-THANK GOD-

i wanna thank GOD for helping me this month... i aim 30k, and just yesterdae, i tot i could only hit 15k... but guess what GOD did! he helped me secured SCGS deal and i got 40k!!! oh my gosh!!! it's like!!! so much more than what i aim for!!! even duo i made a few mistake, GOD IS GOOD!!!... and to reward those part timers who helped me, i will treat them a meal and share abit of my pay? hope i could get it soon!

and next, i manage to rush to everywhere just in a few hours! and get some stuff done before anything else! and i be leaving for bali soon, I HAVENT GET MY BAG PACK! hahahaha...

oh my, got assignment to do during bali, and my script for presentation is just brief, might not be that good, yet not that bad! so i wanna THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!... just came home from egyptian resturant and eating porridge at chinatown with terry chun and mic... oh my, what a 1983 gathering, like so weird... hhahahah i joined them ard 1130pm! and i got home at 3am!... man... i m tired out!

ok, shall end here... will blog when i m back... my mind is thinking...

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(gotta miss pecking a glimse glance at you, your nearby presence, and silly lovely look at ur face! hahaha, oh man... will miss hof, sunday... so, only might just get to see you again on chu 4... oh my gosh!!! thats long! hahaha...)

oh well...

JIA YOU!

-brain cells going crazy-

today, i didnt LOOK at her at all! thats what i had thought! hmm... wat was i doing? i think i think too much of work and sales le, until never really go notice anything surrounding me! hahaha...

went home and brain storm for my assignment and presentation... but for 8hrs... i still come out with nOTHING!!! nothing was done... sales short, everything just not there!!! arh!!! sux...

bali is just ard the corner, and i havent get my clothes yet! damn... wat were i thinking man... everything not done! sighz!

will i enjoy the trip? i dunno...

hav to countdown 13 days! 13 days! ha~ can i breakthru? lol

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(i didnt steal a glance! what a waste! stupid me!)

-She is Godly, Lovely & Silly + Adorable?! hmm...-

hahaha... creating attention! woohoo... whoever u think fits the bill, do apply! hahahahahahah...

HOT SUN, HOT SUN, Freaking HOT SUN! got tanned! drench! and heat! hahha... well, rounders was bad today, never manage to show off my last action skills todae... got no chance at all! but well, it wasnt that bad la, at least i dont get tired out! ahahhaha... anyway, had fun after h.s

we went eat katong laksa, and ikea chicken wing, and meatballs! go giant and stuff... good fellowship and bonding! before i go aboard again! hahaha... my poor beloved, it's scratched! boohoo!!!

early in the morning, had fellowship online with tony rose from the cebu, good advise and stuff, well, hope to see u soon, whether in cebu or singapore... JIAYOU in life! go go go!

darkness, loneliness is a form of leadership! hahahaha... i like that man... shows that, there is alot of potential LEADERS in church! good future... hehe... come on, i need 500 of sales to hit 15k... jia you! tml must go find mrs koh to sign, if not, sure die... hahahaha

ok, to my blog topic, hmm... why did i say that? i also dunno... hahahaha... GOD BLESS ME BAh!

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(whatever the facts is, may God lead me to the real test. a test to overcome what is the next step of life is about! :)... u'r godly, lovely, silly and adorable! can i pinch ur cheeks? hahahahahhaa )

-the day i scratched my beloved lancer-

AH!!! wat a bIG MISTAKE I MADE!!! FOR BEING GREEDY!!! AND I ENDED SCRATCHED MY BELOVED LANCER!!! DAMN!!! FELT SO PAIN!!! FELT SO SHIT!!! 1 MISTAKE! spoils the record!!! in just 1 week!!! 1 week!!! and i injured my beloved!!! damn!!! damn!!! damn!!! wat the hell!!! wat the hell!!! i shld hav been more careful!!! AH!!! HEART PAIN!!!

i want to run, run and run!!! ah!!! damn it damn it damnit!!! spoil all my mood!!! AH!!!

i just need!!! sighz!!! i felt so shit!!! almost wanted to just bang the whole car into something!!! hahahahha... damn... got scolded by parents... accepted... sighz... AH!!!

bali is ocming, and i not prepared my presentation yet... and my group assignment, i not done yet... and hitting 15k not reach yet... ah!!! forgot to deposit a chq!!! ah!!!

NELVIN!!! WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!! what are u day dreaming about? WAT!!!

sighz...

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(duo u look good today, i just dont have the mood to even bother to glance at u... sighz)

-life at 24 turn 25-

turning older each day, achiving little things each day... getting and wanting little things each day... but end of the day, what i realli one, wasnt there... somethings is plan, somethings isnt... end of the day... what's ur purpose?

at age of 10, the things i dreamt of, things that i want, things that i hav been looking forward to, in search of wants and needs' in search of achieving all the ultimate gifts in life! where is it? where...

i look and look and in search, i once found, now lost, i found again, and lost it again, i keep on finding, for the ultimate, even if there is still 1 more, it's still in search... wat's more, it could hav been just around me all the time, yet it also could have been waiting for me to find...

GOD, oh GOD...

what m i talking, what m i seeing, what m i doing...

what's more is to please u more...

GOD!!!

give me life peace... give me confident... give me strenght!

I love u God!

-when i look up the stage, i see the REAL Her-

(to be honest, i have no idea what's the next step is all about)

-sometimes, i felt i want to be a bad guy-

but how? i'm naturally kind hearted! hahahaha

realli... things that i want to do, always cannot do, why? COZ GOD DOESNT ALLOW ME TO DO!!! he always want me to learn the other way! and not the way i want it to be! sob! thats how i hav to store my anger of all things into one big place called, my stomach! storing all the anger into it, like eating all the food and dump it in! and hope that it will come out as shit! and washes away! hahahaha...

but till then, it's so hard, so hard, so hard!!! not to think of the pain, the hurts, the anger, the thoughts of all negative!!! damn!!! how i wish there is a punching bag, for me to beat! to punch, to BOX!!!

why? why do i hav to be the one, who needs to forgive others? why? why is it me! i realli realli realli hate those arseholes man!!! and i just hope they will get kicked at the butt by others!!! coz i wasnt able to do it myself... if i can do, I WILL!!!

really... i just want to be a bad guy for once!!! hahaha

but how? GOD says... NELVIN! love ur enemys!!! sigh!
i feel like saying... GOD! can i kick them once, then love them later?
GOD sure reply this... NO... sighz...

these people, will one day be dealed with... GOD PROMISED! and they will suffer 10 times worst then how they treat me? i hope! hahaha...

eh, readers, i not teaching u bad hor, dont anyhow read, then go tell pastors! haha... later i got coffee session, then i sure find who sabo me! lol...

ah!!! i just want to venger my thoughts in here... till then... ciao...

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(sian, my plan for friday is closed by GOD! so sad! so cannot process my plan a... argh... well, i guess GOD want me to wait a little longer... for a chance... yeah! ok then, will simply continue to steal a glance on u... lol)

-slack day-

today do nothing, just drive ard... bleahz boring...

now i having headache... must be the aircon...

oh gosh...

met edward for dinner and alan... went to this nice place... nice food, nice environment, nice ppl, nice...

glad to know, everyone is doing well, and edward's just escape a major live! oh well... this is wat, i dont wish to go thru... but at least, it helps him to learn more about life... :)

ok...

nothin to blog abt todae...

maybe coz i having a headache now...

think to much liao, when driving...

hahahahhahaa...

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(i wish i could see the real her more often)

-focus-

focus on wat i want, what i aiming, and what i would do for HIM...

focus!

ok!!!

i need courage!

i need strenght!

i need GOD!

and most of all...

i need what he supplys most!!!

hehe!

must start to read le...

ya...

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(why does my heart beat faster when i glance at u?)

shy HUH? me? WHAHAHAHHAhA oh my gosh!

-Services for HIM-


today was my another day attending both the 8am and 11am services... both services realli speaks to me alot alot... alot of things i m going thru right now, that i need answers, and God realli, used both preacher today, to share fore the right message that had taught me alot today... both is good, and both teaches me differently for different needs...

ok...

To read the word of God, and hear from the voice of God... both shows different understanding of faith, and doing of faith... i began to understand that what is the direction i shld be heading, and which methods i shld began with... :)

and that i m bringing services to ppl of God, and also doing it with whole-hearted... with no complaints at all! do it with a :)

hahahhaha...

went to alex's party... felt abit sad for him... i dunno why, coz it's like the number of ppl from church who went his party, was like, so little! where's his frens! that suppose to be there? my gosh! i felt for him... for those who can go, but didnt go... if i were him, i will hav screwed u all upside down! but for those who is sick etc... i not talking abt u... i m refering to those healthy living ones... man... u ppl are simply ARSEHOLES!!!

at least ppl bother to invite u, at least give him some face, but appearing wat... come on... it's ppl's 21st! once a lifetime thing, and u ppl simply didnt go, for watever shit reasons! man, u ppl just sux!

anyway, talk to iris abit, and told her, i could help in chinese services if they want me la... haha... since i be going 8am liao, must as well help right? at least got some simple contribution to GOD... if not, i be some sunday christian... lol...

ok la...

my petrol, wah lau... very fast finish... been travelling from north south east! damn choR Lo!!! 3 days, gone!!! hahaha... cannot drive liao la... must rest abit, if not, $ not enuff! lol... tml i take mrt... lol...

anyway, i also dunno wat to blog abt liao, one more week... HELP ME PPL! wei wo JIA YOU ba! 7k more to hit 20k!!! COME ON NELVIN!!!

-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(whenever i try to look at u, i see the real you, and when u intend to indirectly notice, i look away... for i shall not want to be caught red eyed! haha... my eyes doesnt listen to me... i just want to glance at u at times)

wah lao, suddenly lilin ask me who the nick is... HAHA... HAPPY GUESSING!

-4 couples and i-

haha...

it was so weird and aweful for me... i wondering what His plan for me... by puting me into this weird and odd situation... lol...

well, i guess sometimes, u just hav to take it easy, and laugh about it, after u know that u r in that position... hehe...

the more, the days gone by, the more i think of how m i going to do well!

having so much challenges right in front of me, will i go astray again? i wonder...
choices to make...

A B or C

which route shld i take?

do i hav the courage to take the step of faith! or just a step of hope?

how do i draw strenght to do well in my presentation?

where is my wisdom going to come from?

GOD! i enknowledge that, without u, i m nothing! SO PLEASE! HELP ME!

TO STRIVE, TO GO, TO PROCESS!

hehe...

thanks you!

-When i look up the stage, i see the real her-

(i still want to get into your secret world)

-today is scary balls-

got my baby today... the journey from jurong east to toapayoh is scary!!! lots of cars, and motors! drive in top speed... and etc...

scary... but still save...

just hope i get better each time...

today is very weird... wat i had blog abt last few days, came to pass... alot of similiar ideas... so i dunno what else to say...

hmm... having headache now... maybe coz aircon too strong...

haiz...

-when i look up the stage, i saw the real her-

(she's there, but i m not...)

-the moment that i cant slp-

i dunno whats wrong now, i just cant fall aslp... things are simply just running in my mind, and stiring my emotion again... i dunno what's wrong, i just cant slp!

when ever i try to close my eyes, images appears, and thoughts just run through my mind, speaking different languages that i do not understand...

pictures of different charactors, factors and places appears... and it just goes on and on and on... oh my... wats wrong with me?

fears began to flow in... fears of losing, fears of being disappointed again, fears of fears...

where is everyone, someone, who i can depend on?

GOD! where r u?

have my ears shut its hearing? or did my eyes shuts the sight...

listening to casting crown new songs, east to west...

i want to make things right... show me the way...

i dont want to make mistake again, i dont want to depend on my own again... all things right now in my life, i want u (my lord) to open... when things that are open by you, let no man shuts it! and no man can say NO to it! when u open, u OPEN!

my new insurance agent called, and ask how i m... i'm so touched... lol... even outsider cares... wats more insider... lol...

oh well, i dont realli know why m i typing this post, since i cant slp... lol... it's back to square one le this post, like never post lydat... lol...

every time i see your picture, i see the real you... your inner world, of creation... a world that speaks only ur language, a world that allows someone one day to go in and explore... i would want to be the one... to explore ur world... your inner world... and build my base in ur world... u hav so much for us to explore, and to know u better, to know u more, to create a brand new world, with hopes and faith... with loyally and love...

one day, and the day will come...

-when i always look up the stage, i see the real you-

rolling down the world full of trials...

-no man's land-

today, boring day... haha...

nv test God... God doesnt like to be tested... i tot can repeat the same thing, but nah... i was wrong... lol...

well, today, hmm... nothing much to tok abt... tml is interview day... go and hav fun... haha...

oh ya... conference presentation... man... i got to present to 97 ppl!!! and 15 is KOREAN GIRLS!!! oH MAN!!! so nervous!!! hahahaha...

my boss, disturb me sia, ask me say GAMsa HAmita... to them... lol... funny... looking forward for the trip, and hope got to know BABES!!! hahahah...

and yesh, i change the general meeting to thursday... hehe, PLAN FrIDAY...

oh ok, cut the crap... i shall end here...

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I SEE THE REAL HER-
(oh well...)

gone...

-amazing God's answer-

guess what?

i was at this place, doing promotion la, then i talk to God...

God, if it's your will! show me, even duo i make the first move by being at that place to do my promotion... but out of so many thousands of ppl walking in and out of that place... SHOW me... that she's someone you hav approved!

guess what happened nexT?

out of the blue, out of my expectation, out of the context... SHE APPEARED!!! with her frens of coz... i was like... STUNNED... wow, God sure do amazing things man... wat can i say... i didnt expected much, i was just hoping... but wat can i say...

i m :x

as well as :)

hahahaha...

anyway, i m stressed now... i hav assignment for my course... and as well as a presentation to prepare for my conference trip... damn TIME magazine... tml hav to do a pre presentation to my GM, then next week to my VP and MD... ah!!! so stressful!!! why me? hahaha i guess i hav no choice...

GOD!!! give me strenght and wisdom to know what to talk about... if not, i be making a fool of myself on the stage of conference...

HELP ME!!!

-When i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(God brought you to where i was working, and you were there having lunch... how amaze that was, and it feels good to see you on weekdays, instead of only friday and sunday...)

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA :)

-5 PURSES (GOD,LOVE,FAMILY,STUDY,CAREER)-

i finally settle down with my purses in life... 5 of them... ranking from 1 to 5 accordingly...

where is the frenship part? erm... i dunno... hahahhaa... i shall just take frens be part of my family purses la... lol...

went for class today, made 3 new frens! woohoo... and form my project group... lol... we are called fantastic 4... coz only 4 of us in a grp... HAHAHA... lame right? but fun... hahahha... got this guy name edwin, will be same course as me... so i shld be working with him very closely for next 16mths... lol...

and i m surprised when i was collecting my notes that... MY SCHOOL, got alot of chio bus man! chio working ladies!!! hahahhaas... but when i enter my class, damn... it's most MAN! so sad right... haha... shldnt hav take marketing modules... all guys environment... lol... shall have went for Human resources modules lo... hahaha... ok la, just kidding... oh well, stress level went up now... coz it's kinda demanding from the course outline... presentation, case studies, and exams... man... i'm stressed!

ok, for the 5 purses... due to my age... i going to work all these balancing up nicely together for the year 2008... and i guess, i m ready to fight what it's require of me... so, people, pray for me! thanks! lol...

tml i will pay the final settlement of my insurance... then will then wait for the arrival of the creation of travelling! hehe... i hope, i hav the means to stable myself... if not, long road, i will be very shiong lo... hahahaha...

bad timing, of something that had happen in office todae... but i guess, God will see me thru, and hope everything will goes well and nice... :)

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I SEE THE REAL HER-
(i shall endure the purses)

-a wow day-

wats so wow about today??? ermm... something that amazes me alot... conversation, laughter and sights... looking into the eyes of wonders... CHIM right? hahaha... only i understand, or maybe those who knew will understand wat i trying to say... who ever reads my blog, happy guessing! hahahahaha...

how should i phrase it... it's just so amazing that GOD kinda bring up things that i cannot do it on my own, and somehow creates impossible things, possible... HAHAHAHa... many things runs in my mind now, and that, i somehow dunno how to handle it well... i just smile... :)

i can only do is :) other than that, i need GOD to guide and lead me la... 1 step at a time... hahahaha... opportunity to grow in the LORD, and vision to achieve my position and also, chances of amazing grace...

oh well... WE ARE ALL VAIN POPS... after wat cookie told me about she is going to do her MASKS... i m like, hey I DO MASK TOO... HAHAHHA... ALL OF US IS VAIN! lol... so funny... i remmeber 4 guys do MASK during CHURCHCAMp MALACCA... hahahaha... oh well, those were the days of youth!

ok... for the sake of piggy... and for the grp of us... how about a gathering at My place on saturday? 3rd day of CNY? i mean... could be just a simple steamboat or something... i mean, if anyone wants la... i can do it lo... if not, then, erm... i also dunno... HAHAHHAHAHA...

oh well... i also dunno wat to say more liao...

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I STILL SEE THE REAL HER-
(you look good today... i mean, u look good all the time, just that today, i had a nicer angle view)

hahahahhahaha... LAME lo NELVIN...

HOW LONG MORE than MY BELOVED LANCER WILL reach my HAND?

-victory on both-

today had victory on both the rounders game... founded new talents to replace us the older generation... and they played well as a team... no one is individual, but as a team player... even the outreach is getting better...

listen, act and do! everything will come well together... we fall, we fail, we overcome! and all things are not impossible but possible! haha...

quite a average day, and i hope each day will get better! and all things will goes well... recieve the letter, and going to hav to sign soon, and make more payment... and then... woooooooooooooooooo... life rocks...

hmm... dunno wat else to write liao so, yah thats all folks...

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I SEE THE REAL HER-

(miss the look of you today)

-Renew, Refresh, Restores-


the 3 R in life right now... having renew my commitment to HIM, getting a refresh start in life, and working towards restoration of my position on this earth...

interviews chances are not coming my way, so i believe God doesnt want me to leave my current company for a purpose... LORD, if it's your WILL that i stay in that small company, getting that kind of patentic pay... i WILL... i believe you have something better install for me there...

i will continue to send out resume, and if there is opening, i will counsult you again... coz only you can open the doors in my life... and when doors is open by you, no man can close... lol...

ok... i heard that my bidding for my coe is a success, and also the approval of the car loan etc... so now is just to wait for my BELOVED to be on her way to me... it is a huge investment, and i believe this investment will serve a huge purpose in my job, my family and even a purpose to drive my uncles's children to church...

they are in TKK age right now, so i believe, when GOD blesses me, i have to do something for HIM... by bringing my unchurch cousins... or even my grandfather & grandma one day! most impt of all, my MUM & DAD!

DO keep me in prayer... this vision was in me for quite many years... slowly i do hope GOD will use me... for his PURPOSE...

and anyway, my sales just over 10k already... and more to come! Nelvin JIAYOU!

monday class starts liao, then i will be busy with alot many things liao... so, people, be my fren...

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I STILL SEE THE REAL HER-

(looking you from far, noticed that you have been growing more charming than before in the sight each day, makes me run further away from your side... hahaha... due to my inability to forgo things that had happened in my mind... i just hope that one day, i will pull out my sword and fight like a warrior to purse my destiny... lol)

it's a dream in the day...

Hahhahahahaha

I FINISH JUMONG liao...

-interviews-

hehe... go try and see see la, then the manager so called say, basic pay is much higher, but the job is not easy. and also that my working hour damn xiong as in, hav to report to office in morning, and late afternoon... if i were to join them... and holiday will be lesser... so sad...

so i m considering my option. so pray for me people! to see if i should go for this job. and i do hope other job option will come along my way... since i hav not realli went for much interviews... hehehe...

anyway, my BELOVED will try HER way to me liao... hopefully everything goes well... and now, i have a mountain to climb! hahaha... dangerous... hehe... how? i also dunno... try my best lo... lol...

bali is coming, and many things not done yet, sales is slow... HOW HOW HOW? i also dunno... i think i shld do my corporate blast now... yeah! yah...

ok... i m dunno wat i doing la... hehe... i just hope things turn out well... in wat? i also dunno... lol...


-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I STILL SEE THE REAL HER-
(i do hope, one day, i have the courage, to purse you)

as for right now, i kinda not realli ready... lol...

-My Beloved-

is coming to town!!! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

but soon, i will be very very very very dry! lol...

sibei sian...

never talk to ********, never say hi, abit rude to her indirectly...

aiya, i dunno la, i felt like shit...

sian about sales liao, hahaha...

but, my part timer very naive and cute le...

lol...

Oh Lord, i must be wise...

once biten, twice shy...

HAHAHAHHAHAHHHA...

-when i look up the stage, i still see the real her-
( and hope she see the real me)

-another weird moment-

m i a fool? a bloodie fool? why didnt i go and do the things in mind? y m i escaping from making the moves... WHY? i dunno... m i a fool? YESH I AM! I AM A BLOODIE FOOL! lol...

another chance, another day, another moment gone by... what will it become if, i did something else? what will happen? a chance? a second chance? or another chance? i do not know...

i ran, i ran after the rain, i ran and ran and ran out of breathe... i want to erases memories, i want to let all things out, i want to clear my mind, fight the mind, and restores my mind...

i m stunned... i m silences... i just stood there... looking... avoiding... acting blur... AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD! wat are you speaking? what do u want me to do and learn? WHAT?

i bought my JUMONG today... and i felt nothing... not so excited nor not too sad... hahahaha... oh crap... my sales sux... damn slow... how to hit 30k? i do not know... i want my MAZDA 2 or LANCER... First hand or second hand? i dont care... i just want my baby CAR!!! so i can use it to do something for myself! hahahaha...

i sux... i know... i m a fool... i know... i m just a mask... in everywhere... where is nelvin now? i do not know... i m just somebody out there... living in his own world of ambitions...

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ isnt important...
FAME is nothing...
Achievement isnt wat i want...

i just want to be happy... to do things i like, to make ppl happy... thats wat i want... but it's not easy... can say, but hard to do...

AH!!!

LORD, teach me wat i can do... to do things that is ur WILL...

m i to go for it? or not... i m scare... i dont want to hurt anyone, or be hurt... if waiting is your WILL... i will... coz i dont want to be foolish again... i want to be wise... a WiSE MAN... not to sing, or dance, but a wise man with wisdom...

LOVE is greatest of all...

GOD LOVES, I LOVE... hahahhaa... :)

-WHEN I LOOK UP THE STAGE, I SEE THE REAL HER- and i got scare... HAHA...

-a weird moment-

i m too tired... i m realli too tired... to fight, to win battles, to do anything... i m... tired... so tired... i just want to end it all...

i'm like drain with lots of fighting... MIND fight... almost drown... feeling so tired... falling aslp in bus, in train, at work, in services... oh my gosh... and wat m i doing online now, typing this when i shld be resting... ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno...

today, was ministered... yet after service, something felt weird... or rather very weird thru out the service today... i dunno, feeling weird... also dunno wat i doing la... just wrong...

hav to sort things out, if not, it's just crazy...

GOD! can you allow please to let me know, whats ur plan is?

i cant take in, motion minds... or a moment of twisted minds... and rather confuse minds... i prefer a clear cut mindset! can i?

i felt stupid today la, it's like opportunity gone missing! argh! missing so much opportunity counts the cost!

GOD, please kindly lead me, and allow me to be wise and know whats ur plan is! thank you...


ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-when i look up the stage, i still see the REAL HER-

*just so weird moment today-

-Lonely Birthday, Lonely Christmas, Lonely New Year-


for those readers who supports my blog so much, dont worry... it's just a place for me to write out stuff... i m ok... so CHEERS and Happy NEW YEAR!!! hahahaha...

ok... Year 2007, what can i say... been smooth year until God remove a part of my life, becoz i havent been faithful to HIM... so, i accepted and hav to change, and also get back to HIM... not going to be easy, but with HIM, i can overcome all things! AMEN!!!

I'm putting 2007 behind me! so, PRAY FOR ME! and when u see me, pat me on my back! show me encouragement! hahaha... right now, i m looking forward for wednesday, as JC promo is starting soon, and very soon i will be so busy, until i will just drop dead by spending so much time at work in the next 2 weeks... lol... the target i set for myself will be 30K and becoz if i able to hit, i can BUY my BELOVED! so... pls pls pls, pray for me! hehe...

2008 is now, even duo i start afresh again, i do want to live a fulfill life, and that wat i can do, am doing will bring glory to HIM... so if i ever do anything wrong to anyone, any position, anything... REBUKE me!

help me thru my journey, and be with me... i m counting on the surrounding families and frens for support... and when u r there for me, when u need me, i will be there! i promise...

my fears, my troubles, my tears will be overcome! i going to live 2008 with a BANG! hhahahaha... walking towards 2012 dream...

anyway, this year, i going to study hard, play hard and give my all to HIM...

everyone shld just go back to where they belong, their position, and their status... stop being someone u arent... hahaha... it applys to whoever u think u are in this kind of position... lalala...

oh well... cant wait for my BALI trip!

till then... it's been a lonely December... lol...

-When i look up the stage, i still see the real her-
(i m starting to look around the stage, HAHAHAHAHA)

Nelvin Ng
Unknown

When I Look Up the Stage, I See the REAL HER...
She is Godly, Lovely, Silly...

M 23 Nov 2015 --------

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