-i cherish the old rugged cross-
man... HOWS LIFE READERS? keke...
i am in deep shit now, work not hitting sales targets, and for studies, not doing well at all... and worst of all, my nightmares will come and haunt me real soon!!!
thank God, for sending preachers like pastor dag, coz he hav bring across what is the vision i hav when i was 17-18 that time... the very reason why i have went ahead to go CEBU even there is danger... the passion, the heart for mission...
and what m i doing now? searching for wat is best for me? my own selfishness... oh man... forgive me lord...
i gain some, i lose some... what i want in life is what GOD has best for me! lol... i m surprised that i still able to keep contact with 2 frens i made in cebu!!! thats amazing ok! 7yrs of frenship! woooooooooo... and also some china frens whom i made in school... imagine is about 7-9years now... man...
these are frens of a differences... u dont see them, you dont talk to them... but when u need them, they will HELP you or be ur listening ear... kinda amaze me...
i still cherish my frens ard me... not all of them, but some of them... i may be harsh at words sometimes, but please understand that, i m just protecting myself from being used! hahahaha...
back from indonesia, cool visit alot ppl whom i dont even know, learnt about some history... and etc... food wasnt up to expectation but thanks to those who bring us around... thanks...
work sux... study sux... life goes on... hahahhahaa...
slowly slowly, i m overcoming my nightmares... and soon i will be restore to my places! yeah!!!
GOD! BE WITH ME!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(IDMYD)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:26 PM
