Monday, September 22, 2008
-it's beyond words-
have you been unfaithful to someone, or God?
I did... when trials occured in my life...
something that, even regrets is beyond words...
only you things you can do is to learnt from it, forgive yourself and the people involved, and let the matters rest... keeping yourself with it will never bring you far, and beyond what your fears is... to overcome is the best things you ever get in life... and Knowing God is the very BEST thing i did in LIFE!
becoz of his faithfulness, his gracefulness, and his mercy upon each one of us... after yesterday incident, i know that, nothing is impossible with God, and nothing is consider a task! all you need is FAITH, and believe that God is with u all the time!
trials is everywhere with all of us... when we are growing stronger with God, the devils always come and hit us the most! and if you win the victory for HIM, you grow even deeper with CHRIST! but if you fail him, dont run away from him, just know that, he will lend us another hand to fight again... God is no retreat from man... only man who retreat from God... God is always there, and will be there, when we believe in him, he will never forsake us, for the dirtiest things we did in life...
i been thru so many trials, and let down so many guards in my life... i was unfaithful, not for the wrong reason, but kinda of that i let myself down... in a way that when ever i see this gal in church, i felt no peace! in my heart i know i still like her, but i was with someone else outside church! DAmn! no peace... but when i cant let it go, God will! he will make me (not say hate the other party) but let me know the real side of her... oh well, but after that incident, i learn that, whom i will be with, is always the same flocks of where we come from... and that's EVANGEL... if i ever flow away again, i think God will stuck me with lighting bolts! haha...
things flows again and again... i see frens broke off too, and then they seems unfrenly against one another in church... but the fact is, you once love one another, how come become lydat... dont say for lovers... just frens in church, things also happen that way, when misunderstanding comes in... and never talk, and hiden hatred for one another... but what did God says? Love ur neighbour like u love urself!
how true it is...
i did many things that i shldnt have done, but thats life la... when u did things in anger and stuff... hahaha... if i could turn back time, i will not be so bad to this little girl... whom now, i see in church, i have to pretend she is not ard... HAHAHAHAH... but well, hopefully, if i have a chalet, she will come... lol... and be frens again...
oh well, i talk too much... people, please, for Christ sake... be faithful and God will richly bless you, and choose wisely, best, ask God for direction! walking the journey urself is the hardest things u could ever do!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(she's Godly, Lovely, Silly, a little korean and adorable)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:05 PM
