Sunday, November 11, 2007
-the tough holiday ever-
hav u ever tried, going for a holiday with high hopes and dreams...
and vanish and destroy once u reach ur destination?
well...
I HAVE...
it's damn fked up...
realli...
it is...
and not only that, u hav to face ur destroyer for 7 days!
killer man...
oh well...
wat can i say?
nothing but it's just a dream...
nightmare i guess...
yet hav to seek GOD more...
for comfort...
and peace...
yet the feelings still there...
asking me to stand firm and strong...
HOW?
i dunno...
sighz...
imagine, hav to act u dunno anything, when u KNOW EVERYTHING!!!
suffering in silence...
and yet hav to let go, when u didnt do anything wrong!
oh damn shit man...
i just dunno wat i can do...
i simply have LOVE her too much...
that, i cant, let go...
oh GOD...
tell me what i can do...
show me signs...
remove the feelings...
watever...
just remove me from the pain...
or TEACH ME HOW!!!
if not, i will just go crazy...
and...
simply...
become numb as a person...
Nelvin Blogged @ 3:01 AM
