Monday, December 05, 2005
-Mix Feelings-
hmm... wondering why i had hard time sleeping on saturday nite... not becoz i m watching tv... is not... but i finally understand why on sunday... COZ... it's the whole journey until it landed... then i have the peace...
dont understand what i trying to say right? Dont bother... it's to make me remember only... it doesnt concern u... WHAHHAAhHAha... Bleahz...
well... during service, i keep thinking of alot of things la... some good, some bad, some wonderful, some terrible... excited? not realli... somehow... ai mai the feelings starts pourings... wondering... whats the next step gotta be...
it's like, i cant let go most of the stuff in my hand... i like to chap everything into my hands... dealing with it one by one... and even multi tasking lydat... not going to let anyone take away from me... but i was wrong...
God eventually will want me to let go... bit by bit, and trusting him for everything he will lead me to... hehe...
i think i m crazy, but who cares... like it or not, i m the unqiue one...
well...
To My VingVong, never let anything or anyone block you from serving God and that YOU are the best in God creation in being you... others dont cherish, there always be even others cherishing who you are... never be sweep away by surrounding... juz Believe what the Lord had done for You... ok?
To TingTong, thks for the managos, i left 3 packages only... haha... gave and share away the rest... come back safety... looking forward to hit you when you are back again... WHAHAHhahah... this time, PLS... understand the chinese term... hur hur... i going to hunt you for the next new year...!!!
To ZingZong a.k.a ChocolateChip, remember hor, to keep to urself hor... and dont bother about what i had teased you abt... i juz being mean at times... HWHAhah... lets face it... this a new trial for you, u gonna learn to protect urself... ok? dont becoz of wat peer pressure says... believe in God, and wat ur mum teaches u...
AND U STlL OWE mE A CHALLENGE HOR... BOWLING! its DECEMBER LE LO...
wat m i blogging... haha...
i forgot alot of stuff liao... siao liao...
oh yah...
yesterdae meeting till 10+++++++++
was ok lo, except i miss sending TingTong off, which i had promise i wanted... well... wat to do... meeting + () hahaha...
lalala...
dont blog liao... like crap lydat
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:40 PM
