-it gets bored at times-
sometimes, when u r busy with some stuff, u are missing out on others... i wonder why? wat's more to life is what matters most... sometimes, God allow such things happens so that u can be mold and grow, to what he wants u to become... but at times in the darkest hour, things doesnt just seems to go the way u wanted it to be, and when u try to fix things, it just dont happen!
after watching 3 kingdom last nite, i wonder... did i ever been bornt during those days, where fighting one another for the kingdom is wat it takes, and at the end, it's still quite meaningless... growing old, growing apart, growing wiser... strong u may become, but wat lays behind those lies is wat?
questions, answers, questions, answers... who is right, who is wrong?
what did that stories comes about? what is ur story?
being on earth for the past 24years and 4 mths... speaks nothing impt to anyone... my life is just an plain and simple... nothing much achieved, nothing much gain... it's too simple, and nothing to speak loud about...
wat is the thing i want in the next 5yrs? seriously speaking... i dunno... i tot i know, yet i dunno... i tot i wanted these and that, but think again, it's not impt... what is? mainly... i guess... it's still my r/s with Jesus Christ my saviour... He provides, he promised, he delievers... wat else do i want? i really dunno now...
my studies, seems to flop... hitting the walls, and making no results... my work, to others, it seems improving, to me, it's nothing great... my other activities, seems meaningless at times...
i guess it's time to take a break, a real break... i'm tired... realli tired...
God, lift me up!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(looking at u seems so distant... i wonder what else will comes along...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:53 PM
