i wanna thanx a few ppl in my life... who realli cares when i wanted to bOIL it all OUT of living in such world... reali thanx all u ppl who give me encourages words... i realli wasnt feeling good for the past 2 n half days... reali feel so shit... well... time for me to get right back with God... he always never fail to bring comfort to me... peace... GOD... thanX for bringing ppl who reali cares to me in this world... duo life can be as suxy as eating a shit... but there always light in small parts...
but well... juz came home from a fun chit chat with old pals n some new pals bah... haha... tok abt old times... retro aloha... and other stuff... so fun to be with old pals!!! mY BUddies are So wonderful!!! duo we seldom hang out le coz of army police n other things... once a while juz chill out over nite was like... wow... so fun... eat noodles from 7 eleven, toking abt gossips last time... who like who ... things happen in rzone camp n other stuff... jokes n laughter... and haha... ashley was there to grabs on things she never heard b4... haha hope she dun spread it... haha... my PA... was there giving other jokes abt saying how fierce i look when she got to noe me on the first time at sentosa... haha... so funny and my sis was simply so tired to tok...
well... as wat my VP says... pray to god... YAH i will... hehe... i cool with it le... i juz take it easy for now... preparing myself right for the camp... hopefully i will not go astray... yup... as leader i shld stand for a testimony... SORRY to fail at times God... i juz need strenght from u ... well... it may still hurts... but i want to juz find peace with u lord... give me the right spirit for the camp... give me the fire i hav when i get to know u.... FORgive me! n REnEW ME!!! I WANNA be PEACEMAKer again!
tats all for now... later then continue... gotta catch some slp b4 waking up at 6am for Pastor allan lit! hehe cya!
Nelvin Blogged @ 3:23 AM
