-its getting dangerous... i m exposing myself that much now-
cannot expose so much... code, is undecoded...
it's so dangerous...
damn...
time to lay low...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(15 days to go)
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:21 PM
-3 nites was good-
thank God for term break, if not i would have missed out these 3 nites of aninoting!
Pastor dag was good, God truely had used him to ministered to us, and hav a different point of view in our walk with god...
we need to be loyal, be faithful, to God, and to the Cross...
also we must not be independent,offended, etc...
oh man... i wanna serve him! i wonder, my 18yrs old vision will come to pass not... i wonder... hahahahhahaa... if yes? then... wooooooooooooooooooooooo...
oh man... i m injured... pray for me! thanks!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(IMYJLYSM, haizz...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:58 PM
-a life to remember-
one day, i would love to write about my WHOLE story, as far as u remember of coz, and the people who left deep impression in my life... no matter is love, hate, happiness or pain, i will write one day... from the day i was bornt, to the nusery i went to, to primary school, secondary, private school, church, army, CCAs and all the fun, laughter, pain, sorrow, fights and trill i went about in my whole life...
it could be sometime worth remember... and how much i went thru, and grow, and well... it's seems to be interesting to write about my life... hahahahhaa... coz i guess, even afew ppl, wont know how much they realli mean to me... hehe... cool right? i think, i will write a book about it... lol... and my first reader will be my grandson... HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA...
God bless...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you, or not you? yes, or not yes? HELLO! :)
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:35 PM
-Vpower-
as speed goes by, the power of startup, the speed of rolling down the expressway, the music from 933fm, the daze of my mind, the pondering of my dreams, and the longing for of the one...
oh...
anyway... i went city square today... watched naria... got 1 part is very meaningful... when u see, u see... and seeing is not just by sight, but by faith... oh man... it's so... true!!!
ok, then went to this christian bookstore... and see some books, oh man... i miss books! books from the word of GOD... oh... must regularly start my bible study liao, if not, i sure miss out so much of what GOD wants to tell me...
so, NELVIn!!! JIAYOu!!!
when u miss someone out there... just remember, what GOD has for you, you will remember... lol...
how God helps me to use failures as opportunity for greater things installed for me! so yeah, and yeah...
end june, is a fear for me... so, i have to overcome it! AMEN!!!
oh well...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i shld have glance at you abit more that day... argh! now, IMYSM)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:19 PM
-time to work harder for my studies-
4 months isnt a joke, wasting $5k isnt much a better joke...
ok, TIME to spread the workload and study harder... i cant take this lightly again... GOD! help me! to focus and study hard hard... cannot play hard liao, but must study hard hard...
a VERY VERY VERY Bad term 1... no wonder got a warning letter... haha... ok... NELVIN JIAYOU!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i dont know what to say liao... )
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:09 AM
-FEAR-
i have just reset my password to view my results, waiting for the new password to reach me... and at this moment, i have a fear that i will fail all 3 modules... which i was hoping that i will pass 2 of them, which is the marketing modules... oh dear...
Dear God, please have mercy on me... i really want to finish my studies fast so that i can attend G12 & HOF regularly to hear your words... if i have to fail, i going to waste another term... it's not really the money, but it's the time i going to waste... Have mercy on me LORD!!! HELP ME to clear at least 2 of them... God i entrust my faith into your hands... Be with me lord... AMEN!
i was wondering, even thou i just came back from oversea, it's like not enuff lo, i really want is a rest, a break of relaxation, a break that is slow and steady... when i come back, my boss is stressing me so much that, i really felt like quiting the job... HAHA... so i send out an application... but it's hardly will get accepted la... haha...
oh man, cant wait tonight... COZ...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(oh well, gonna go work, CIAo... IMY)
Nelvin Blogged @ 9:22 AM
-hates drivers who cant spare thoughts for other's safety-
how can a driver who is stopping at small road, suddenly drive out when other cars in moving on main road? and worst of all, it's a AH PEK in P-PLATE!!! WTF... if i never hit my BRAKE HARD, i WOULD HAVE CRASHED INTO HIM!!! man! he wanna die, dont cause me to DIE TOO!!! I STILL HAVE SO MANY THINGS I NEED TO FULFILL!!! Man!!! he's OLD MAN, enjoy his prime years already!!! BUT I!!! only 24, HAVENT!!! i still want to do so many things!!! ARGh!!! pastor casey can be my witness, he saw the car rush out suddenly!!! man... i really hate drivers who dont think of safety... even i, if i drive fast, i still concern for my safety and others, if i need to cut in or lane, i sure put signal... WHY IS IT HARD FOR OTHERS TO DO THE SAME? simple things very hard to do meh? WTF lo... few weeks ago is at hougang mall road, the driver almost crash into my driver seat... i cant think what the hell these drivers is thinking? if they cant drive, DONT DRIVE!!! why put others live on the line? WHY?
oh well... church was ok, kinda disappointed coz i tot CYG will come, but he never... but is ok, got a shock when i reach church this morning as our SP took the same lift as me, and we spoke... lol... it's honored that she knows my name... felt so blessed... oh well, i guess i better be a good servant to EFC... if not, God will not bless me further... keke...
oh well... NELVIN!!! no more holiday mode... time to wake up and start to strive again...
WORK, STUDY & RT!!! JIAYOu!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(glanced at u abit, but u'r too far away... but i guess it's good not to be so open at times... a suspend... hahaha)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOKIE MONSTER!!!
I WANT COOKIE!
BAKE MORE COOKIE!!!
Nelvin Blogged @ 7:46 PM
-the story of CHINA-
ok, i'm home from a trip visiting MACAU,ZHUHAI & HUMEN... well, it was a fine trip with lots of fun, sorrow and good gains! what sorrow do we hav? the FOOD isnt NICE... not the SPICY type we are looking for... imagine KFC plain! oh man... for someone like me who like SPICY CHICKEn... it's a no no man... so, the overall trip food, wasnt satisfying for me... I LOVE GOOD FOOD!!! so, i proclaim, only KOREAN and THAI food is my liking... the rest, cant match... so SINGAPORE still the BEST coz we have EVERY FOOD WE WANT!!! roti prata, laksa etc...
ok... the coffee and tea over there, also not my liking... so, yah... i am a FOOD person, i will die without good food, so today when i am HOME, after sports, i will go EAT EAT and EAT!!! lol...
oh well... buy alot of cheap good stuff, thou there is a few sizes cannot be wore by the ppl i bought for, it's alright coz it's cheap... so no hard pain at all... ok, at HUMEN and ZHUHAI cannot use CARD... so ppl if u going there to SHOP SHOP SHOP... please bring HARD CASH!!! coz onlY CASH!!! or unionpay card... so yah...
ok, i kinda lazy to blog liao... so yah...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(oh man... hope to see you soon! kinda miss glancing at u! haha)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:12 PM