Wednesday, March 29, 2006
-i got things to say yet i'm speechless-
well...
another trials is heading my way soon...
thats SIM...
whether m i able to get in is another thing...
but if i am able to get in...
i know is GOD who placed me there...
HE will guide me thru...
whether which direction i m heading...
i want HIM to be in control...
i m too tired to chose myself...
every route i chose always wrong...
i want HE to lead me...
LORD, everything you plan, you lead me...
every word you said, i will listen...
preparing myself for You to take control...
seeing many others go up and down...
i scare i will be like them, which i dont want...
growing lukewarm isnt wat i want...
nor i want my frens to be...
i want my frens since the beginning of my salvation to continue serve you...
you ppl noe who i talking abt...
my FRENS my USUAL!
hehe...
anyway....
so many things man...
but i lazy to blog...
coz ppl will say...
so...
haha...
end here...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:10 AM
-PISSED OFF-
Oh Well...
Planning always makes alot of arguements...
recommending ppl always get back fired...
Well...
Who cares anyway...
So you think you so good?
k FINE...
Go AHEAd...
I'm Not of much Help anyway...
SCREW you U UNDERSTAND?
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 9:55 PM
-To ALL-
To ALL who is feeling damn shit inside right now...
frens...
You juz got to PRESS ON!
but before that...
LET GO of all you are worrying about!
DOnt be afraid of letting go...
sometimes, when you let go of things in life, you will see the Blessing flowing by...
and sometimes, it's becoz of things u worried in life, had hinder you from HIS blessing...
we learnt from wednesday message...
about PASSION...
what's PASSIOn to you?
Whats your PASSION now?
we learnt that bitterness destroys our passion to know JESUS...
and WHY are we bitter?
when we focus on some unresolved hurt in our life, either towards HIM or another person, it distracts us from 100% focus on HIM...
even if we direct the anger or emotion on someone who had hurt us, we still are the one being hurted...
so why HOLD on to it?
Bitterness exhausts and destroys the one who holds it...
so LET Go!!! Let it ALL GO!!!
secondly...
never give up those you care...
your family, your frens, and even ur enemies...
Love your neighbour as much as you love urself...
Family...
we all know that, Family is always the closest to us...
even if we had differences, misunderstanding, hatred...
one thing u must know, the blood still FLOWS within you!
nothing can change that!
NO MAN can CHANGE the FACT that HE DIE ON THE CROSS FOR OUR SINS!
HIS BLOOD HAD CLEANSE US!
so, we shldnt give up on our family members!
no matter wat they say, what they react, what's wrong with them...
we must continue to prAY for them!
becuz YOU CARE!
and BECUZ YOU CARE! PRESS On!!!
if our senior pastor can pray for her sister to come to the LORD for 30years...
wat is these few years mean to us?
My 7years is nothing...
so... CONTINUE!
I believe my HOUSEHOLD will come to know the LORD...
it's halfway there...
and i bElieve my cousins and us will impact our other relatives!
how abt you?
ARE you giving up without a FIGHt?
I hOPE not!
REmember!
ASk for His Sword, His Shield, His Amour to FIGHT the Battle!
lastly...
Loving someone isnt easy...
everyone gets confuse at times...
everyone does...
WHY?
becuz...
we r different...
No Man acts like Woman, and NO Woman Acts like Man...
they may look the same, but they are diff...
they learnt in diff ways, diff areas, diff duties, diff style...
when you are a CHILD, Act like a CHILD...
when you are a teen, behave like a teen...
and when u r OLD... be OLD!
know ur position in his Kingdom...
never Change becoz MAn told you so...
CHANGE becoz You want to honor the KING of KINGS!
CHANGEs is good...
but man is still man...
they like to gossip coz of ppl changes...
they are unadaptable to diff you...
but, let them say wat they want...
coz, they hav no right to judge you...
as they be judge on judgement DAY!
not by man, but by the Lord...
well...
i hope i didnt offend anyone...
if i did...
let me know...
but dont hide urself...
anyway...
to those feeling shit inside...
learn to let go...
no MAn are saints...
we still do mistake at times...
becoz we still mere man...
but neveraless...
HE is still faithful...
we shldnt give up...
PRESS ON...
in working his work for his kingdom...
for those we care...
for those we love...
for those we still are lost...
Love them as you love urself...
becoz LOVE is what HE gave us!
-P.A.N.D.A-
People and Nation Devoted Affection...
Young and Old...
We shld Love the LORD!!!
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:27 PM
-Why? Miss me liao huh?-
oh...
after 2 days of not bothering someone...
suddenly ask me...
m i going to your school tml?
NO!
i not going...
since u can give me half.shit attitude...
i also can give u back...
i juz hate ppl who tua me...
even duo i still care abt u as for all these years...
but it juz piss me off at times...
6 years not say short. also not say long...
it's up to you...
treat me like dirt...
then i wun bother you...
the least i could ever ask from you is to be more sensible and sensitive at times...
i dont give in all the time...
remember that!
next...
To: 'KHT' dunno whether you know who i refering... hope you know your own name... hehe...
i have this song for you...
it's copyright come a special number b4 in church...
and also an oversea debut...
it's a song for you and your r/s with HIM (our GOD,Lord and SAVIOR)...
(here it goes...)
An Empty Street, an Empty House...
A Hole inside my Heart...
I'm all alone...
the rooms are getting smaller...
I Wonder HOW?
I Wonder WHY?
I Wonder where they are...
the Days we had...
The SONGS we Sang Together...
And OH MY LORD!
I'm Holding on Forever...
Reaching for YOUR LOVE that Seems so FAR...
(Chorus...)
So I say a little prayer...
Please ReVIVE MY HEART ONCE MORE...
TOUCH ME ONCE AGAIN AND FILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE MY LORD...
DRAW ME CLOSER NOW I PRAY...
AS I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU...
TOUCH ME ONCE AGAIN AND FILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE... MY LORD...
(CHINESE VERSU) next time then i add...
MY LORD...
(Chorus)
(Bridge...)
TO BOW DOWN ON MY KNEES...
I'LL PROMISE you MY LOVE...
I'LL TELL YOu from the heart...
You're all i'm thinking of...
I'm reaching for your love that seems so far...
(CHORUS)...
it's a song we could sing again and again when you feel the emptiness in us...
seeking Him and you will find renew love, peace and joy from HIM...
it's not easy... but we can press on...
nothing matters more than our personal r/s with HIM...
in HIM we Trust, in HIM we Serve...
in HIM we Please...
in HIM we are forgiven...
in HIM who given us strenght...
in HIM who is the creator, we will PReSS ON!
and Now To: 'DJ'
hey Bro...
i dont know what's happening now in your mind...
but want to let you know...
it may be tough for you now...
juz remember...
we, the rest and i...
will be there for you when you need us now or then...
we are ONE 6years ago...
we are ONE even today!
not as a WHOLE...
but as a GROUP whom we been since the days of being 16...
juz remember...
GUYS OUTing is always there...
when you need us...
juz give us a call...
we'll be there...
and to those who love reading this blog... (abit BHB... but i dont care)
Need A EAR?
CALL...
My Hotline is ********, will be there ASAP...
APC (S) Pte Ltd...
may not be the best...
but it's one of the best...
hur hur...
=D
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:16 AM
-Shit News-
Wah LAo...
1yrs+++ leh...
Juz Wanting a SimPLe MEal...
VERy HARD MEh...
WHY ALWAYS LAST MINUTE STUFF HAPPENS...
Shit ur project meeting la...
meet meet meet, yet nothing was done...
meet for wat...
ARGh!
I so looking forward to it, you last minute lydat...
ARgh!
am i suppose to wait another year?
2?
or 3 this time?
SHIT...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:25 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
-This Post for You: Jan-
JAN LIM! This post for you! haha...
you want me update mah...
so Here...
update liao...
nice RIGHT?
Nelvin Blogged @ 4:08 PM
-13th March-
once again...
i'm lost...
seeing her again, trill my heart away...
WHO?
HER...
i'm looking forward to see her...
yet when i saw her...
i'm like...
ah!!!
wat's wrong with me...
so many years le...
from the first day till now...
ups downs lefts rights...
when will you be back?
you know what i keep asking for...
so when will you be back?
oh gosh...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:01 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
-is Truth worth anything?-
wow... today when i was on my way to NTU, i recieve this booklet of...
THE DA VINCI CODE...
in which the Campus ministry of NTU had produced it...
it shows the fiction and non-fiction of facts and challenge between...
The Truth and the fiction by Dan brown...
is like...
The Best selling book in 2003-2005 trying to outwin the Best-selling book in the history of Mankind which is Our Bible...
wat is this man trying to do?
trying to draw away Christian faith from their faith?
but for my point of view...
if u r true blue Christian, u wouldnt hav even read it!
if ur faith is easily moved by situation, u shld seek HeLP!
the Verdict: Fact or Fiction?
in the confrontation of bestsellers, the Bible can stand its own in the ring against the Da Vinci Code. reason?
backed by solid historical documentation, it is not simply a fine story written by only one man, but a collaboration between God and more than 40 authors to proclaim one message...
not only that... Bible is translated into 2,233 languages and dialects...
anyway...
What is your VeRDIct?
the fact of Jesus existence is already established by enormous historical evidences. Even Dan brown relied on that premise for his novel! the real question is 'Who is He to You? if Jesus is Son of God. He is the God where you and i can know personally. just agreeing in your mind that Jesus Christ is the Son of God is not enough! Believing in Jesus Christ is more than intellectual knowledge. you need to accept Christ into your Life! Christ invites us to make a personal decision. to ask him into our lives. you can do so by praying. praying is just talking with God. God knows ur heart and is not so concerned with ur words as he is with the ATTITUDE of YOUR HEART.
if it is ur desire to hav Christ come into ur life, forgive ur sins, and begin the relationship that u created for, then simply pray this prayer silently and on the foundation of Christ's words you can know u hav recieved exactly that.
if u travel back in time to the scene of the trial of Jesus, what would ur verdict be?
today, the courtroom takes place in ur heart, the cross examination is over. so what's ur VERDICT today?
there is many things in this booklet la... juz tat too much to share...
well... i can sense that many ppl will read and reflect upon it and come challenge wat i m saying again... well... it's not from me but from the booklet...
u want u can go challenge the author, editor and producer...
i'm juz sharing what i feel is good for reflection...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:00 PM
-Before you slam others, please reflect yourself-
i tot i could let this issue bury in the rest...
but something happen today which reali pissed me off...
how could u slam others, yet u r not being a testimony urself?
a simple action from u, could tell that u r no diff at all...
u slam others, yet u hav not change urself...
reali quite disappointed in u...
it reali turns ppl off...
one more time, this happens...
i throw no punches...
is very sickening, when simple action u did, juz pissed ppl off...
unbelieveable that u claim changed, yet still the same...
proclaiming thy lord's name, and not practising...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:29 PM
