-i felt so suxy again-
i know i'm able harsh...
but i sometimes juz cant take it anymore...
after talking...
WAT...
until next year sept...
IT's CRAZY...
i m not going to suffer lydat...
i gonna work hard and do what i can...
no man can understand...
no man can see...
it's juz too hard...
i'm crying inside Lord...
do hear my cry...
do deliever me LOrd...
i Served you...
HElp me...
How to go Study...
HOW...
always dried up...
for no reason...
how to go after anyone...
where got the mood...
where got the time...
where...
ppl may think i'm anyhow spending...
but guess wat...
NO...
i try to balance everything...
but sometimes i juz cant...
i need my time to relax also...
thats when holidae comes...
cheap holidays i guess...
i hope this bintan trip can ease me...
i reali looking for a break...
damn suxy now...
KHT...
dont think so much...
it's not ur fault...
life is suxy...
but GOD is good...
coz he always see us thru tough times...
let this time be the same again...
Accept what u dun understand...
Pastor marion had shared a wonderful powerful message...
a lesson to learn from...
practise it...
things will go find...
i juz need time to cool down...
it juz happen so last minute to me again...
sometimes i juz dun like the feeling of last minute request...
i not saint...
so next time...
pls inform me earlier...
at least i hav time to prepare mentally myself...
instead of such a last minute thing...
i will DIE u noe...
parting what i juz got is not easy...
never is...
but...
i had to...
it's shitty...
yet u learn...
learn another lesson...
and ppl...
u dun understand...
pls dun comment...
anytime i will become racket party...
and smack u with my racket...
so dont cross my line at this time around...
coz i m not in a good person mood now...
pls watch ur steps...
so many bdae coming...
i wanted to celebrate...
now i no mood to celebrate for them liao...
totally lost n broke...
so...
next time...
now...
cant...
God...
give me more sales...
so i can helpp...
i need...
GOD!!!
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Nelvin Blogged @ 7:47 PM
