Tuesday, February 21, 2006
-What was i Thinking?-
This walk isnt going to be easy...
If is easy, everyone will just accept the gospel...
but is not...
Living according to the gospel is not easy...
coz many of times, we (man) are tempted...
tempted to do short term happiness...
short term joy...
short term laughter...
wat after the short term...
sorrows...
unhappiness...
back to reality returns...
How?
ppl juz bitch abt all things...
why others can do, i cant do...
why this why that, why so many questions?
juz follow n do wat is told...
cant take it?
Press ON...
who in the first place says anything is easy?
No One...
but life can be fulfilling...
when u hav passion to do wat is told...
when u hav the first love for HIM...
u will do anything, to obey...
not easy, but u can chose...
i remember year 2001...
when we suppose to organise a chalet...
paid everything...
looking forward for it...
it's juz 4 days before the chalet...
4 days...
we were told to cancel it...
CANCEL?
you know...
how hard we took to book it?
becoz we are so underage at that time...
we cant book...
how many months we plan it?
6 mths! and in juz 4 days before the chalet...
we CANCEL it...
but...
neverless...
everyone agrees to cancel...
forgo half the payment...
u think is easy?
No...
not at all...
but currently...
among the 20 teenagers who were involve in the agreement of the chalet...
only 1 had left church... (she still serving God in other church)
and the rest still in CHURCH...
we Obey...
its 5years...
not long, yet not short...
its half the decades...
if someone can pray for her sister to come to church for 30years...
i dont understand, why r we giving up juz a few years...
i not giving up my best fren...
i hav been hunting her for 5 years now...
until she always reject meeting me on church days...
she knows my plan...
she knows it's not going to be a simple dinner, nor a simple breakfast...
it's always hav to attend at least one services...
haha...
the very best thing u will see in life, is to see ur love ones SAVED...
yishun is our community...
but dont neglect ur familys...
their lifes is SAVED thru ur testimonies at home...
if u behave like shit at home, u dont show how great He is...
aunties, uncles, cousins in ur family see the changes in your life...
if u behave the same from day 1...
is not good...
but time and effort can see changes in you, when u devote urself to HIM...
being a testimony is HARD...
i always had to control my anger...
but i had turn anger to silence...
n my silence kills worst than my fists...
i dunno why...
ppl more afraid of me keeping quiet than to get anger...
haha...
crazy ppl...
dont assume...
but dont cross the wrong lane...
you step my foot, i hammer ur hands...
anyway, i also dunno what i toking now...
haha...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:51 AM
