-3000 FLOWERS, CARDS and RIBBONS-
what have i done?
why did i volunteer in such a shitty job?
why have i done!
a dozen of things to do...
and i chose this to do!
crazy right?
yeah...
after today's help from 230pm-11pm...
of clearing 3000 flowers with cards and ribbons...
it's total madness...
unfinished cards and ribbons...
killing of flowers...
and gosh...
if it was roses...
we will get thorns!
oh well...
seriously...
on Friday, that few seconds...
my heart races damn fast...
it's like born again...
hahahahhaha...
a shocked face, a unexpected moments...
it's beyond explanation...
well on sat...
sometimes, it's not i wanted to say this...
i really despise guys who make noise like a girl on the field for contact games...
cry faults on everything...
can't they play more like a man?
i doubt so...
oh well...
in the end, real man wins...
hahahahahhahaa...
man utd sux!
cant they just drop points?
and that night...
things that shouldn't be there, keeps reflecting back...
it sux!
totally!!!
can't believe i have to go through this again and again...
i want to move forward...
GOD!
i need your help!
your strength~!
Wisdom!
faith!
Presences
path...
direction!
goals!
aims!
vision!
doesn't these bit by bits come to pass?
i hope so...
oh well...
i think i going to end this post...
getting meaningless with me writing nonsense...
hahahhaah...
no topics...
just for me to remember...
before i become older, and losing memories...
last thing...
GOD!
let your will be done!
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(i still cant take my eyes off you!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:43 AM
