Saturday, October 08, 2005
Its hard to be Who u really Are?
how many of you experience life to the fullness? not many i suppose... we often live in regrets for doing what we like to do yet didnt have the chance to do it... and we occasionally will miss opportunity and often we want to always find out what is the outcome if we have done it... and how many will understand why sometimes we didnt do it yet its part of the plan? i wonder... why man are so curious to know so much things and yet not interested to know other stuff when they should be knowing...
what am i trying to bring across?
i have no idea... i juz keep typing thru wat my mind is trying to speaks and says... haha... weird me rite.. i suppose yah...
who really know the real you?
i can say, even myself dont know myself... how do people know who i am? only God who created us will know who we are...and his plan for us... and he also give us choices to chose, and he knows what we chose, thats why his plan is always there ... and we are living thru his plan... but often we draw away from his plan... but by his mercy and grace, he gave each of us enough opportunity to draw back to him, with a willing heart, we can get right with him... but if our heart is harden, and we miss the last chance and his coming, we ... i dunno how to say la, but. i pray that i wouldnt fall out of his plan... coz i believe his plan is always the best... my plan always fail my own dream... but my desirer, God Knows, and he will bless when i am right with him...
(i wanna thank God for opening doors for me to go CGI in 2 days time, his grace and mercy and opportunity for me to experience a period of trusting in him, having faith and believing that, i will be able to pay my airtickets, accomodation and, Thank GOD for bringing diff loves one, family members and frens to help me along the way, and those special Love Offering by some love ones... THANKS ALOT... yah coz it reali is his mercy and helping me to be discipline in saving those 6 weeks of hard work in SIAEC... and helping me not only pay CGI trip and also my other Bills... haha... THANK GOD... yup... and also special thanks to some who blessed me with coat, shoes, pants, and tie... u know who u r... thanks ALOT... and wat else... i reali been thru alot since i register for that trip... and looking to see what God had fulfill soon in 2 days... and i will blog about the trip if possible daily updates... coz... realli... I been to Peacemaker... its wonderful, i learn alot, i see how God is blessing philippines... and i see how God used us when we r there. and how God wants us to share the blessing back home in singapore... to share the experiences and yah... THANK GOd... i hope to see God using others young people ... and if u hav the chance to go ... PLS DO GO... hav faith to believe God will help u go thru tough times... and i believe i will get a Good JOB when i am back from CGI trip)
hmm... the Joy of the Lord is more than anything else... coz he is the author and finisher of Life... we are his story... coz he create Our Stories... each one of us leads a story... But his Story is always there... never been forgetten... becoz HE LIVES ...
-tats all for today... having a headache now... very pain... overworked...-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:07 PM
