Sunday, September 11, 2005
todae... pastor chui share the word of God... felt very convicted...
felt that i reali let God down many times... for not doing what he commanded and always failed him in many ways and promises i made...
reali reali down and wish that everything gonna be behind me...
shaked shai-ann hand todae... reali warms my heart as she is so... words cant explain her being someone so dearest in me...
tok to paul awhile reali soften me... coz he used to be my leader and i saw the differences in his life and see how God reali blessed him n his family...
morning breakfast with alan and also we paid the KOREA... is onli 29 days time... suppose to be excited but now... is like so different feeling... (God give me the right attitude to go to Korea)
chated with ngs... told bernice to stand away, looked closely at trini n kyna... gosh... trini so like midori n kyna like virnice... haha... trademark? i guess so... 1 n 3, 2 n 4...
understood wat bothering my sis... i juz hav one word to say... there is no limit to trials you gonna face each time when you grow closer to God... coz when you win victory for God, Satan is unhappy and he try all means to make you fall by making you unhappy... so... hang on... not easy but can be done with faith in God... coz he is REAL...
QUIZ was alright... but after the quiz... i felt so lost... lost in this world... dont noe where to go, wat to do, and why m i here...
dont noe wat to do... i went to find nich n ws... was so lost at the coffeeshop with them... but we called dav... and he suggest to go ws hse... and why not...
went ws house... we JAM... PLAy DRUM and GuItAR... LOUD AND SANg... WAT a DAY... with FlYIng UNDErGARmet In the AIR... and Craps TOnes, voICEs and LAUGHTER... with me n dav new to drum... we PLayEd LIke CRAP... n LAUGH at OuR STupIDNESS... haha... WAT A DAY To SPEnd WiThout Paying A CEnt... cHEap and FUn... HOW I WISH MORE SUch JAMming SEsSIon... N if We do master DruM guiTAr n KEYBoard... WOW... its SO FUn... BoYBanD? NAh... JUZ Pure ROCK N ROLL CHRIsTIan... hAha...
Wat a dAY to ENd...
-alwayslookingatyoufromfar-
-eyescouldspeakwords-
-tired of being who i m-
-i want to be who you want me to be-
-O LORD, MY SAVIOR, BE WITH ME-
=D
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:45 PM
