Tuesday, September 20, 2005
neXT SToP BrADDELL... it's where i always stop when i came back from church from yishun... if i m from the south coming home... i be stopping at toapayoh... y 2 choices? i dunno... coz i simply hav the choice to save 10cents or not...
sat sun monday... had been my a life challenging period for me... no matter wat it is abt... it will had impacted my life and a trial that i dunno how to overcome... I had to trust God... and God alone... turning to man, turning to ur loves one... isnt the way... ONly God can perform all things possible...
sunday... pastor lim shared a message that for quite some time... i finally weep a few drops of tears again... those tears was had to come by... coz i dun usuali weep... i rather let my blood flow then cry... coz i never want to let emotional feelings to draw me away...
today i read the lesson for g12... i finally came to noe... that i hav something to share... to impart ... the ability of wat it takes... to become what God wants me to be... someone that he can use for his kingdom... someone he plan and made me...
inside me... who noes the real me? who reali noes wat i feel inside... i guess only God noes... coz i m not open enuff to share things that shldnt be shared... somethings that... is too heavy for me to carry... i dunno...
sunday morning... the sweetest thing that God show me is that young innocent life such as SHAI-ANN wave hi to me... i was like melting... and the ever so blur REANNE giving me the blur lOOk again...and the seldom smile MAE giving me the smile when she was eating her food as i smiled at her... it realli took her some times to recognise who i am... after disturbing her on friday n on sundae... these 3 little kids reali bring the light God show in young innocent life... the joy the peace the everything life worth living for...
God is so good... he put me thru trials thru temptation thru things i never had wanted to face... he open little doors for me to communicate with my -alwayssonearyetsofarnumberone- duo it usuali is few minutes... but i cherish these moments... bit by bit it added up to many wonderful future...
i dunno what lays ahead of me... korea is realli very close now... i also want to thank gerald for giving me something useful for the trip... thanx Pal...
so many ppl had been a blessing to me... i reali dunno how to thanx all of them... but the person i always want to thanx is God... coz he brought all of them into my life... THANKS
not forgetting today is inez birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY INEZ!!! hehe study hard and SERVE THE LORD faithfully!!! GOD BLESS!!!
well... i hope and i believe things will come along bit by bit as God is pulling me thru trials that builds me up into a better stronger believer for his kingdom...
-nevergonnaletyougo-
-alwaysbelieveyouarenear-
-lonelybutyetbelieving-
-CHRISTistheANSWER-
-number1isstillthebest-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:01 AM
