Friday, February 17, 2006
-Call me an ARSE, i Wont CarE-
haha...
wat a title...
but this month i really learn many things in life...
realli...
no joke...
today is the 4th day of fasting...
trust me, is not easy when you are working in a F & B line...
you try to fast, is hard...
but i THANK GOD, i held on...
imagine, making breakfast for others, you know FOOD tempts me alot...
yet i cant eat, taste or breathe it...
it's like poking me deep in my stomach...
haha... it's painful yet endurable...
well...
today... now i suppose to be able to break fast... but i shall not...
coz i ate b4 3am... so i promise HIM that i eat until wat time, i pay back...
so, today my break fast will be 8pm... and thats HOF... so i think i onli can eat...
ard 945pm... Oh GOSh...
HELP ME...LORD...
ok... shldnt type anymore...
well...
wat i wanna say now...
wat i want in life right now...
Serving HIM is a must... but i know i never give my best yet...
i will try... but its juz hard to work with ppl of diff STAND...
so i decided to let them handle all the decision making, when i focuz on others...
HAHA...
number 2...
Building up my career and focuz on learning a fulfillment lifestyle...
wat is that?
haha...
u will see in 3years time of me...
a DIFF Me...
12 Dec 2009...
If i m still the same old me, i will bang the wall...
haha...
BGR? not keen at the moment...
Yes, i do crave for one...
But i can wait for the BEST...
onli the BEST...
i wouldnt let thy YES be Yes to be spoken so easily...
i will let thy No be No...
No to speed dating, No to rush relationship...
a Relationship Needs a Strong Foundation of Frenship...
agree with me anot, thats your problem...
It's my Stand... like it or not...
Prove my Stand is wrong... if u get married...
if not... FLY A KITE as usual...
lol...
Time isnt everything abt a BGR, but time helps you know better of the person...
you can say, can know during mah... but during the during, u lOSt everything...
so wats the point right?
haha...
lastly...
looking at some who backslided...
i very disappointed not in them...
but in the person who are following up on them...
their leaders...
wat r they doing?
for my own follow ups...
i also nv manage well...
haha... so i cant say them...
i hope those i hang out with b4, will come back...
give urself time to change...
u still man, man needs time...
onli robots can change instantly...
coz they r create by chips...
but u got brains...
brains got cells...
cells can think...
coz they hav feelings...
blinded you'r not...
decieve you r not...
u r juz trying too hard on ur own...
what u need is HIM...
his strenght his encouragement...
He loves you, and me too...
so...
u know the truth thats y u follow him ONCE...
u can follow him again, if u trust HIM...
HIS Love is unconditional...
Man's love is limited...
My love is limited...
i can be crook at times...
when i care, i truely care...
when i dont... you'r juz a nobody to me...
haha...
evil right me?
thats the Fact...
so Love me for who i am...
coz you will be love back...
but when u disappointed me to a limit...
HAHA...
you - Points...
and Outta my LIFE...
too bad for u...
coz i hav limited space to love...
23 places are my darlings...
i hav 6.5 of them...
14 more to fill...
but is only for currently babies and future...
so... u overage... too bad...
i dunno wat this blog abt...
lol...
juz blog wat i like...
haha...
tactful in my words?
thats all my true words...
i m transparent...
i dont hide my feelings...
i only control them...
when u piss me off...
i walk away from u...
if u step near and step my feet...
u'r died...
dont dare me...
i am a dare Nelvin...
but of coz i wun punch u first without a reason...
i will make u punch me then i defend myself...
and if anyone hate me, pls when u punch, punch me dEAD...
coz when once i recover, u'r DEAD...
lalalala...
say wat u like...
think what u like abt me...
i wont care...
haha...
i'm Out...
-OUT-
Nelvin Blogged @ 5:23 PM
