Tuesday, December 27, 2005
-deep inside-
1.23am...
27 Dec 2005...
deep in me...
so confusing...
No Job, No Life, No...
its going to be a year...
and my ippt opening le...
yet... my life still heading nowhere...
my feelings are worst...
so heart breaking...
its not that what had happen or wat...
its juz tat...
i felt so...
helpless...
no words can express the helplessness i m now...
the more i see or say...
the more hurt sad i m...
troubles...
mix...
confusion...
confesion...
excecution...
condemnation...
wat else...
ah...
this christmas duo was quite a victory...
but its still like...
very nowhere...
short term happeniess, laughter isnt wat i looking for...
i looking for something...
someone...
somewhere...
very... special...
its not easy...
gotta Trust in HIm...
ALOT MORE NOW...
I noe i m heading for a big trial...
a turning point...
Nicholas... its not u alone...
I'm with u...
Lets go thru our difficult times...
trusting in HIM...
coz he is REAL...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:22 AM
