ah!
sickening world...
sickening...
whenever i close my eyes...
i start to think...
when can i stop thinking...
haiz...
-When i Look up the stage, I see the Real Her-
time and time again...
i failed...
failed to do God's will...
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:23 PM
-My New Korean Girl-
HAHA...
she is Yoon Eun Hye from GOONG...
why is those korean girls in those korean drama so beautiful?
WHY?
simple Lovely cutie...
HAHAHAHAHAH...
kinda gone crazy over the show...
simply too nice...
must watch the show people...
it will melt ur heart too...
in a diff ways...
hehe...
well...
this mth sales isnt good sia...
must work harder...
had been wondering and thinking alot...
going thru motion and diff expect of life...
still going thru molding process...
guess i still havent recover from it yet...
pray for me ya?
well...
everyone is leaving now...
i have fren going oversea study, fren going oversea holidays...
well...
gonna miss them...
haha...
confuse and tired...
guess i havent recover from hongkong yet...
i juz need another holiday...
and this time...
i might want to go alone to relax myself...
sorry folks...
it's something i like to do for a very long time...
wondering around a country like a freeman...
that country will be korea...
and i hope this day comes quickly...
maybe i juz stay there for about 3 weeks...
shld be cool enuff...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...
crazy huh...
lol...
-When i look up the stage, I see the real Her-
i wish i know you soon enough...
i juz cant wait alone any longer...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:59 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
-Happy Sweet 16th Little Ng-
Happy birthday!!!
Do well in ur prelims...
u can do it...
trust God k?
ahah...
back to me...
watched singapore production called 5c film...
local movie...
not bad...
can watch but be prepared to get bored n cry later on...
too singaporean lifestyle...
kinda real too...
anyway...
hongkong is abit fun, yet abit shitty, and overall the food sux...
coz is too ex and not up to my taste bud...
i expect better food la...
but kinda disappointed me in food sense...
coz i hav an expensive tongue...
HAHA...
anyway...
macau , zhuhai, hongkong was overall not too bad...
and i got my toes infected...
argh...
with all those shoppings...
i got a steal by getting korean dvds at such a low price...
thats my best buy after all...
hehe...
went pastor allan lit church...
preaching and worshipping in cantonese...
make me feel outta place but yet kinda interesting too...
coz i used to watch tvb series in cantonese la...
so...
diff lo...
but the presence is always there...
so is a good service...
since i also hear preaching in korean last yr...
it be even more weird...
hahaha...
but well...
nice experiences anyway...
yah...
conquering asia is not a dream anymore...
more to come...
looking forward to taiwan and japan...
then maybe vietnam n cambodia if i feel safe to go la...
then...
my passport will be able to hav stamp of east asia...
yeah!
dont ask me go nepal india or wat la...
coz i wun...
unless someone pay free for me...
lol...
anyway...
glad to be back ...
saw many old new frens in and out of this world...
and i m pissed with my that female colleague again...
coz she very idiot again...
steal my customer...
i cant believe she still as shitter as before...
watever...
i m glad...
looking forward for thursday...
hehe...
hopefully i dun get tua again...
if not...
Argh!
haha...
-When i look up the stage, i see the REAL Her-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:12 AM
