Saturday, December 10, 2005
-A Moment-
today kinda a moment of silence... went saturation, then heart.sport then go dinner then home...
kinda nothing special...
everything wasnt feeling right todae...
i dunno why...
got hit by the ball hard today, thks to ALAN... HAHA... but it's kinda a wake up call for me la... i hav been going my way, thats y I believe God KnOCk me On MY FACE... was a hit... but seriously, i dun reali feel a thing... i more concern abt my spec than my pain... dunno why...
well... someone apologized to me today... well... i reali dunno wat to say... after so much things happen... it stunned me, but its not me that u hurt... but my little Ng... well... i m glad that everything is over now... but u hav to give me time to heal from wat had happen...
too many stuff had hinder me these few weeks... from work, from retro projects, from problems... i juz need time alone now... its time i get back quiet time with God... too busy with the world le...
had a tok with alan on our way back home... we talk abt our future, our agenda, our dreams... and trusting the Lord for our portion... well... i guess its reali a up and down for me to focus on her... i dont know how did i ever fall for her, but i know if she's the one, i had done many mistake along the way lo... by going the wrong way... i think thats how feelings changes along the time...
there's a long road ahead of me... i juz want to walk along his agenda... ahhh...
wat m i trying to say...
crap...
-ByeBYE-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:23 PM
