-Everything to me-
I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:44 PM
-Who?-
Had been very tired these few weeks...
due to so many O.T to do and callings...
kinda bored yet quite had a good bonding with the company leh...
if ask me to leave i scare i might not leave...
i dunno la...
now, my social life abit no more also...
coz too many work to do...
struggling to handle 3 jobs at a time...
yesh the allowance is there...
but is it worth it?
i do not know...
argh!
juz wish someone is there to hear me out...
kinda no one to turn to...
everyone so busy with their own stuff...
wish i can have a break soon...
need a good rest now...
ah!
where are you?
how long m i suppose to wait?
ah~
-out-
-over work, under pay, sounds like guardsman life again-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:42 PM
-totally tired out-
work work and work...
lesser and lesser sleep...
need to slp...
gd nite...
hahahahahahahahahah...
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:12 AM
-I Disagree-
Well...
Whats my topic gonna be?
first i wanna congrat my Beloved Couple Paul and Esther Thanapal for their birth of Baby Sweetly Zuriel!!! Wooo... My Baby 7... Shai-ann... You have a brother now! Ho Ho...
ok next...
Work is kinda stressful now but i THank God, i am getting better and used to the process of sales... and i m progressing well as i see improvement in my speech and understanding of my products...
duo i working more than 12hrs a day, i find it very challenging when the day ends... even i hate to keep calling, but every encounter with diff person got diff respond which keeps me going to do more...
yeah... i aiming for my target so i can go RADANG!!! lol...
ok...
something i very disagree about this that...
people dont understand me, and i dont understand them...
maybe thats y we are diff...
ok...
in the beginning... if u ppl share the load and give us updates of whats happening... things wun turn out to be what it is now... and even now, i dont even understand a shit happening in the event coming up... so whats more asking me to do the stuff i suppose to be good in... sorry... i cant afford to lose my work to do wat u ppl is doing... coz i hate last minute information... i m no spare tyre or wat ever thngs u ppl cant do and i do... as i say, if u ppl share in the beginning, i will definetly do... i juz dont like to be told at the very last minute... maybe u ppl hav difficult times to, but well, kinda too bad for u... u ppl wants to be responsible for everything, so well... DO EVERYTING!
i'm tired to do things being told last minute... u think wat, superman huh... can do within such a short notice... i juz a mere man, i need time too... but when time isnt given to me, and i no confident to do it, i WUN DO... coz when i want to do, i will do my best...
disappointed at me all u want... coz we juz dun share the same vision anyway... u ppl hav ur world view, i hav mine, we r juz diff... when i do things, i do all the way, i wun give up even till the last drop of tears...
i noe u ppl also disappointed in my pal, guess wat... if only u know him... but i guess u ppl dont... its not he cant, is u ppl didnt even give encouragement... diff ppl need diff motivation... u ppl cant explore the cost, and blame the product... wat the heck... get a life k... only know how to talk talk talk plan plan plan yet dont even take a step into acting, u expect him to do it? his talent is not natural and u expect alot of him in such a short time? oh PLS... pls know the strenght of each individual and find the right candidates...
u dont try to transform a rock into a egg in 2 weeks... it will never happen! i never say it's not possible, but it only possible if u encourage!!! scolding and confronting will juz piss ppl off... so wat u try hard to help the progress of it, u must noe where it stands...
next time i could say is, try going into the charactor of each role, what it is suppose to be... and then chose the cast... and never rule out any one! whether young old new christian... no matter wat it doesnt matter who is lead role or wat... juz remember... a charactor is a charactor... who ever can protray the role is a gd choice... someone with the real like similar charactor will easily fit into the role u needed for... coz it's natural! y stress so hard on urself to transform a nerd to a beng... it will never happen over night, not even 3 weeks! it is mount to practise and natural walking style and speech...
it will be easilier!!!
well... i dunno wats gonna happen in next few days... i juz hope wat u had left will do their part in it and their best...
i could juz say, i m sorry for not joinning the team, coz i wasnt even in the team since the beginning... so... all the best...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:38 PM
-Dedication-
this is not love dedication...
it's juz an encouragement dedication with love...
haha...
ok had fun today playing tennis, when i'm back i heard a cry...
a cry which i expected to come...
becoz i been thru that...
so i wanna share this to someone...
hope it will help you...abit...
ok...
specially to My Gong Gong...
watever you feeling now is natural...
and you will have to get over it soon...
the longer it drag, the more sad you are...
you know it...
you can overcome it again...
Go Go Go Jia You!!!
shifting your focuz to the bright side...
something like...
few more days...
I could see them again!
it's juz few more days!!!
hav the Joy of looking forward to something...
and not looking backwards...
i'm quite unsure whether it helps anot...
but i guess i havta try...
ok i share you my story...
back in 1996...
when i sec one...
i left my parents and live together with my grandfather...
becoz he is living with my aunt & family and it near my school...
and also during that period my family is kinda on the move...
and also i kinda drift away from my family la...
even duo is like so near...
in the same red dot on earth...
i hardly see them(my parents)...
HardLY for a year...plus
the only time i get to see them(my parents) is like monthly or bi-monthly...
when i take my allowance or some family dinner...
juz imagine that...
it's juz a small distance away...
yet i dont see them(my parents)...
the pain may not be that great...
coz i'm so called a guy who had no feelings...
but you know...
now...
They are back to the place God called them...
and you shld be proud of Them...
i'm proud of Them, All of them, the 4 familys...
coz not many willing to give up their lives for other people...
But They Give!
something only you can understand when you r out there...
you r bornt there...
you understand the hungriness...
the cries...
the graving...
the heart...
i'm glad to see someone i met 4yrs ago as she came to Singapore with the Team...
it's like she still on going His Work in cebu...
which reali motivates...
motivates me to be more committed in my ministry...
be more involved...
that's why i might be going to D****...
anyway...
i dunno did i help anot...
but juz wanna say is...
BE PROUD OF WHAT THEY DO...
THEY R DOING HIS WORK...
THEY LISTEN to THe CRY of The People...
and We SHALL KEEP THeM IN PRAYERS...
Go Go Go!!!
Time is running Out...
as Time Flies away every seconds...
Soon...
You Will See Them Again...
Look Forward...
You can Do iT!
=D
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:22 PM
-AfterMate-
after so many things had happen...
i wonder why God allowed such trials fall upon us...
duo some issue are solve...
but the bond is broken apieces...
it's not like you want to move on you could...
the feelings is gonna be abit different from right now on...
juz imagine a part of you is gone...
the feeling isnt good...
somehow i felt that they made a rush decision...
a decision that hits many people...
why allow the devil to win again...
you know he's trying to be funny...
yet you still allow it to take control of you...
why~!
why listen to man!
when you should seek HIM first!
it's not suppose to be ur decision on where u go...
it's HIS~!
why !!!
after you cool down, you will had regret following man's decision...
but if u let go of ur pride...
u will, still hav second chance...
if u r willing...
many will help you along the road...
if u r willing...
i dunno what i say means anything not...
but it's juz a sudden feeling for u...my brother...
if given me a choice...
i will hav Beaten that Man who lead u away...
he is unwilling...
but u shldnt...
it's time to grow up...
let go of ur pride...
let go of wat u believe u believe...
juz remember...
you serve the almighty God...
thats the most important part of ur life...
if u r willing...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:34 PM
-A Simple Life-
Have you wonder, what kind of life you want to live?
Have you wonder, if you could turn back the time, how many things you want to change?
or want to avoid having done?
Have you wonder, given a choice, where you want to be born at?
Have you wonder, who you going to spend a lifetime with?
Have you wonder, what's the best new you ever hearD?
Have you wonder, WHAT is Tomorrow going be?
Have You wonder, What's Life after Death?
Have you wonder, Who you really are?
Have you wonder?
well...
i have wonder...
all the time...
staring out the windows...
looking into the sky...
wondering...
things in past, things in future...
things that had happen, things that had been taught, things I learnt...
things of wat other's past, present, and future would be...
things of lesson taught, lesson learnt, lesson produced...
have you learn?
if we chose to listen, chose to obey, chose to believe...
wat's else could we do?
well...
after so many years of ups and downs in this WALK...
looking at different people's life experiences, hearing from their experiences...
reflected what we could learn from them...
true...
no man have same walk...
but it's still a learning lesson to learn...
if we could only chose with only one choice...
that would be better...
but NO...
we cant...
there's always so many choices...
and only One can be made...
the right or the left?
confuse...
blur?
headaches...
argh!
blinded?
disobediences?
carelessness?
heckcare attitude?
well...
thats Life...
part of growing up...
but...
remember...
every learning lesson is a lesson...
LEARN from it...
i'm always looking forward a simple life...
but things doesnt seems to happen...
the more you want it...
the harder it gets...
today so confuse already...
wat else more could i say...
yellow...
heart just breaks...
when?
when could i?
right side or left side?
right hand or left?
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God...
i trust in you...
guide me...
as it pleases you...
-out-
-A Simple Life-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:12 AM
