Monday, December 18, 2006
-christian politics part 2-
sunday was scary...
i was juz toking abt it the night before on my part 1...
and guess wat...
God is so amazing that...
he lead pastor to share this message called: FORGIVENESS...
oh well...
he sure knows my weakness...
hehe...
it sure does take time for me...
years or time doesnt help...
coz there's always something in me...
i hate those who bad-mouth me...
and worst, i found out about it...
that pissed me off REAL BAD...
so people...
u can do watever u want, juz dont get caught...
God knows, you knows, but as long as i dont know can le...
u bad mouth me, and i found out abt it...
oh no...
u better buy a slot in the christian cementry...
man are not prefect...
i'm not...
over the years, i learn to control myself...
did pretty well at times...
able to forgive small frys of ppl...
but it's reali hard, when i caught them in the act...
my fists is hungry by then...
it's like, sorry for myself if i dun do something...
but anyway...
who cares abt it...
i'm living on with my life...
haha...
juz tat abit shocked by the message that day...
hehe...
it was raining the whole day...
even todae...
it's raining...
oh yah...
we had DAN RYANS...
eat until Burst...
$400+++
wat a expensive meal...
thank God for 50%...
if not...
we sure chui...
thanks those who ate with me, and thanks those who share the gift...
i havent seen yet, but soon i guess...
today had another free meal by my boss...
ate thai buffet...
these days are great...
free FREE FREE mEALS...
I made new specs for myself...
Guo Lun & Jie ren bought me 2 long sleeve shirt...
Wen Jun bought me tee-shirt...
Emitasia bought me a bag...
Joanne made me a frame...
many wishes...
and 8 of them got me a pair of shoe (which i havent seen yet)...
and my sis ask me to see wat i like, which i havent hav any idea...
chocolatechip refuse to give me her bowling ball...
pig pig must wait go thailand then buy for me...
my parents gave me a token...
wat else...
got so many free TREATS...
about 5 so far...
i'm contented...
but God...
next year will be a better year right?
hehe...
so many things to do these days...
yet i didnt manage to do much...
gathering all the props...
and g12 costume is a headache...
and currently, my brain not working...
christmas exchange gift havent get yet...
so far i got 2 presents onli...
i owe so many ppl...
juz cant think of wat to get...
so many items on sales...
so tempted...
yet super budget...
haha...
hope to get my pay soon...
DAMN broking soon...
guess i need to go see doctor soon...
my spine is painful...
when i sit...
argh...
wat is happening...
dunno why...
i keep seeing old frens...
recalling them...
wat is it abt?
time to search them and renew frenship i lost 7-8yrs ago?
meaning i getting OLD...
oh oh oh well...
GOD, give me strenght...
my brain isnt working now...
cant think...
i need IDEAS...
GOd!!!
oh yar...
hav i say that, those new part timers coming to work, hav standards?
HAHAHHAHAA...
and they r like...
18?
whhHHAHAHAHHAHAH...
evil...
oh well...
just hope next year is better...
i wanna do so many things...
and i'm packed with activities from jan to april!!!
damn busy...
hav to even skip g12 and hof...
Ah!!!
wat to do...
so many things happen together...
i sure be super tired...
i only be free on MAY...
so whoever birthday on MAY...
i can plan...
HAHA...
but jan to april...
SORRY...
NO TIME!
unless...
which is hardly possible...
so...
hehe...
-when i look up the stage, i see the REAL HER-
oh well...
christmas is coming...
i hope those frens of mine who backslided...
will MAKE effort to come back...
new year new faith...
CAN?
and to those frens who doesnt know God...
do try to come...
i try my best to entertain you...
try only eh...
u hav to be independent la...
HAHa...
to be continue...
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:14 PM
