Saturday, February 23, 2008
-confused, uncertain, unsure-
one moment, i m sure it's God's promise, the next moment, the devil trys to confuse me... then, i become uncertain of whether is it the voice of the lord, or my own assuming that god promise me these or that... then i became unsure or myself... oh oh oh well...
then again, God's message shared in hof again, didnt come by chance, even when the devil trys to tired me out, i still heard what the pastor had shared during the services... i m tired, but i not wore out! so i still recieve thy word! clearly and meaningfully~
so how? and as i glance my eyes to the side, i saw what God is doing... ensuring that if i trust him, he will do the impossible possible! i just hav to do his work, and he will bless in time to come! so... i hav to be sure... i dun want to waste any opportunity or waste my cost!
how to be sure? comprimise with the world? or stand firm for him! of coz stand firm for him la! he is the almighty wor! cannot let other stuff confuse me... or give wrong impression of things... cannot be jealous... cannot be too high up, cannot alot cannot la... must try to understand, when time to know, u will know... dont hav to find ways to know anything... things u shld know, will eventually tell u... so be patient!... if God allows it to happen, got his reason la... so yah... try to forget the past... move forward to the future... oh...
i cant help looking forward to friday and sunday each time... i also dunnno y...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you looked so beautiful today... thou i only steal a few glance... i cant take off my eyes from u... HAHA)
if only u know...
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:27 AM
