-Summaries Birthdays-
ok...
I Wish 25th Oct My Brother and Godmother Happy Birthday!
I Wish 28th oct Joanne Happy Birthday!
I Wish 30th Oct Terry Happy Birthday!
I Wish 31st Oct Lynn a.k.a APC VP Happy Birthday!
I Wish 1st Nov, My darling Shai-ann Happy Birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS aLL!!!
Last night had family dinner for my brother's bdae!
This morning a failed mission birthday surprise for Terry...
coz he suddenly wake up...
waste my effort of travelling up to sengkang!
but overall still ok!
then after church...
Had lunch with lindana, for her bdae...
and she treated me Ba Chu Mee...
HAha...
then evening...
another failed mission for Lynn...
coz she suspected liao...
haha...
but the fellowship was fun and crazy...
praise God for everyone!
and all the best in future for all...
yupz...
coming up...
T.C, Twins...
My Dad...
and etc...
haha...
-When I look Up the Stage, I see the REAL HER-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:10 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
-reflection-
after many things, coversation, days gone by...
i learnt again...
learnt that not only i'm living for myself...
but also, living for others surrounding me...
i cannot be selfish and selfless...
i shld be...
MORE than SeLF...
but...
i long to live...
a carefree life...
going around travelling...
I wish...
i Wish...
after many days of working...
endless working hours...
endless standing...
endless commitment...
i'm tired...
exhausted...
wore out...
i hardly slp much...
hardly hav time for myself...
hardly do wat i want to do...
lack of OFF days...
busy busy busy...
having this having that...
and being a listener to this and that...
and trying to give ideas and stuff...
sometimes i want to juz QUIT...
but it's easy say than done...
I cant juz QUIT...
i'm Nelvin!
haha...
sounded like some big arse...
wat i'm saying is that...
if i played a part in this role...
i will keep my responsiblity in fulfilling it...
something lydat la...
but at times, i m in difficult situation...
like hiding from this and hiding from that...
keeping my mouth zip and trying to give hints...
encoding codes, reading codes, pronouncing codes...
it's JUZ SO HARD...
and after all that...
i keep all disappointments to myself...
leaving me to suffer alone...
bearing it alone...
but now...
i'm oPENed to my brain cells...
i hav so much to do...
to achieve...
haha...
i told my boss abt my next year plan...
hehe...
i told her i work hard 11mth...
12th mth i go 1 mth holidae...
WHAHHAHAHHAHAHA...
thats the plan...
must achieve $150k mark...
good to go?
YES!
whahahaha...
i wanna buy my first car next year oct...
brand new my OWN...
can be done?
CAN!
hahahahahahahahaha...
alot to look for next year 2007...
hehe...
tml is a big DAY!
2 plans...
2 evil plans...
1 day, 1 night...
Ho Ho Ho!!!
SURPRISE!!!
-when i look up the Stage, I see the REAL HER-
24 next year...
Lots of things to achieve...
and most impt...
FIND!
Find wat?
FIND HER!!!
eh...
WHERE ARE YOU?
WAKE uP UR idEA can aNOT?
Stop HIDDING!!!
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:14 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
-SENTOSA DAY-
To those who didnt reply...
SCREW U!!!
WHAHhaHAhaAHahHAHah...
Without you people...
MY SENTOSA IS STILL ONZ!!!
Successful, MeaningFul And WELL!!!
so...
SCREW U!!!
WHAhAHahhhaahahahhaha...
well...
I'm BLACKEN Now...
n inside me, still white...
Sighz...
lol...
had fun with different grp...
simple CLEAN FUn!
yah...
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY To those people!!!
Like LINDA, SANDRA and... whoever ur birthday is todae...
yup...
juz came back from my second dinner...
hehe...
dont know wat to say liao...
hav fun ppl...
Pray for my SALES!!!
thanks...
-When i Look up the Stage, I See the REAL Her-
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:00 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
-Nelvin is Mr. Meanie!-
I'm Meanie!
New Name for me...
hehe...
it comes by by someone called...
PIGGY ONG in my Hp list...
WHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
go find out who is she bah...
hahahahaha...
i juz cant stop laughing to myself...
i think i kinda crazy and high these days...
well...
hehe...
-WHen i Look up the stage, i see the REAL HER-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:55 PM
-Mission Done-
HAHA...
a prank celebration...
hopefully they dont get offended...
HAha...
but well...
I dont CARE!
hHAHAHA...
HaPPy Birthday to Both JiamIN and Alan(in 2 days time)...
hehe...
Love the CAKe?
HAHA...
well...
it will only be done when everyone take time to come for dinner...
thanks for all who came...
didnt expect so many to turn up...
duo i didnt plan wat to do next after dinner...
paiseh eh...
i keep thinking of the pranks onli...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
a simple prank...
but well...
unFORGETTABLE!
hehe...
hope they dont get back at me...
i will juz disappear...
lol...
i dunno wat to blog sia...
hehe...
u shld see juz how jiamin face is at the long john silver...
HAHAHAHHAHAHA...
well...
this week was alright...
this coming week shld be better!
-when i look up the stage, i see the REAL her-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:28 PM
-my dream job... a killer-
since young, i always fancy a killer's job...
so cool, so shuai...
how professional it could hav been as a killer...
a low profile identity and lifestyle...
living in rich asset yet no where to spent at...
living in living hell, wondering when is my turn to be killed...
that's something i dreamt abt when i was young...
hahahahah...
after growing up...
i wanted to become CIA...
but it wasnt easy...
i joined NCC...
learning my first weapon...
shooting birds till marksman...
learnt tKk till black belt...
ar arm combat ...
and etc...
in army...
i learnt more weapons...
shooting Anti tank weapons to semi auto weapons...
wah...
using sniper guns...
training with thai armys...
having battle grounds with them...
looked like rambo...
fight like nv fight b4...
is real counter strike...
and when u start using live range battle course...
is SO SCARY...
imagine live bullets flying across your sight n ears...
seeing the firing sight...
oh my...
wat a terrible death if a round enter my head...
BANG!
somehow i m left wondering...
wat is going to be if i hav those 2 route to chose...
if live is like a movie...
what i want my Life to be?
-when i look up the stage, i see the REAL HER-
Nelvin Blogged @ 2:12 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
-Wake Up Call Part 2-
Wow...
what a lesson learnt todae...
very blessed by what pastor kwek had shared todae...
Thank God for preserving you...
I found a nice AP VP...
and yah...
i have been drifting very far away from him...
and i want to be pull back...
God!
lend me your hand...
!!!
Work hadnt been smooth these days...
sales is bad for me...
i need to work harder...
God help me!
only you can lead me...
To: My dear Little Ng...
Have Faith k?
Must believe that 15pts can be reach after moderate...
can go TJC...
then can find...
WHAHHAHAHAHA...
Believing is FAITH!
and all the best is the coming Mths...
and to those who are having exams...
GOD BLESS!
and when i come home todae...
i kinda pissed off...
first is my bro...
and second is wat i heard...
come on...
Grow up...
Listen to instruction...
Ask the right person...
and believe the answer...
dont get distracted and keep bugging...
i pull no punches when i cant control it...
after all, i mean what i said...
juz dont force me...
well...
i'm not the Old or new me...
i'm juz going thru another phrase of my life...
someone needed a rest...
from all sorts of incoming problems and voices...
i need a break...
from Singapore...
i wonder how m i going to tehan the next 4 mths...
before i going to take a mth break from work...
HAHA...
well...
Love is confusing right now...
it seems that i didnt focus on wat i realli want...
sighz...
-When I Look Up the Stage, I see the REAL Her-
Life is full of _____________
Time to hand everything to HIM...
God Take Me...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:16 AM
