Saturday, December 17, 2005
-DecK the HAlLs-
Today is DeCK the HAlls... Saw manY kids enjOying themselves... so warm Hearted...
but i didnt do much la, coz i still dont hav the mood to do anything...
was so excited when i saw a door, juz nice... but was rejected of the door...
was quite hurted by a remark from her...
yah... i dunno anything, i cant do anything... will that be fine with u?
crap... if they are so talented... they can do everything lo... y put me in charge... when u dun trust me...
i already so down le, yet such remarks was made...
then wat can i do... also cant scold or shout at u... if i did, i will kill myself more...
ARgH!!!
went town with my cousin todae... good catching up...
saw my SIAEC frens in town too...
saw tf too...
on my way home... i felt so lost... so empty... so... lonely...
haizz...
Who can feel the pain... i m facing...
i may appear strong... but i m weak...
GOD... i need u more now...
thks for those who had been so encouraging... thks a lot...
-gone-
-a drop of tears was drop-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:32 PM