-MACAU HONGKONG HERE I COME-
ok...
today wasnt bad, but it ended quite pissed off la...
coz...
I HATE TO WAIT...
never ever make me wait 2hrs...
it's irriating and freaking me out...
Dont Ever Make Nelvin wait...
Unless u r the special someone...
but even u r...
DONT MAKE ME WAIT!
10mins, 20mins 30mins i still can forgive...
2 HOURS...!
it takes more...
the simplest thing to do first is the 5 letter words...
the longer u say it...
the longer it takes me to forgive u...
so...
if u r mature enuff...
u will note it...
but i guess...
Small kids are still small kids...
never noe the reason...
watever...
anyway...
put aside those irriating part of the day...
well...
i juz look forward for the trip...
whether it is a good one anot...
it's to be find out...
gonna Miss My Beloved Ones...
-When i look up the stage, I see the ReaL Her-
hehe...
my company going china on sunday...
hope i get to see them...
WHHAHAhahah...
P.Allan Lit...
calarvy church HK here i COMe!!!
WHAHAHHAHAHA
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:35 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
-i m so stressed up-
y m i stressing abt?
so near yet so far...
juz...
that much to go...
and...
it's fading away...
ppl give hope...
and take away...
AH!!!
show me!
the miracle!
I counting on you...
thks...
on gosh...
3days to dream trip...
looking forward to it...
yet...
lacking of finance...
haha...
of coz u noe wat i mean...
when u travel...
u wanna enjoy...
and not budgeting urself...
becoz of some miscount...
i'm stuck with a low budget...
due to unexpected bills...
- off some of my expenses...
irriating!!!
how...
wat to do...
cant shop as much as i wanted...
so...
too bad folks...
i be buying for...
MYSELf...
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA...
sorry...
haiz...
oh yah...
wednesdae morning...
I was waked up by a sms...
And...
haha...
hahahhahaha...
i hate starhub...
they sux...
anyway...
-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I SEE THE REAL HER-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:47 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
-not happy huh? too bad-
anyway...
To My Little V :- stay strong! and if you need a ear, i'll be there...
and whoever dares to talk rubbish or condemn u, i will PIN them down...
and hammer them...
you dont hav to learn my ways, coz i will do it for u...
HAHAHAHHAHAhAH...
and that same goes to AA:, if anyone dares to condemn u, let me noe...
i will SMASH them!
WHAHHAHAHHAHA...
anyway...
thks to all my fren who knew me and stand for me...
duo many didnt understand...
but is ok...
i know where i m heading to...
and i learn to live this way...
if ever one day, i drift away...
hold me tight!
coz i dont wanna drift away...
and i will stand firm...
and i looking forward for my little V sweet 16...
hehe...
lots of crazy ideas is running thru...
and looking forward to buy...
thousands of stuff from HK...
for all my beloved loves one...
if u recieve anything from me, means u r someone to me...
but if u dont, dont be sad...
be nicer to me then...
HAHAHAH...
nice ppl to me, will recieve...
arse to be, will not...
i'm fair...
in my dictionary...
so like it or not...
LEARN to live it on...
:P
i will always remember who is there for me, who isnt...
so...
get it straight!
it's lame to be jealous...
anyway also cannot think that way...
ok...
whoever cross my mind when i in HK will get something la...
haha...
first thoughts first buy...
hehe...
i think my job i'm improving...
yeah!
but i felt a need to bless someone...
and i know who liao...
but first, i will hav to clear my debts...
HAHA...
k...
i try my best...
and i hope my debtor will return me soon too...
low hope, but i still hope he will...
sighz...
thks to all my pals who helped me at times...
thkS!!!
and to the ONE...
-When i look up the stage, i see the REAL Her-
hahahahhahaha...
and the hurts i had, TIME will heal...
so dont worry...
and for anybody who interested in subscribing any magazines...
I HAV sPECIAL OFFER for...
FORTUNE, TIME, ECONOMIST, and HAVARD BUSINESS REVIEW...
yesh...
-bye-
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:33 PM
-felt-
after having many conversation with ppl...
listening individual point of views...
looking into my point...
well...
that's life...
well...
currently i cant be bothered anymore...
of how i felt or how i react...
haha...
thks you guys for your encouragement...
well...
now...
i wanna concentrate on wat i want to do...
and what i m going to purse...
heez...
anyway...
back to serious...
everyone is facing diff things at this moment...
juz wanna say...
Wat ever it takes...
God will always be with you...
in Dark TIMES or GoOD TImes...
it's True!
man will not, coz man is imperfect...
so dont count on man, man will fail you...
But GOD dont!
so...
TRUST HIM no matter wat...
yah...
i'm looking forward a break in HK...
reali long to rest, or slp long hours...
but dont reali hav the time now...
been working long hours this few weeks...
simply too busy...
yah...
then...
friday pastor dale & chui shared...
it really refreshed me...
i'm glad...
many might not understand when i say those...
but i hope they understand when Pastor preached it...
i learn from them last time...
so...
haha...
anyway...
i'm always...
hahahahahhahaaha...
-WhEN i Look up the Stage, I see the Real Her-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:24 AM
-confused-
hearing diff voices now...
it's seem that nothing is easy...
some say these...
some say that...
some support...
some dont...
how how how...
wat shld i do...
how can i do...
why must i do...
i dunno...
i'm so confused...
very veyr veyr confused...
a fight that never shld hav happen...
a fight that never shld hav taken place...
a fight that never existed...
struggling...
with left and right palm of mine...
left and right side of brain...
stay?
leave?
stay?
leave?
stay?
leave?
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time to seek the Lord again...
byebye
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:17 PM
-i'm tired-
i'm very very very very tired...
guess i might hav been a very very very bad example...
nevermind...
stay away from me...
if not, u be stumbled...
dont worry...
i'm still strong, coz i lean on HIM...
take care...
-out-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:06 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
-sometimes hav you wonder, y shit ppl are alive?-
i wonder...
today i finally understand what's real hyprocrites are...
smile at u...
stab u at the back...
wow...
fine...
u want me out?...
i fulfill ur wishes...
i dont reali care abt ranks...
i know i hav heart for ppl...
i juz dun express it out...
like it or not...
i'm juz ME...
u cant change the fact that i m who i born to be...
came a point of me wanting to bless everyone in the region...
second thoughts...
m i that foolish?
m i foolish enuff?
ya...
i guess so...
agape love...
it's juz hard to spell it...
anyway...
during the movie, i hav been wondering...
thinking...
and even asking my ex-g12 for feedbacks...
m i wrongly accused?...
m i?...
i admit sometimes i might do things not that right...
but everyone's a scumbag in different ways wat...
u cant expect me to be prefect...
protray waT?
hyprocritise style?
no way m i going to put on an act...
i'm emotionless remember?
anyway...
i will pray abt the decision i going to make...
coz i'm too tired to carry on the politics...
it's been carry on for years...
ever since i come into it...
everyone is like noticing my wrongs...
juz diff style from them also cannot...
well well...
i had enuff...
i will juz be a quiet member...
attending services and leaving after that...
no more extra fellowship with outsiders...
i juz be with my long hard buddies who understand me...
it really hurts now...
after i put those effort...
i told myself to bleed only...
but i juz cant take it...
i felt that i letting P.D down...
he's the one who remembers me in youth...
and P.M for remember me since day 1...
i'm sorry...
but i juz cant take it...
i love to serve...
but with such politics, i'm simply hav no heart to go on liao...
too tired over the years...
i think i shall put my heart on something else...
i'm sorry for being a frank and direct person...
i dunno i offended how many thousands of ppl...
i'm sorry...
but either u love me or hate me...
i'm juz Me...
knowing me isnt hard...
all u need is to accept who i m born to be...
that's all...
thanks for giving me a chance...
i guess it's time to give someone else a chance...
-bye-
Nelvin Blogged @ 3:33 AM
-why LOSERS cant get alife? They Juz havent DIE ENUFF!-
wah lao wah lao wah lao...
hate LOSERs!!!
they cant get alife...
WHY?
BLAME BLAME BLAMe others for wat...
LOOK Into URSELf!
LOOk...
lOOK DEEP...
reFLECt...
Wat u done, makes wat u had now...
WHY?
WHY??
WHY???
U CANT GET IT?
freaking LOA...
ARSe!
remember...
wat others do is wat other's choice...
nothing to do with it...
u can give advise...
they Listen or not...
is not ur problem...
if they dont take ur advise...
LEAVE THEM ALONE...
cant u juz learn?
I learn!
i leave them alone...
SO...
UR TURN TO LEARN...
arse...
Wat the heck the world turning into...
ppl juz cant get a life...
STOP BLAMING FOR WAT U R FACING NOW...
u chose to follow this way...
u faces conquences...
U shld OVercome it...
and NOT turning blames to others...
and stop picking on others...
wat the heck...
act man, not man...
wat the heck...
HEY...
GET A LIFE!!!
ALL U BITCHES AND ARSEs!
i cant believe i m yelling like this...
how i wish i could wake them up...
THROW THEM INTO THE SEA of SHIt...
coz they SMELLED like SHIT now...
arse...
i'm out...
today is great...
lots of stories...
NUS BUS STORY...
Hor VP...
lol...
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:35 PM
