-RT, Work, Studies, Drive-
routine, after another, hitting sales targets, looking at stars at night, driving in the dark... fighting against other idiots drivers... oh man... thats life for me right now... listening to 93.3fm oh... wats more... playing viwawa? cm8? and? hmm... met some army frens today, during work, and during RT... and some conversatioin that had make me remember the olden days we had in the army... haha... the shit and the fun we had... lol... tiring but trilling!!! shooting, repelling... and running... the trill! oh man... thats the young me... when i'm just 19, 20 and barely 21... and now? look at me... reaching cat Y soon... and failing Ippt... hahaha... in just 4years... life changes...
frens come frens go... frens that ard my age, grow older like me, those i see as kids... now will soon face the world, i had face 5yrs ago... for the males, they hav to serve the army... and for the gers, they will open their eyes bigger in life... oh man, wats there to gain, wats there to lose? a mistake change ur life completely... whether u r in CHrist or not, one mistake... it just need 1 mistake...
sometimes, i just hope that there is a chance to reborn again... but He mentioned... we r reborn again when we accepted him as lord and savior... oh dear... GOD, forgive us who had sins against u, forgive us for forsaken u when we are having fun... GOD, forgive us...
sometimes, i just needed mere words... i taken too many things under my own hands, and i got tired of it... Lord... right now, today... 10/04/2008... 4mins before piggy's bdae... GOD... Forgive me... Let me serve you completely with all my hearts and souls... i might fail again... but i need you to hold me tight... to give me strenght, see me hope, and give me light... Lord... i thank You for everything that you had for me... i wanna fight like a warrior for u... in giving others a smile on their faces again... to the lost, to the untouched, to the blind, and to the deaf...
USE ME!
thank You...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(God bless your studies)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:47 PM
