Oh oh oh... VP... hehe... had quite a ok game today... nothin much abt the game... didnt play to potential la... haha sian dun wanna tok abt it...
b4 g12... worst... i dunno le... sometimes i felt that i m not fully used in the kingdom lo... i noe i can do more... but juz that i dunno le... when u want help... there nothing for u to do... then u dun wan help... PPl say u NV help... when u dunno anything... ppl say U NV ASk... wat the... I dunno anything how to ask anything... abt shit at times la...
as a leader now... wat happens around in any discussion... i m like... last to noe lo... like i not into the committee lydat... today learn the lesson abt... be a nobody... ya... i m a nobody... i dun wan be somebody that isnt doing anything...
abit lost la... stay in region c... i like not growing lo... n i noe i wun go region d back... coz my heart not in region d... if i hav choice... i would like to go back region E... where i can grow... as in... learn from my first region lo... haha... how... HOW VP HOW???
but i m glad i my g12 today was a combine one... at least i HAV my VP to tok to me... she understands lo... not many ppl is so understanding like her... MAybe coz we from APC ba... haha... too bad la... she got someone le... haha... juz joking... anyway... happens to tok to u abt them... then is like i suddenly felt a lost of interest again... haha... how?
maybe when u start losing communication... u slowly fade away... AGAIN... haha... cannot lydat la... must be focuz... i want to get heal from my stupid cough and get a job man... i want go korea one... i need finanical aids... means i need a job... GOD HELP ME...
tml be another day in training for a job that isnt a job that can provide... unless they hirer me as full time la... haha... sian...
thats it ba... i enjoy my fellowship today with VP... yeah i reali do... once a while... not too bad... hehe... somemore... no restriction... coz bf not there... HAHA... if not... haha... tats all...
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:59 PM
