-Vision and not sight-
pastor lim shared, that we shld live by vision, and not by sight, as what God want us to be... being by faith, and not by seeing... i hav just counting my days in Evangel since 1999 july... when i first came... so many history, so many frens come and goes, and so many mistake happened and moved on... frens gain frens lost... oh well, thats life i suppose... good r/s bad r/s poor ending, lost of things that cant turn back in time... oh...
man... pastor marion in 11am shared, that forgive, and you'r forgiven... prayer, prayers, and we shld pray, we have to pray, no matter who we are... in the day, the noon or the evening... prayers will lead us, to what God want us to be, and guide us where we shld head to...
wisdom, to be wise, to learn, to gain and loss things... is what we are in this world for... to do his will, to do our desirers, to do the wrong, the right, the everything that, lies and wrongs are... who are we to blame? nobody... everyone is not perfect... so you only can do is, to repent, to seek forgiveness, to seek strenght and to move on with it!
who doesnt make mistake? who doesnt fall into sins? who doesnt?
oh well, during altar call, suddenly so many names came into my mind, so many lost souls that i hav lost, so many chances given to me, so many opportunity! did i make use of each chances to gain a soul? NO! i wasnt a good follow-up. i didnt do the right thing at the right time... i always base on feelings, but feelings is just mere thoughts! it is not always the right choices! but human tend to fail coz of it! HOW?
learn from it! i lost many frens to the world, they were once in church serving GOD... but in split seconds... they return to the world! to the WORLD! man! how have i not rebuke them when they needed to be! Y? and why did i judge them? and why did i ever say not the right thing at the right time? man...
i made frens in cebu, and on occassion to heard some of them left church too, it sadden me... and to some of my army frens, or school frens... they are SHOCKED that i still in the same church! and one of them ever say this to me, nelvin, i didnt expect u are so faithful to ur church! coz many of his frens, change church or left church... i m surprised when he said that to me... coz when looking back... i thank God, that i have spiritual leaders/frens whom i respected and seek advise from, are always there when i needed them... a few of them are now cell leaders, happily married and have 1 to 3 darlings, whom i dote! hehe...
it's not saying that i m different, just that, i thank god for these people whom i met when i was 16-18, when i make frens with them, know them better, visit their new-wed homes, and visit them during CNY... i m glad to know them... it's just such a blessing... and i m trying to do that to the younger generation! and i m glad i can sometimes be abit of blessing to them!
but it's not enuff, there is much work to be done, i just hope one day, those ppl whom grow up with me in the olden days, will come back to know GOD... coz at times when i visit wakes, it reminds me that life is short, and we need to cherish them...
God, use me, and make me a blessing to others! not only to my family... but to everyone! and use me to lead ppl to you... thank you!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you'r still the most adorable one)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:14 PM
-create 2008 is over!-
finally, everything comes to the end... congrats to RAYS for winning tonight!
good job everyone! praise and thank God for his kindness!
well, it's a moment to remember! yuppie!
thank GOD!
well done to everyone and those hard works pays off! even to other region! well DONE!
yeah...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(well done, u did well too!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:23 AM
-the day i saw a different side of HER-
man... i'm impressed!!! hahahahhaa... shldnt tell you why! lol... but i m... WELL DONE!
:)
thou today i m damn pissed off with many things that had happen for the day... but i guess the night smoothed me off with an excellent ending... lol... oh well...
whether u know, u dunno, i wont care much now... as rob bell says... u cant reach the starfish if your hands is full of shells!!! so, it's TIME to focus... be it for work, studies, or other stuff in life, as well as my walk with God... it's time to be focus one thing at a time...
and thats what i m going to do.!!!
love you lord! be with me!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(a glance a day, a moment, is good enough...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:44 AM
-soccer sunday-
i'm in love with soccer on sunday! playing with friendly uncles and kids... not bad... the uncle tot i was sec 3!!! same age with joshua shawn they all... HAHAHAHA... i told the uncle i was 25... and he was so sHOCKED!!! oh well... get used to it!!! lol...
ok i dunno wat to blog about liao...
she's in red, with blue... red in the new blue!
cant wait till this friday!!! :P
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i just cant smile without you!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:14 AM
-Blood Donation Plus 3 MOVIES-
donated blood again! and race in less than 5mins! lol... beat limei in blood flow... lol... she was half packet full when i just started, and i end one minute plus faster than her! imagine that!!! my blood flows like crazy... if anyone cut me, my blood will just split out like machine guns!!! hahahahah
ok, our police daniel woke up late... and we miss the hulk movie... well done... hahaha... end up watch 3 movies only... hancock, journey to the centre of earth and hellboy... cool... these 3 was alright... nothing special or not special... just entertaining...
ok... i m tired already... waking up in 5hours time... sian... when can i get a rest!!! damn...
ok...
nites...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i cant smile without you... cant smile without you, i cant, i just cant, i just cant smile without you... lol... (from a movie part in hellboy, kinda cute)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:53 AM
-lifes great with great frens-
had fun just now, at the field and street soccer court... make me feel younger with energy!!! hahahaha...
had played soccer with fellow EFCians, and CHEERS!!! lets have it often!!! it's a good workout after a day long of shitty works!!! lol...
i hope we could play this often, like once a week? and hope it doesnt interupt all of your studies man... hehe...
oh man... i felt great, and also abit stress from work... sales are not coming in... die liao la... how to work lydat... haha...
oh GOD!!! help me!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(cheers!!! looking forward to friday!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:12 PM
-influence-
i thank God for sending pastor andrew back to preach... every thou i almost fell or i did fell aslp on both services, but somehow in my mind, the words is entering into my ears thou not the eyes...
i dunno why today i felt so shit, my eyes and my headache like abit feverish and kind... dunno issit becoz of the cut, that i kanna infection or something... just felt not very good, even in the movie i watch in the afternoon, i also nearly fell aslp... oh my gosh...
oh man... i want to impact the ppl in my world place... so GOD!!! use me to impact them!
ok...
i dunno wat i wanna say liao...
oh man... she's beautiful... as usual... keke...
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(only i could just do alittle bit more, like talk to you? haizz)
Nelvin Blogged @ 9:16 PM
