-finally able to blog-
wats life been for me the last 2 weeks...
exciting! stressful! and pressuring!
WHY?
RT Had increased to 3 times a week...
driving had increased as TP is coming soon and real soon!
gotta a pack 3 weeks ahead of me!
from 2nd april onwards!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
hope these passes fast...
if not...
die...
hehe...
and my frens who wants to join me in diving from 3rd-6th MAY...
let me know asap...
coz i need to book and confirm...
and who interested to join me and richard to australia (melbourne and adelaine...
let me know too...
we be going in earli JUNE to Mid JUNE...
yupz...
for those who concern abt my life right now...
wat i can say is...
i'm happy...
being busy...
and i'm fine...
thank you very much...
and...
:)
-in great world of blessing-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:50 PM
-Use Your Brain, not juz your Mind-
dedicated to the stupid dumb fool using the nickname Worship in my tag board...
God give u a brain to use, not simply feed it with grass...
Use ur brain to tag, not juz from ur mind...
think first...
any dumb words from u, speak of ur charactor...
u'r simply not using ur BRAIN!
so, y still keep it? DUMP ur BRAIN since u'r not using it...
DUMB ARSE!
well...
i SAID it once, twice and many times...
u wanna tag my board and make comments...
make urself KNOWN! if not...
GET OUT! hahaha...
well...
i didnt give up...
i chose to give out...
u see...
i simply want to do wat i want to do...
it's simple...
and for the past 2 years...
it's a big battle for me...
warriors need time to breathe...
so...
i'm juz taking time off...
HAHAHAHA...
so that i can purse something different...
like...
building up my future...
such as...
studies...
r/s...
and DREAMS...
hahahaha...
:P
well...
i'm happy...
after i remove those headaches...
i cut away...
i'm happier...
y not?
y shld i be bothered over man...
when someone Up there is always understands me...
i give up on MAN, not God...
as in, hypocritc man...
yah...
u shld noe wat i mean...
8yrs had been kinda long...
it's time to purse something...
well...
oh yah...
juz to inform u, nickname (worship)...
if u had been in my shoe for the past 2yrs...
you shld hav been dead by now...
coz...
u wun be able to handle such things for even a day...
the things i go thru is beyond ur imagination...
somehow...
God pull me thru...
if not for God...
i wun be ard...
so...
dont judge...
anyway...
if u r keen in reading my life...
u may continue...
juz to let u know...
i'm happy on my personal life...
haha...
and remember...
to use what God had given u...
USE YOUR BRAIN!
-out-
panda <3 sharkky...
Nelvin Blogged @ 6:27 AM
-I Made Up My Mind-
whether u agree, object, watever...
it's final...
i m parting that group!
no more g12 for me...
i had ENUFF!
HOF? i go onli for special events or when i'm bored...
i m simply tired to get involve right now...
i m not giving up GOD...
i m giving up MAN!
so...
dont worry abt me...
if i m not ard, i might be away holiday...
i will be back...
after i do wat i needed to do...
:P
the only 2 person i let down will be...
Our senior pastor, and our future senior pastor...
they are so good to me, and i let them down...
SORRY!
thats wat i can say...
i hav no strenght to continue fighting something that is worthless...
i given my all once...
but now...
i'm tired...
maybe in future...
i return...
for now...
it's time to purse my dreams...
things i wanted to do...
like furthering my studies...
etc...
and yah...
i think of going abroad!
bleah...
it will depend whether sharkky is leaving or not...
lalala...
well...
as for my japan trip with the company...
i m starting to lose committment to it too...
i m a fighter...
yet i m too tired to fight...
its juz...
tired...
all my frens are gone...
i dun see them often now...
it's so sad...
i will catch up with them soon...
i hope...
eddy, jason and my cousin!
no matter where we are...
one thing for sure...
GOD IS always there for us!
lets Continue to serve him, even if in different places!
yeah?
:)
anyway...
sharkky, i do hope u be reading this blog soon...
becoz...
soon...
it will be filled...
with...
FINS!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAH...
BLeah...
-end-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:04 AM
-Sweet-
i had mistaken...
SORRY!
and it was great!
hehe...
anyway...
I found the meaning of my MIRC nick means le...
all along there's such linkage...
aH_kk...
:)
hehe...
well...
i lost of words...
juz wanna say...
i'm happy!
wahaahahahahaha...
who ever wanna spoils it...
beware...
<3 sharkky <3
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:42 PM
-piss off-
i m pissed!
real pissed!
by tpjcians...
by tjcians...
by bishan 4 leader... (screw u, u understand?)
by my job... (i hate to be scolded for no reason)
by myself...
by every single little thoughts in me...
all i need is a clear mind...
so...
STOP...!!!
i hav to clash course on my driving due to my Tp is coming soon...
hav to rush down RT to do training, which i enjoy most as the uncles are funny...
i hav to inform this inform that abt this n that which i DUN LIKE to my ministry...
so, since i not so free now, can i QUIT?
and i hav to rush down cab to tpjc and being tua by those idiots students...
OWE MONEY PAY MONEY LA KIDS... dont let me go ur house and bang ur door!
freaking irriating idiots!!!
dont let me noe ur face, u will DIE!!!
and...
ahhh!!!
i'm juz sick of doing everything!
for ppl, for everyone!
sickening!
i need a break...
so if happen i gone missing for 3 days...
u shld noe why...
i be AWAY for a break...
when? i do not know...
where, it depend where my feet brings me...
how? DONT ASK ME...
ah!!!
-moody mode-
and i hope u dont fly my kite!
coz it wun help, but juz add to my woes...
<3
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:16 PM
-a day after tomorrow-
A levels are out tml...
many of them so stressed up...
play while u can!
hahahaha...
need tissues?
$5...
lol...
so wats up with me these few days...
hmm...
mixture of feelings...
good bad all have...
juz dont know how to describe it...
m i ready for the next step?
m i ready to lose the step?
how m i to chose?
between topic a b or c?
oh gosh...
men are waffles...
box to think each topic...
wat i want to buy...
wat i want to aim for...
wat to protect and mould on...
ah!
i need time to think and sort it out...
kinda mix it all up...
well...
i hav no idea...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
wasnt looking at the stage now...
-when sharkky hit panda, panda went flat-
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:59 PM
