Saturday, September 27, 2008
-call me dumb, call me stupid, i wasted a chance-
and yesh! it's a wasted golden opportunity!!! YESH! i m DUMB! if only i got the guts to stop the bloodie car! hahahahahhaa
oh well... i was only wondering, will i drove past and spot her... and YESH! the timing was so right, and so zhun... but wat did i do... i just drove pass! hahahhaa... dumbarse! so stupid to let go such an opportunity!
but wat m i suppose to do? i also dunno! ah!!!
if only i hav killed my alfred! if only...
well, pastor chui shared a very good meaningful word of God today... and yes! i want to be pure as snow for my beloved wife! yeah!
JIAYOU!!!
ok, i going bintan tomolo! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
God help me to achieve $3k sales by monday! God BLESS ME!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i drove pass, saw your lovely face)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:19 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
-it's beyond words-
have you been unfaithful to someone, or God?
I did... when trials occured in my life...
something that, even regrets is beyond words...
only you things you can do is to learnt from it, forgive yourself and the people involved, and let the matters rest... keeping yourself with it will never bring you far, and beyond what your fears is... to overcome is the best things you ever get in life... and Knowing God is the very BEST thing i did in LIFE!
becoz of his faithfulness, his gracefulness, and his mercy upon each one of us... after yesterday incident, i know that, nothing is impossible with God, and nothing is consider a task! all you need is FAITH, and believe that God is with u all the time!
trials is everywhere with all of us... when we are growing stronger with God, the devils always come and hit us the most! and if you win the victory for HIM, you grow even deeper with CHRIST! but if you fail him, dont run away from him, just know that, he will lend us another hand to fight again... God is no retreat from man... only man who retreat from God... God is always there, and will be there, when we believe in him, he will never forsake us, for the dirtiest things we did in life...
i been thru so many trials, and let down so many guards in my life... i was unfaithful, not for the wrong reason, but kinda of that i let myself down... in a way that when ever i see this gal in church, i felt no peace! in my heart i know i still like her, but i was with someone else outside church! DAmn! no peace... but when i cant let it go, God will! he will make me (not say hate the other party) but let me know the real side of her... oh well, but after that incident, i learn that, whom i will be with, is always the same flocks of where we come from... and that's EVANGEL... if i ever flow away again, i think God will stuck me with lighting bolts! haha...
things flows again and again... i see frens broke off too, and then they seems unfrenly against one another in church... but the fact is, you once love one another, how come become lydat... dont say for lovers... just frens in church, things also happen that way, when misunderstanding comes in... and never talk, and hiden hatred for one another... but what did God says? Love ur neighbour like u love urself!
how true it is...
i did many things that i shldnt have done, but thats life la... when u did things in anger and stuff... hahaha... if i could turn back time, i will not be so bad to this little girl... whom now, i see in church, i have to pretend she is not ard... HAHAHAHAH... but well, hopefully, if i have a chalet, she will come... lol... and be frens again...
oh well, i talk too much... people, please, for Christ sake... be faithful and God will richly bless you, and choose wisely, best, ask God for direction! walking the journey urself is the hardest things u could ever do!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(she's Godly, Lovely, Silly, a little korean and adorable)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:05 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
-I M DELIGhTED-
YEAH! i finally know what he wants, and i can be accountable to my relatives who counted on me... THANK GOD for his strength his mercy and his grace upon my life, and on how i start the conversation with fear... THANK YOU GOD!!! without u, i dunno how i going to end this and even start the conversation!!!
Thank GOD for both pastor who share the word of God today! the message came on time!!! THANK YOU!!! GOD!!!
no thanks is ever enuff!!! just wanna pledge my love for you LORD!!! THIS IS OUR GOD!!! the almightly, faithful, and ever loving GOD!!!
I LOVE YOU!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(God first, next you! lol)
Nelvin Blogged @ 10:34 PM
-a day of headache-
a task was given to me, yet i dunno how to start... ah!!!
haiz... i realli DUNNO HOW TO START this conversation with my grandpa! its a task! that i need to do, for my parents and relatives... oh man... i m so in-between all of them! damn...
Pastor shared a very anointing message... both of them, in 8 and 11...
oh man!!!
ah!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you'r beautiful today, thou i just got a glance only...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 8:30 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
-a happy day-
when u win victory for God, he will bless you unexpectingly... HAHAHAHHAHA...
i killed my alfed abit! so ALAN! it's ur TURN TO KILL URS!!! HAHAHAHHHA...
i asked so many stupid question, and demand for something... and i m so glad!
i cant express the feeling now! a step ahead...
plus i close deals today!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you look like a princess... oh no...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:09 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
-12/9/2008-
church was good today, pastor chui shared a very good impacting message, and it opened up my eyes, and said... Nelvin, 'TIME to let it go'... and set my eyes on the future whom i will spent a lifetime with... lol... and she also said, that those who have cars, very dangerous... HAHAHAHHAHAHA... sorry ladies... NO SINGLES ALLOW in CAR... hahahaha... and for my future date, let's take bus during our date... lol...
ok, work was alright, had celebration in office, and then after church went for supper with linton's and family... well, lets plan for HOLIDAYS!!! lol... and of coz we had great fellowship, it's like returning to SCGS days when we hang out the last time... lol...
Watched the local movie' The daYS... oh my gosh, the 90s dressing, the languages we use, and of coz, the 90s ah bengs!!! bring me back to my secondary school days... HAHAHA... so funny, familiar charactors flush thru my mind, and remind me of my classmates who have joined gangs, and their stupid fights they had in school... as i recall, i THANK GOD for protecting me, and giving me wisdom for not joining the stupidest thing on earth, which is, joining a gang... hahaha, but of coz, with my kind of attitude, i offended alot of gang members, but well... nothing really happens to me... lalala... THANK GOD!
oh well... she has great dress sense (commented by a fren of mine)
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(lets walk the road together, shall we?)
Nelvin Blogged @ 2:50 AM
Monday, September 08, 2008
-big day big test, a moon shape cut on my face-
the devil is out there to tempt me, to make me flare, to make me angry, to pull me down... and guess what? I'm not falling for that!!! WHAHHHHAHAHHAA...
a moon shape cut on my face due to the soccer game i had last night... and it was cause by one of my gd fren... hahaha... it's just a game, so no worries... thou i hav a scar now, i'm alright with it...
yesterday lunch was funny! someone say this:" i was stung by a bee..." ( a bee came and stung him again) everyone was shocked to see that bee came straight into his arm when he spoke that word!!! never say bad things about bee when they are around, they can HEAR YOU!
ok... today another day... my car got bird shit all OVER!!! is like that bird hate me lydat... SHIT all over my car!!! hahahaha... and poor me, hav to clean it in order to drive to school just now, if not, i be driving a shit car in bugis... HOW horrible!
but after class, thank GOD!!! wanted to drive to the petrol station to wash my car... But HOLD and BEHOLD!!! GOD SENT RAIN!!! HEAVY RAIN!!! and WASHED MY CAr!!! YEAH!!! and i saved $7... lol... THANK GOD!!!
ok... my scar still bleeding... hope it recovers soon!
and this month i have to hit 15k again!!! GOD HELP ME!!! give me ideas and strenght to hit my targets... left 20days!!! 14k to go! GOD!!!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i need you, therefore i love you) (quoted by a choice of words from an email, LOL)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:57 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008
-LANGKAWI-
it's a mix feeling of this trip... quite fun, quite boring, and quite different... its a trip with the company again... this time, we have SKY,LAND & SEA adventure... on the first day, we did nothing much, except for the live band we visit... but on the second day... woooooooooo... first, we took the cable car up to the mountain top! it's HIGH, and HIGH!!!... when u look down, u feel like falling, and when u look up, the clouds is beside u! damn cool ok! and best, when we reach the highest peak, it starts to RAIn!!! and RAIn!!! cold, and RAIn!!! i had ice cream with rain water! how cool it was... but when it stop raining, man... the view of the sea, the island and the mountains is like, reaching the top of the world man!!! it's so beautiful!!! yet not the best yet, more to come! hahaha... ok, then we move on to the ground level and head to the horse riding place, but it was raining, so we go to this mangrove place... and there, we took a boat... and ride to rivers, and head towards eagle feeding place... when we reached this part of the river, the boat driver throw chicken skin into the river, and in a moment of seconds... more than 50 eagles! came and pick up those chicken skin... man, they are on shot on pick man... they fly down to the tip of the water, and grad the skin!!! amazing, and we were so close to the eagles... and the height they fly, it was amazing... and i recall the song, eagles wings! man... the sight was great... and we move on to the bat caves... as we walk into the cave... it was pitch dark, and suddenly, on top of us, there are thousands of BATs!!! oh man... it was crazy!!! and of coz, two of them scream! hahaha, and i of coz, was laughing at them... lol... coz i was the one who flashed the torch light on top of their head, and they look up and scream! hahahahaha... and we move on, thinking that we are heading to the ocean to see dolphins, but i was wrong, it was just a long circle ride back to the start point... but the transaction from river to ocean to river, was so DIFFERENT!!! u can feel the current is stronger, and the water that splashed at us is different... hahaha... we are trench! lol... ok, hungry as most singaporean are... we left hotel from 9am, and by the end of the boat ride it was 330pm... we tot of going to eat, but becoz earlier on we placed a deposit for the horse ride, we have to go back to have our horse ride... and man... it was fun, except (the mosquitoes that bite us due to the rain) and my horse is always hungry... keep eating during the journey... as the horse walk, it grab leaves... and me on top, hav to keep going on it's flow of movements... but overall my horse ride was fun! coz first time mah...
hahaha... and of coz, our nite life is again, go visit the live band... and i saw 3 KOREAN BABES!!! lol... ok, then today, did nothing much except to swim, and then we have our company meeting, and i have to sell myself during the presentation, and dunno y they keep laughing at me, coz they say i tok the longest... lol... i also dunno why, i have no script at all... i just say wat goes into my head... lol...
ok, overall this trip wasnt too bad... i only spent 100rm, which i hav it since the last time i go JB for movies... so... I didnt realli SPEND at all... amazing... i keep getting free lunch and dinner by the bosses... hahaha... coz me and my other colleague shared room with our VP... so everything charge him... ahahhaha...
ok la... nothing much liao... tml is back to working... awwwwwwwwww... during the trip, during the live band... lots of reflection had gone into my head... and coming home, i check mails etc... quite disappointed with things that is going on... but nvm, i wont give up... i just go with the flow... and of coz, i will focus on what i want in life now, and how God is going to lead me thru life...
God, i know i m not prefect... please help me as i want to serve you faithfully... use me and guide me thru times of trials... and use me to serve others... thank you... in jesus name... amen!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(sometimes, u'r just being u... i guess...)
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:45 PM
Monday, September 01, 2008
-a close door meeting with S.P-
i shallnt say much on what it is all about, but one question which strikes me...
S.P: "nelvin, you have a target right?"
Nelvin: nod his head and smile :)
S.P: still waiting for the durian to drop huh? later wait until durian drop, someone else pick it up, then you know...
Nelvin: caught by surprise, and agreed... cant wait! must strike, but then...
Nelvin thinks...
Nelvin heads saying: S.P, if i tell you, will you help me? WHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAA...
ok end of jokes, if you dont understand, TOO BAD!!! it's my diary anyway! BLEAH!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(you said hey! but then, YOU HAVENT Approve me in FB! humpf)
Nelvin Blogged @ 1:32 AM
