Saturday, October 28, 2006
-reflection-
after many things, coversation, days gone by...
i learnt again...
learnt that not only i'm living for myself...
but also, living for others surrounding me...
i cannot be selfish and selfless...
i shld be...
MORE than SeLF...
but...
i long to live...
a carefree life...
going around travelling...
I wish...
i Wish...
after many days of working...
endless working hours...
endless standing...
endless commitment...
i'm tired...
exhausted...
wore out...
i hardly slp much...
hardly hav time for myself...
hardly do wat i want to do...
lack of OFF days...
busy busy busy...
having this having that...
and being a listener to this and that...
and trying to give ideas and stuff...
sometimes i want to juz QUIT...
but it's easy say than done...
I cant juz QUIT...
i'm Nelvin!
haha...
sounded like some big arse...
wat i'm saying is that...
if i played a part in this role...
i will keep my responsiblity in fulfilling it...
something lydat la...
but at times, i m in difficult situation...
like hiding from this and hiding from that...
keeping my mouth zip and trying to give hints...
encoding codes, reading codes, pronouncing codes...
it's JUZ SO HARD...
and after all that...
i keep all disappointments to myself...
leaving me to suffer alone...
bearing it alone...
but now...
i'm oPENed to my brain cells...
i hav so much to do...
to achieve...
haha...
i told my boss abt my next year plan...
hehe...
i told her i work hard 11mth...
12th mth i go 1 mth holidae...
WHAHHAHAHHAHAHA...
thats the plan...
must achieve $150k mark...
good to go?
YES!
whahahaha...
i wanna buy my first car next year oct...
brand new my OWN...
can be done?
CAN!
hahahahahahahahaha...
alot to look for next year 2007...
hehe...
tml is a big DAY!
2 plans...
2 evil plans...
1 day, 1 night...
Ho Ho Ho!!!
SURPRISE!!!
-when i look up the Stage, I see the REAL HER-
24 next year...
Lots of things to achieve...
and most impt...
FIND!
Find wat?
FIND HER!!!
eh...
WHERE ARE YOU?
WAKE uP UR idEA can aNOT?
Stop HIDDING!!!
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:14 PM
