Wednesday, August 31, 2005
To my sis... hey... i think thru le... next time if that person complaints to you, PLs do not even bother to defend for me... coz let him be, do not say i need time as a leader or watever... i will change, but for God... not man... coz i hav God... He appointed me as Leader for a reason... is Not for that idiot to judge me... if he judge me and speak bad about me, he is speaking bad abt God... coz God appointed me... Ok sis? you shldnt think so much abt ur surrounding too... u shld juz focuz on growing closer to God... do not let human affect ur feelings or emotion... its not worth it... i learnt my lesson thru out my years, you juz ur beginning, there be mani trials to come along after you get right with God... coz He is testing your faith in him... so STay STrong... Mix the Right CLiquE... Adel Miche Linton, is a cliQue You Shld Often Mix... Coz TheY R there... n never expect the same return when u give... blessing others is way more harder than anything... when u bless others... and in the end they climb on top of you... u feel hurted... i saw wat others did to u, i control myself... coz i noe i would hav beaten them up when they hurt u or our bro... tats y i keep wanting u to mix with the ppl more suitable for u... but i dunno whether u understand wat i mean... yesh... i love going out juz plain guys when we can hav guys fun... but still... there are so much things to establish... like ur walk with God... i hope u all understand wat it takes, i been thru a dark time in 2001 which i cant forget... when those i trust most, left me alone... but God never fail on me... he Lead someone to me, tok to me, encourage me... n i see the person blessed in his marriage... so... yah... things take time... do not rush... coz God always hav a timing for things to happen...
to my cousin... long time never tok to you, either u r too busy or i m too busy so both ways la... after reading what ur blog say... I m abit worried for you... coz... not say i want to say wat... I totally Disagree On what ur gfs had encouraged u to do... u Know the basic... u noe wat my stand is... God will nv give u someone outside Evangel... so i m very disappoint on the ppl who had encouraged u... i know wat it feels like fall for someone outside... but... nevertheless... Know God's position... trials for emotion is there... but... guard ur heart... coz it will be even hurtful if things dont fall in place... is good that u hav a new clique... open up tok freely... but pls... when u need godly advise... go to ur leader, ur spiritual leader... NOT any jane, mary, or cindy in church when they r still new, or even having the worldy thinking in LOve life... if they can give good love advise... they r HapPy MArried... if they keep having broke r/s... Pls... DONT APPLY WHAT THEY SAY... you NEEd to be able to HAndle Singlehood, before God opens another door for CoupleHood... i'm not saying i m good in it. i m not, but i can say, i building myself up for M... coz i able to stay single happily and at same time doing other things well... its not easy to go thru army alone... but I m Glad i hav GOd with me... so... I hope you understand what i mean... i m not trying to discourage u of wat u done... juz focuz in growing in the lord... God will bless u things when he feel u r ready... dont hurry...
yah... i felt i owed this 2 lady my words... they been a blessing in my life... juz that now i m so stress abt finding a good job... i m glad i hav frens like CHEster, alan,Lynn and all my Xiao mei meis & xiao didi to Pray for me, helping me, encouraging me... and also those oldies couples and pastors... i very thanx ful to them... I promise you ppl... WHEN i got My first Pay!!! A PErm First pay la... I will... Take turnS... TREAt U PPL OK? MArk My WOrd of coz... I PAy firstfruit first la... haiyoo(got corrected by)...
-going thru such a long run isnt wat it takes, but with God, this take is worth it-
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:48 AM
