Saturday, January 05, 2008
-a weird moment-
i m too tired... i m realli too tired... to fight, to win battles, to do anything... i m... tired... so tired... i just want to end it all...
i'm like drain with lots of fighting... MIND fight... almost drown... feeling so tired... falling aslp in bus, in train, at work, in services... oh my gosh... and wat m i doing online now, typing this when i shld be resting... ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno...
today, was ministered... yet after service, something felt weird... or rather very weird thru out the service today... i dunno, feeling weird... also dunno wat i doing la... just wrong...
hav to sort things out, if not, it's just crazy...
GOD! can you allow please to let me know, whats ur plan is?
i cant take in, motion minds... or a moment of twisted minds... and rather confuse minds... i prefer a clear cut mindset! can i?
i felt stupid today la, it's like opportunity gone missing! argh! missing so much opportunity counts the cost!
GOD, please kindly lead me, and allow me to be wise and know whats ur plan is! thank you...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-when i look up the stage, i still see the REAL HER-
*just so weird moment today-
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:28 AM
