Thursday, February 21, 2008
-Hunted by Bad Memories-
as always when i m alone on the road... driving after classes, along my way home... there's always a kind of silence in the car... uncare wat the road condition are, which idiots other drivers were, whether on fast or slow motion... as i drive along, thoughts of the past, keeps hunting their way into my mind... recalling of good and bad stuffs... of... very hard to get over stuff... damn...
as i cry to the LORD, with tears, it reflects on what i m doing right now, seems kinda meaningless without a goal infront of me... an objective on wat i m doing... why m i studying so hard for? why m i working so hard for... whats the purpose in life right now? or shld i just give up everything and go to the mission field? haha... i wonder... who can heal my thoughts... who can find my way thru... GOD, where are you?
oh man... every time i take up a step for HIM, devil always want to find their ways back into my lifes... as i resist more, i almost keep going down... but i thank GOD for his strength each time... i want to stay strong! so GOD... let ur angels surround themselves around me! send one who can keep me awake! i m falling aslp soon! oh GOD... a comforter and listener...
NELVIN! JIA YOU!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i want the best, so i wait for the best)
=D whether it's God's WILL anot, let it be...
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:14 AM
