Saturday, August 30, 2008
-she looks a little korean-
of my surprises... she looks a little korean right now... oh... the thing about it, lays with her smile, and the way she dresses and appears to be... capture alot of glances at her at diff angle, and i still felt that, i want to fight for her... hahahahahahah... a big step, but i guess, it's worth it! maybe for now... lol...
oh well...
yesterday was fun and tiring, congrats to linton and michelle... oh well, the day time and night time was very beautiful feeling... thou is not mine wedding, but i am happy for them!!! a story that leads long time ago... back in scgs days, travel cafe and churchcamps... hahahaha...
but to my surprise, she didnt attend the wedding... aww... i tot she will, but dunno issit she's not invited... but cant be le... hahaha, i wonder y...
oh well...
augs ends, sept targets next... JIAYOU!!!...
shld i move on or stay in my job? GOD how?
-when i look up the stage, i see the real HER-
(she's a little korean... i love that... HAHAHHAA)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:13 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
-an EYE for a BRIDE capaign-
i think i getting more lame nowadays... playing this joke last week during g12, when they ask, what is my choices of finding a girlfren or a wife, yet i could say, i dont mind 40yrs old, rich and will hav lukemae that will die one year later... what kind of words have i say... lol...
my choices of bride should be as follows... GODLY LOVELY AND SILLY... why?
1. Godly is a must la, coz i not very godly liao, must find someone to balance mah... hahahahahaha... thou i may not be super godly, but i am faithful to GOD! just that at times, i fail la, but i m still mere human mah... so, give me encouragement to work on it to be a BETTER MAN... like a song huh, keke...
2. LOVELY in the eyes, if she is not someone i will see for the next 40yrs, no point la, beauty at one point doesnt score any point... must be beauty for an pair of eyes to see forever... you dont have to be dead gorgeous, just be beautiful in my eyes can liao, as what we are in God's EYES...
3. SILLY... if there is no sillyness in you, how to be funny to laugh at you? hahaha, must be smart at the right time, and be dumb at the right time... then, can hav all kinds of laughter make during the courtship mah... if everytime serious serious, then sure damn serious one... must be adventurous, playful, and ALL OUT... so, give and take la, we will sure help one another to be the best of what we will be.
well... in my context... these will be not so hard to find, but then, is also not easy to find... even if found, yet no balls to chase, or keep having doubts on the success rate of winning someone... to fight for the best, u have to be at the best, but sometimes, failure in the past, will hinder you to move forward... so at times, i have to use a mightly sword to kill the doubts, and sometimes, i cross the line, i retreat back as enemy is too strong ahead... but how? well... if you dont strike all you can, u may just lose the bride... so HOW?
well... GOD YOU HAVE TO HELP ME... IF NOT, I SURE LOSE MORE BATTLES...
sometimes, girls also very idiot... want to give chance, pls give la... u play hard to get, later the guys whom have lesser balls (whom they are the nicest guy, shy one) may in-turn make a u-turn, then how? then u got caught by those players, and u get hurt in the end... aiya, sometimes hor, if u also like the guy, pls la, open some doors for them, or allow them to help u open ur door la... time have change la, guys are the shy one, girls are the open one... HAHAHAHHAHAH...
it take 2 hands to clap anyway... just dont rush into decision, and focus on what you want in life... a good life, or a good marriage...
choices is urs... DEAL WITH YOUR CHOICES...
i dont know why i blog this, but i guess coz is michelle's linton's wedding tml... and it urges me to WORK HARDER... HAHAHAHHAH...
AN EYE FOR A BRIDE...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real HER-
(My BRIDE, where are you?)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:37 PM
-a great sight, a great sign, and a great blessing flows today-
you cant imagine how grateful i was today... god simply answers all the prayers... hehe... it was a great sight when i got to see her twice a day!!! thou it was unexpected, and thou i didnt manage to talk to her, but a sight a day makes my day! haahhahahahaha... the weather was hot, i endured, and pass me was a girl of my dream! ahahahahah... cool right? lol... then God blessed me with great sales!!! not at the spot where i was doing sales, but when i return office, my receiptionist told me, 3 ppl came and subscribed 1.5k sales using my BROCHURES!!! imagine that!!! i cant believe... it's too good to be true... but i m glad that God is so amazing so far... and i m reaching the mark of achieving a holiday for my family... GOD, THANKS YOU!!!...
i want to serve you, and worship you with all of my life... please help me to go thru these tough times... and i hope i can be a blessing to others... help me lord... thanks...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(not only i get to see her on church days, now, i get to see her on weekdays!!! wooo... not always la, maybe just today... HAHAHHAHA)
:)
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:35 PM
-restores, recharge, review-
i'm sure today is a good day... i thank god that i cleared 1 module already, so left about 10 to go... which one of it, i should pass by his grace... therefore left 10 la... hehe...
these 2 days, after noticing __r online... i wonder, whether hows is __r life doing... keke... oh well... C'est peut-etre mieux comme ca... (Maybe it's better this way) oh well...
never get to see much today... it kinda disappear after the service... haizz... hope tml i got chance to see... hahahhhhha...
dear God, help me to make the right decision, on my job, my path, my desirer, and my walk with you... thank you...
i m thinking of a chalet this christmas... hehe... wonder who is free... lalala...
ok. i dunno wat to blog about liao...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i still cant take my eyes of u... hahahahhaha)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:12 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
-now i know why i m attracted to her-
it's the eyes... the look of the eyes... the attractiveness that comes out from the eyes... which gives out a charm that i cant resist... whahahhahahha... but thou the look isnt looking at me, but i somehow caught the moment of the eyes... ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
lalala...
well, time will tell... GO GO GO!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(nelvin! JIAYOU!!!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:33 AM
-something to share-
1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me. I run so fast until I felt 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him.. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6 . He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1 .
quite interesting to know that we can understand these, and the white doesnt! coz they are lousy piece of shit! and i'm not saying americans... more towards the british! lol...
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:54 AM
-call me selfish, but think again-
before you make any comment, think again... not everything is plainly happens this way or that... look at the bigger picture first... (i will not blame you, but just to let you know... even he also dont know what i am facing, so, for those who dont know, i wont blame you people... just letting you know that, i am just trying to save any much as possible and not be so generous for unnecessary stuff)
for things i done for the company, and they want to think of the company and not for who had put in effort for this and not allow to keep the market they build, what for i stay put on, and give to others what i have created? is not that i selfish dont want to give them the contacts i have, is that, if i give away the contacts... they gain, and i loss? and they hav the credits and money, and i just have to stand there seeing them growing in profits and fame, and i left there hanging, when i am the one created the market? is it fair? no!, so what for i do and give my best? if they are not going to be fair to me, why should i care about the company? what bigger picture? why shld i even bother abt it? when i am the one doing the work, and not getting anything in returns?
i am not saint... i need returns for the effort i put in, if not, where is the motivation for me to strive my 200%??? i do not lose to anyone in the company in sales, or capability at all! i m not saying i m the best, but i am someone who trys new stuff and work towards it... if i m not being rewarded for the extra efforts, what for m i investing so much of my time and strenght on things that is always taking away my other valuable things in life?
i shld just go and try to get some monday to friday job la... and pay abt the same... that shld be fine enuff... i shall be contented for simple things... and not for things that is unnecessary tough...
i can be born a fighter, and be a fighter, but being a fighter needs alot of motivation, and now my motivation for this company has faded... i no longer see myself a picture further in this company... even thou i gain lots of knowledge in the product that i am selling, such as the infomation of diff magazines, but now, i guess i hav to explore myself to what i like most... which is the f&b industry or some other things that i am motivated to do...
well...
thats life i guess...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you'r beautiful, you are... a glance at you makes my day)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:41 AM
-when love is hate, and hate is love-
when man cant handle the word "LOVE" is a very terrible thing... becoz it will spoil a frenship so easily that is a kinda wasted thing to do, and an opportunity to lost a part of your life.
yesh, u cant help it that these things bound to happen, so whenever and wherever we are, we shld not make up a decision so quickly, and we shld realli think twice, and pray hard to get the final answer, before our own answer comes to pass... if not, everything will go beyond control, and lost all the meaning it first created...
personally, i have lost twice and each time, when i have realli put in my heart to it, it just vanish just lydat, becoz of the other party, cant make a point to stay focus and works towards it, but ended up giving up for things that is beyond them... u can be angry with them, and hate them, but will this last forever? well... it will, unless u forgive... things will nv be the same again as before when one party give up the fight so easily... however, that is life, man usually quits easily! so it cant be helped...
even if one willing to fight till the end, it's still no point, it always takes both hands to fight, then it will be powerful... one who give, and the another to recieve, it will never ends... it shld be via verse... both give and both recieve!
before u ever make a point to go into a r/s, kindly think twice, pray hard, and seek advise before placing the choices... and remember, give one a chance, if there is, and not draw a line so quick, that u might even lost the will given from our heavenly father... so pick ur choice, and work towards the end... not give up halfway the fight!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(a vision of wanting to walk the rest of the journey with her)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:56 PM
