Tuesday, November 08, 2005
-Introduction-
today in office, i hav been thinking alot, i remember many things many moments in my life that reflected how much i had changed, learnt and been thru ups and downs and almost being kiLled by an accident... i thank God for saving me that day, that moment... and by his grace, i'm still alive... for a purpose...
wanting to write a full story abt myself... the trials moments of hardest time in life, being a christian and not being one, when i was young, to being a so called yet grown up now... wah... very alot sia ...
even liking someone, getting involves in bgr, breaking ups, sad times, got lead on by, cheated and etc... backstabbed by good frens best frens, army mates,... wats more... church frens! the list goes on...
when i m cold with God, my frens left me aside, they enjoying themselve while kicking me aside... we r all young, young at age, young with God... so i understand why they r so heartless, coz we r young... we r not sensitive... so we dun understand... we still frens, stronger as ever... coz all of us go thru tough times... My kaikis from 1983... u all still the best! but for those away from God, i pray that u come back !
many things in my life i dunno how to begin... ppl like to see me on surface, i can say, on surface i dun show i care, coz it doesnt show on my face... but if i do care abt u, u will sense it, i believe... i'm still learning... sometimes i might over do it, but if u not comfortable... i can back off de... coz i dun want ppl to feel uncomfortable... when i care, i care... and when i dun care... tats it... haha...
i still learning to hav christ-like attitude... but it take time... coz i not him, i cant do it... by my own... but with God... he give me strenght
i dunno wat i trying to say la but soon. i will write from the start... each occasion wat happen...
and today i visit vir vir with alan... haha she look so cute with her turban... get well soon!
sian... dunno wat to say
end here...
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Nelvin Blogged @ 10:55 PM
