Thursday, October 23, 2008
-relationship in g12-
i hav been transfering to different g12 since it was born... i came from a chinese homefellowship before i was ask to go into youth group which founded g12. group of 12... and the first g12 i was called to was bishan 4. which is under jerry that time... i cant remember who is the assistant is, but i guess there isnt anyone... coz so far i remember during my about 1yr stay there, i was taught by jerry and jerry alone.
ok, the g12 mainly contain abt 14 of us... and my fellowship group was kinda of weird grp, which is me, tc, vp and vangeline. hehe... we kinda outcast the rest who tried to come and fellowship with us, as we are talking in codewords and in code form... and the g12 did grow and eventually, i was ask to join toapayoh 8...
as i became the pioneer of both bishan 4 and later toapayoh 8... these 2 g12 left me the best memories... as for tpy 8, i had a various numbers of leaders... and the one that left me most impression is P & R. because i see changes in their lives, and examples... thou not very impressive compare to others, but i see geniue changes...
i love tpy 8 most! because i give my heart for tpy 8 the most... HAHAHAHHA... but now, i am in tpy 5. yesh, i was given a choice to go which g12 after i stepped down from bishan 4 in 2007. to chose between tpy 5 and 8... i could hav return to my comfort zone which is typ 8, but why did i go tpy 5... i do not know... but i guess, i were want to grow, i have to go to the g12 that is not my comfort zone... at first, one of the leader (whom i lead before) now become someone who leads me... i'm fine with that, because i m proud of them whom had taken the steps to take up leadership... as for me... i stepped down twice... and whether will i be given another chance to lead again, i will have to not to give up so easily...
even thou i was stabbed hard each time for dunno what reason... but i guess each time was a moulding time for me... to see how i handle and grow from it... but each time, i failed to shine for HIM... i guess, it will take a NEW ME, to end this race in a big bang! haha...
as for my relationship with my current g12... yeah, it's fun... and i felt good about it... coz i can bully all of them! hahahahhaa... oh well, time to reflect myself now... and i m glad i chosen tpy 5...
good day!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(yeah! tml is friday! hope u are on stage then! lol)
Nelvin Blogged @ 4:30 PM
