Thursday, October 29, 2009
-direction thoughts-
have you ever wonder, what it takes to heal a relationship? be it family ties, frenship, bgr, or whatever?
after the person had some misunderstanding, hurts, or any kind of trouble with you or whoever so?
well...
it will depends on your direction thoughts on how you see things in life... whether are you contented with what you have, or you r not happy with certain things in life. oh well...
if you ever wonder what it takes to be who you are or to be someone you wish to become, but have to go thru a long journey and make commitment and sacrifice things that you love most?
dream of going somewhere you cant, and still insist of going?
come on... live your life to the fullest! not reaching your dreams is ok! not fulfilling your dreams is also ok! what most important is have you help others to reach their dreams?
helping others is always better than helping yourself. you will never be contented even if you have reach your dreams, you always desired more and become greedy later on.
i always wanted to conquer the world... but do i have the means to do that? no! but i can help others to conquer churchcamp! thou not sponsoring fully, but to just even loan, is good enough! unless i super rich, then i will sponsor la... but not the case now la... haha...
at times, i felt so unless when i have to struggle finishing up this stupid degree course, which somehow is the hardest to pass in singapore... don't know why also...
how i wish i had finish my basic degree and stop thinking of even studying again... studying is such a pain and waste of my $ as i don't even want to work for others, so i don't know why i spend so much on this.
but because singapore is a competitive country, i simply need that cert! so i have to mug for 3yrs just to get this cert! it better be worth it man... wasted my youth! haha
i think i kinda of go way off my topic, but i dont care la... i am the only one reading, plus some faithful readers who dont understand what i blog about. lol...
okay, but to the topic... just wanna share that, at times, when i felt no direction thoughts in life, and as i was driving, somehow i always came out with this imaginative image that i drove in top speed and just whack the car infront. no brake no anything, just crash into it! hahaha... sounds crazy right? becoz of these kinda of thoughts! God allow me to doze off and hit 2 cars infront! damn! this kind of imaginative thoughts woke me up man! cannot think so negative in life la. we need to be positive and always be thankful for everything in life that god had provided us la.
we need to be overcomers! transformers! and faithfulers! hahaha what a word! be faithful in what you believe, be tough in overcoming obstacles, and transform into robotcop! that nothing in your way can stop you from doing what is God's plan for you!
if God wants to remove your things, it's just in a second! nothing can stop him! coz he knows whats best for you... so be thankful! thou it hurts at times, but he remove things that will hurt you even worst in future!
trust me... he remove some stuff from me, and only a few years later, that i relies that it's a worth of a little wept, then a constructive disaster for me in future!
bad things have to go, for rooms for the good things... if old dont go, how to install new! we upgrades all the time for IT, now we have windows 7... even apple can turn to green from red! whats new man...
i typing this in SIM now... i shld have a deal from this guy, but after he fill up the address, dunno where he go... idiot one lo, bluff my feelings... hahaa... but nvm la, i m quite shocked that i can see a few not so bad babes around in weekdays of SIM! hahhaaha... rocks!
life being a single is so cool! with no worries, no need to spend so much, and hardly have a tight schedule... but still... i m getting old... so better start finding my heart back... it was lost a few years ago... lol...
Listing of types-
Age (hmm... not too young la, i cannot wait so long)
height (if taller than me,then i need to wear mask everyday liao)
weight (if fatter than me, i will be crashed!, and i cant carry!)
face (i dont wanna wake up and see ghost next to me)
character (cannot be too tough, or too weak, time to be girl be a girl! then time to be abit man then please be!)must be faithful la, too wild(i cant handle)
example... good question... i dont know! lol
this post is super way off topic... i shall end here and read it.
-when i look up the stage, i see the real her-
(like and love is overrated, but what's best is god's plan!)
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:28 PM
