-Wat A RacE-
I cant BElieve the team that Won top place...
it's Juz unbelieveable...
lOl...
Well...
We Had Fun...
We had Our moments...
We HAd...
But of coz we also hav our disagreement...
wrong decision...
wrong ideas...
But well...
everyone plays a part and agree as WHOLE...
so no matter wat position we had...
WE DID OUR BEST...
AND AFTER ALL WE COMPLETE THE RACE...
CHEERS...
now...
i m leg pain hand pain neck pain...
wat the...
i going HOLIDAY!!!
AT LAST!!!
I NEED A BREAK...
but i scare I will miss...
WHAHAHAHA...
miss who?
i also dunno...
since monday tuesdae i usuali do not hav extra hobby...
so...
shldnt be that bad after all...
OH YAH...
tuesday got prayer meeting...
wasted...
hehe...
but i shall enjoy my time then...
recharge...
come back go reservist...
wah sian...
got my programme for reservist liao...
GOT IPPT...
wat the...
i will die in 3 station liao...
HAHa...
running still ok...
now is the rest...
1yr never do liao...
dunno can score how much...
fail will do extra training...
shit man...
haha...
oh well...
i kinda tired now...
havent slp yet...
after watching huang fei hong...
feel like kicking some arse...
SHADOW KICK...
hahahahahha
gam sa ha mi da...
Ba-bo...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:03 AM
-Wat the-
Ba-Bo!
argh...
i dun reali like these 3 days of the days...
very idiotic...
had problems at work...
now extra dunno from somewhere in church...
crap...
not my tai ji, become my fault...
wat the Heck...
humpf...
problems after problems...
i juz want to do it tml and get over it...
and off to my vacation...
and nothing else...
I NEED A BREAK AND ENJOY MYSELF...
too many extra problems liao...
limbei cant take it liao...
wanna beat someone liao...
watch ur steps folks...
haiz...
5hrs more...
someone going back home...
happy for her...
but do remember my stuff...
if not...
haha...
shld i go tml?
guess not...
coz someone might not be happy...
but if i dont go...
i dunno...
see how la...
haha...
I NEED A BREAK...
realli...
i smsed 3 person...
2 replied...
one didnt...
idiot...
Dont you know english?
piece of shit...
i hate ppl who know english but dun understand english...
irriating...
haiz...
why men cant be men and women cant be women...
why are they so idiotic...
damn...
I cant wait to finish the race tml and go eat my fish...
and go off to my resort and enjoy the days...
simply need a break of everyone...
spoiled my mood onli...
craps...
haiz...
When I Look up the Stage, I see the Real Her...
haha...
alot ppl is now guessing what is it means right?
well...
guess...
correct then u get a prize...
thks karen for the sweet...
hope u buy more next time...
haha...
i'm tired...
real tired to bother so much now...
i feel like giving up everything now...
all my stuff...
but...
today region B touched me with a powerful drama and Word of God...
wah lao...
now...
tired also must press on...
argh...
hate it...
i simply feel like going oversea and work...
simply...
cant stand to see everyone's face...
irriating...
ARGh!!!
GOD HELP ME...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:00 AM
-Time to queue somewhere-
HOW HOW HOW???
QUEUE WHERE?
everyone seems to be queueing somewhere...
but where shld i QUEUE?
WHOSE QUEUE is MY QUEUE?
The shortest?
or the longesT?
when is my turn?
where is my turn?
Who is my turn?
OH GOSH...
so irriating...
Voice poured into my ear again and again...
NOISE irriating me...
hai...
My Eyes, My Heart, My Mind...
confuse...
BUT...
BUT...
BUT...
When I Look up the Stage, I see the Real Her...
juz wondering...
well...
lets juz see where God leads me then...
hopefully i be careful of my steps...
=D
pls dont hate me for who i m...
i m no gentleman to all ladies...
coz i m not fake...
Only 1 means only 1...
=P
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:03 PM
-My Dream December 2006-
hav you plan ahead for your december...
what u gonna do and wat u wish to do...
i had...
just...
how would it feel like having a nice break doing all the things...
u like to do and able to do...
well...
if finances approve...
i wish to begin my december with...
1/12/2006 - departure to Hongkong...
visit places like ocean park, tong long wan, all the nice places la...
having to stay in hongkong for about the most 4 days...
then i travel up to macau for a day...
that will be 5/12/2006...
then on ...
6/12/2006- i will fly to taiwan...
to visit taizhong, taipei, tainai...
wah exploring country side and visit diff parts for the next 5 days...
12/12/2006 - fly to JAPAN...
wah...
nice hor...
celebrate my own birthday with japanese babes on my 23rd...
HAHA...
DREAM ON...
but cant it be exciting...
it sure yesh...
visiting places like tokyo, osaka and country side...
for the next 8 days...
mt.fuji...
wah SNOW hopefully...
yah...
after that...
20/12/2006...
if reali can...
fly to cebu...
find GOLDA!!!
my cebu fren...
hehe...
get good fellowship lo...
then for abt 3 days...
24/12/2006...
fly down to...
hur hur...
well...
it certainly a wild dream...
but it is possible...
the rest i wun like to mention for the next few days...
and lastly i conclude flying back to singapore...
yesh...
wat a mth to enjoy ASIA...
maybe i can edit abit to excite it more...
time will tell...
He will provide...
lol...
MORE SALES in JUNE JULY AUGS PLEASE...
and the dream is THERE to catch...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:22 AM
-Exploded Soon-
WAH!!!
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...
CAN I PUNCH MY ASSISTANT MANAGER?
STuPid GIRL thinK She WAt...
NAG NAG NAG NAG...
Without using HER STUPID LITTLE SMALL BRAIN...
ARGh...
somemore is also a leader from CHC...
KOKSTER...
throw SMU face and CHC's face...
dunno how come she can be a sales assistant manager who dont do sales...
ARGh!!!
I cant wait for my SIM acceptance...
then I THROW BACK at her...
ARgh!!!
juz cant wait...
PISSED...
PISSED...
REAL PISSED...
-Angry-
-AH!!!-
-somebody stop me-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:31 PM
-One More Time-
as i cant fell aslp now...
i shall blog what had strike me during service today...
pastor chui chui was sharing...
then something hit me...
i went into deep thoughts...
deep thinking of past current and future...
remembering how i was hurted so much by the ppl i care for...
how i was deliver from pain and suffering...
how much joy i had...
how much things i still looking forward to...
how much i can do, could have done, will do...
alot of thinking...
how i come to church...
stayed with church...
flow with church...
how i almost fall from church...
how i almost left...
how i recome back...
how many stupid things i done...
how many errors...
chances...
things happening since 16 to now 23...
ppl i see come and go...
go and come...
leave back leave back leave...
how ppl got attached, break, attached, break, attached...
how ppl attached, married, die...
during these few years spell...
so many things happen...
how i was treated...
how i treated ppl...
how ppl misuse me...
how i misuse ppl...
how i felt like punching many ppl...
how i make ppl feel like punching me...
how i hav to endure so much pain...
juz to maintain a gd testimony...
how i hav to walk away from being exploded...
how ppl try to stop me from exploding...
how ppl explode at me...
how i defend myself...
how i manage to flee from temptation...
how temptation trys to hit me...
how and why i dare to make such statement...
why my stand and principle so weird...
why i m so jerk...
why i treat diff ppl differently...
why i can like 1 yet hate another...
why?
why?
why?
i dunno...
so many question...
so many answers...
so many ...
prayers...
God want me to pray...
GOD!
guide me...
lead me...
thru every decision i hav to chose...
like...
to Study? or to Work?
Be good, or be Bad Boy...
Isnt She? her? Her? She?
so many questions...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all these thinking...
all these thoughts...
how was i left behind...
it juz makes no sense blogging now...
time to slp...
-byebye-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:50 AM
-kinda suxy now-
down with gum infection...
wat the...
virus attack...
with fever...
sighz...
make me cant slp at nite...
but slpy in day while i working...
oh well...
wat a day...
sighz...
out...
Nelvin Blogged @ 2:01 AM
-i felt so suxy again-
i know i'm able harsh...
but i sometimes juz cant take it anymore...
after talking...
WAT...
until next year sept...
IT's CRAZY...
i m not going to suffer lydat...
i gonna work hard and do what i can...
no man can understand...
no man can see...
it's juz too hard...
i'm crying inside Lord...
do hear my cry...
do deliever me LOrd...
i Served you...
HElp me...
How to go Study...
HOW...
always dried up...
for no reason...
how to go after anyone...
where got the mood...
where got the time...
where...
ppl may think i'm anyhow spending...
but guess wat...
NO...
i try to balance everything...
but sometimes i juz cant...
i need my time to relax also...
thats when holidae comes...
cheap holidays i guess...
i hope this bintan trip can ease me...
i reali looking for a break...
damn suxy now...
KHT...
dont think so much...
it's not ur fault...
life is suxy...
but GOD is good...
coz he always see us thru tough times...
let this time be the same again...
Accept what u dun understand...
Pastor marion had shared a wonderful powerful message...
a lesson to learn from...
practise it...
things will go find...
i juz need time to cool down...
it juz happen so last minute to me again...
sometimes i juz dun like the feeling of last minute request...
i not saint...
so next time...
pls inform me earlier...
at least i hav time to prepare mentally myself...
instead of such a last minute thing...
i will DIE u noe...
parting what i juz got is not easy...
never is...
but...
i had to...
it's shitty...
yet u learn...
learn another lesson...
and ppl...
u dun understand...
pls dun comment...
anytime i will become racket party...
and smack u with my racket...
so dont cross my line at this time around...
coz i m not in a good person mood now...
pls watch ur steps...
so many bdae coming...
i wanted to celebrate...
now i no mood to celebrate for them liao...
totally lost n broke...
so...
next time...
now...
cant...
God...
give me more sales...
so i can helpp...
i need...
GOD!!!
-lostandfound-
-cananyoneleadmeahand-
-upset-
Nelvin Blogged @ 7:47 PM
-Good and Bad-
what does the title lies?
well...
I'm thankful to CS who willing to lend me his Blazer...
Thank You so much...
then...
i thankful to those who kindly enough to respond my SMS...
and thankful to those who willing to chip in...
and thankful to those who reject me in a kindly manner...
but which i was PISSED off was those who DIDNT EVEN REPLY MY SMS...
WHEN I STATED...
PLEASE REPLY!
is my english too chim or is in a alien language?
i dunno...
is for u to find out...
very very very very very very x 10000000000000000 disappointed in them...
simple msg yet so hard to reply...
IS IT?
hard to reply HOR...
never mind...
NEXT TIME NEVER ASK ME FOR HELP...
i wun reply too...
whether u want to chip in or not...
the basic manner is to respond...
dont tell me bUSY...
cRAP U...
shit u u understand?
i will be msging another round next week for ben's bdae...
another shit respond from u ppl...
THATS IT?
GOT IT?
-boiledupforsomeshittyarsepplardthecorner-
-uthinkiveryfreeandliketowastemysmshuh...-
-screwu...-
Nelvin Blogged @ 2:19 PM
-Who am I?-
oh gosh...
i'm am to the world of boredness...
haha...
anyway, i dunno wat happen again...
it seems that it's always a cycle in my life...
a Lost world...
well...
God is good so far...
yet something is juz missing in this life...
something...
i dunno wat...
juz something missing...
had great time fellowshipping with Paul & Esther today...
saw my darling and her new brother name zuriel paul thanapal...
haha...
well...
talk abt wat m i going to be at age 28...
and etc...
went with them to buy baby stuff...
wah seh...
thoughts juz came into my mind...
again and again and again...
even when on my way home from sengkang...
kanna tua by 2 idiots today...
which kinda shitty la...
but watever la...
cant be bothered...
juz this feeling in me is kinda lost...
lost again...
paul always recommend ppl he knows...
which kinda oh pls...
is totally outta my mind...
coz is juz way too far for me to be even bother to look at them...
HAHA...
well is not that they r that bad...
its juz that is not my kind...
and wat i m looking for in them is something they dun hav yet...
i'm not in hurry...
still looking ard la...
juz that...
can be sian at times...
but wat to do...
thats life right?...
haha...
i still looking forward for my SIM admission reply...
very scare now...
and also looking forward to my holiday trip...
cant wait to hav fun...
this friday is D&D time...
and i still dun hav a blazer...
ARGh...
crap now...
sure might hav to buy $249 suit...
haha...
tml working...
so sian...
can i dun work tml?
can i ...
i dunno la...
i need a BREAK...
from EVERYTHING...
simply EVERYTHING...
kinda bored...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:33 PM
