Wednesday, November 02, 2005
-BGR-
it had been repeating causing most ppl down fall in their spiritual walk with God... why? coz man dont listen! they didnt place God in their centre of life. they always do their ways and didnt listen to God's timing... always keep creating their own chances, and forcing their way into a bgr... and whats going to happen next if things doesnt work out? hurt, giving up wat u work hard for, and blah blah blah...
its not easy i know... i been thru... from non-christian to being a christian-, loneliness make me so in love when someone passes by... yah after all we all human... i noe...
after all i been thru tough lesson yet i didnt learn... i keep falling into it... i been wanting my ways, and end up, nothing happens... i reali reali sometimes got tired of going thru... seeing others having their lovely life, will make me envy at times... i noe... for young ppl i must say... i noe what u are going thru, coz i been thru...
i didnt reali get into what a bgr reali is until one big part of my life was affected by it... and it was one of my biggest fall of my christian walk... when all my frens didnt even bother abt me whether i wasnt going back to church anot... but i thank God for bringing a youth leader at my time to call me, and share with me... and thats was one of my turning point in life that i want to come back strong...
but trials come and come when u decided to be stronger for God... and slowly slowly mistakes comes again... reali this walk isnt easy but always hav to focuz on God then he help u overcome each trials...
it's not how many camps u go, how many mission trip u go... its ur relationship with God and God alone... if u can handle wat God gives u well, he will not stop giving u, he will increase, and it always take time. be patient to recieve, dont rush into it or anything... if God give u someone, cherish her, cherish him, dont play hard to get, coz if u keep thinking u are the prize to be achieve, erm... i m sorry, coz u'r not... u r a gift provided by God... so when God give, u obey... u dont think highly of urself, coz man hav short concentration lifespan... once he dont hav the respond he wants from man, he move on...
yah i m juz saying my point of view la... u may not agree with me... but i always believe, God want u to wait for the best... and the best is always worth waiting...
i always make rush mistake before, and i pray that i wun make again... coz it wun be fair, in past, its always easy to go for the shortest cut, but i believe right now is, the Best is worth waiting for... so i wun rush things now, until God give me a green light... so God... i trust in u for everything... u open doors each time when i least expected and its always a surprise and sweet moments u created... so People, Believe what God's best for you... if u do things on ur own record, u may find fun, but it doesnt last sweet... haha...
-choseGod'sbestforyou-
-KissingDatingGoodBye-
-aWifeWorthWaitingFor-
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Nelvin Blogged @ 10:24 PM
