Sunday, November 18, 2007
-GOALS for 2008-
new year coming, new dreams appears, new targets!
what could i have become in 2008?
what do i want to achieve?
u have no idea!
hahahaha...
ok here it goes...
1. PAY ALL MY DEBTS Fast! example, study loans etc...
2. DO WELL IN MY DEGREE and finish it soon!
3. Stable in my career, whether i have changed anot...
4. Get back into ministry, maybe homefellowship? haha...
5. Close relationship with my family!
6. BUY A CAR!!! 1.6A is good enough!!! :)
7. Visit trina in canada...
8. DRIVE in SUCCESS!!!
9. You!
10. The most important thing in life... GROW CLOSER TO GOD!
yup, thats my top 10 list, the most important in the highest number 10! hahaha...
ok...
what else can i say?
i duno...
GODLY, SILLY, LOVELY...
-i look up the stage again, and i see the real Her-
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:32 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
-the tough holiday ever-
hav u ever tried, going for a holiday with high hopes and dreams...
and vanish and destroy once u reach ur destination?
well...
I HAVE...
it's damn fked up...
realli...
it is...
and not only that, u hav to face ur destroyer for 7 days!
killer man...
oh well...
wat can i say?
nothing but it's just a dream...
nightmare i guess...
yet hav to seek GOD more...
for comfort...
and peace...
yet the feelings still there...
asking me to stand firm and strong...
HOW?
i dunno...
sighz...
imagine, hav to act u dunno anything, when u KNOW EVERYTHING!!!
suffering in silence...
and yet hav to let go, when u didnt do anything wrong!
oh damn shit man...
i just dunno wat i can do...
i simply have LOVE her too much...
that, i cant, let go...
oh GOD...
tell me what i can do...
show me signs...
remove the feelings...
watever...
just remove me from the pain...
or TEACH ME HOW!!!
if not, i will just go crazy...
and...
simply...
become numb as a person...
Nelvin Blogged @ 3:01 AM
