got BEATEn in REVERSE today by xingyi... after i declared that I WASnt beaten thruOut the years of my life... HAHa... too proud I guess. then make them come n challeng me... HAHa... yah... i didnt expect xingyi be that good la... coz maybe last time my opponent wasnt that good la... haha... then xingyi was way unexpected good lo... then lost to him in the opening game la... But a game of 3 set... we par lo... coz second game we draw and last game i win him la... but onli by 4 seeds diff... but his first game trashed me lo... GOT LAUGHEd lo by ... haizz... haha...
today quite enjoy la... at least spent some quality time lo... how i wish got more opportunity lo... lol... i dun care what ppl says la... coz some of them noe wat i up to la... but who cares... LOL... i m enjoying myself when i can... coz i noe if things doesnt work out that way... things n situation will change n i had to move on again... how mani times did i ever move on... lots! which i hate the feelings to move from one side to the another... i juz wishes to stay faithful to One... but who is the one?
God... i been trying to walk deeper in ur ways, but occasionly i always fail u coz of my unreasonable attitude towards ppl walking passed my life la... some ppl who treat me for granted and the way they tok to me, simply pissed me off b4 la... when i try not to stick with them, ppl say i wat... i that... come on la... I cant please everyone n not everyone can please me mah... then if i feel uneasy, i flee away, i got wrong meh... juz becoz i dun want to mix with that people n dun wish to share anything also wrong meh... I dun think so mah... i Made the move to flee le lo... i stay away as often as i could le...
now i found superzoe to help me think of something special for my region c beloved bro... edward lim joo hua lo... wat to do for his 21st lo... hehe... i still cant think of anything special... how? speak to me ...
toking more craps online with zoe doyle virnice n clinton... haha... wat a mixture of chating tonite... so fun... thanx god i came home... enjoying myself behind the table n drank a nice soup... rather then being with a grp that i wun be feeling good in... haha
well... suppose to do the quiz tonite but somehow i got so slpy... maybe i do tml at work... hehe... lousy me... but reali la... quite sian mah... but i noe i hav to work on it... coz i hav to set example...
6 more weeks... God help my g12... to hit target again... and pray for this sat final showdown with region A...
ya... dunno wat to say le... God Give me ur WIll of a Job soon... thANks... Knowing ur position well, b4 noeing ur plan for me...
-She's Godly, Lovely, Silly Women of God-
Nelvin Blogged @ 9:15 PM
