Sunday, February 24, 2008
-seeing the world today brings out some light-
today, i suddenly go back to olden days, going to macdonald and do projects! hahaha, so funny... a batch a school students etc... a memory of the olden days where i was just a student...
after that, went home and watch a japanese drama, very meaningful, about these bunch of orphans story... quite sad, but very yah... i kinda like that drama, maybe i could go and find the whole series... keke...
then at night, i went to amk and eat as well as watch the show L save the world... thou the movie doesnt look like the part 1 and 2... but overall it's quite nice too, and the japanese young girl is CUTE! lol... but very young la, i think the most is only 14yrs old... haha... but the joker L, his ways of typing the keyboard and eating style, damn idiotic lo... haha... but overall the ending is not bad... in suspend lo... keke...
then we went prata find adel, and torres scored hat-trick! haha... oh well, more gossips and bitching during the prata, yah... but lifes goes on la. and suddenly, many things came across my mind as i drive home...
the differences of 2 different world, the mismatch of personalities, the overall package is so different!... but the thought of fighting for the best... motivates me to even wait and work harder... it's a tough battle ahead, but if i can overcome all odds, and overcome my own fear... i think nothing can stop God in doing a work in my life... a road to remember down the years... reflecting my walk in the 20s... and how i process and grow in the 10years of my 20s... i finished 24years road... and slowly attaining things that i thought is impossible... but now, everything is coming the way, in an unexpected situation...
God had brought me thru 9years of a new life with HIM... next year, i will celebrate 10years walk with HIM... and i do hope, i can walk closer with him each day, as he bring me along the journey he had plan for me...
i m no saint, i m still a man, that could fail HIM once, twice or more, but i do know that, without HIM, i m pure nothing... because of HIM, my journey is so different from where i had start from... how a 52pts person, slowly walking the way towards his no-man land...
i know i had many things more to learn, and i know i can do it! i need to forgo the past hurts, the past experience, the past, and place them under my feet... with those past, i can ensure that i will not repeat the same mistake again... being nice is not the way of wat's lays ahead of me... i need breakthru ideas! breakthru plans! breakthru methods!
GOD's METHODS!...
Waiting for the BEST to come along... even u are near right now, do wait for me... i m running my way towards u, and one day... u'll know...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i could only imagine, i could only steal a glance... even when u r standing right in front of me... sometimes, fears of the past stop me from walking across the line... i took a step back... but i know, if i dont ever cross the line, i will never finish the finishing line... so right now, i am working hard to cross that line! when i need a hand, lend me your hands... and PULL ME ACROSS!!!)
322am... i end here...
Nelvin Blogged @ 2:42 AM
