-bored in nus-
i guess the reason i going type a freaking long post is just to pass time. so if u r as bored as me in the morning, do feel free to continue reading this lamer post that i going to type even it seems to have no direction towards it. hope u enjoy this even if it will be so dragy And meaningless to even continue reading it. ha
okay
after spending 2 lame days in nus. i felt that i got tired of selling these magazines, maybe due to i need a break or an holiday to rest and relax or something exciting to happen in my life. whatever the case i m bored. full stop!
after hearing that por is japan makes me so determine to even pursue to save money and go for the trip even if its not planned for as this trip will be like a fieldtrip to do research by talking to passerby, homeless or even how japs will respond or how open will they be to accept or even hear this good news of christ. whichever the case, i would like to be part of the team. i would not be leader or follower, but i will be a supporter to whoever leads the team if i shared the same towards his or her vision.
i have my own thinking, feeling and vision. if i share the same, i will give my 101% support, even if it will take up my pride as a man, it will not matter, but if i dont share the same, i wont even bother. thats me. like it or not. sometimes i felt that when u expect that kind of expectation of others, usually in most case, ppl will fail u. coz they r simply human. but if we dont expect alot or anything from tat person, u be bound to have tons of surprises and very contented in it.
for example last sunday, joshua keep keep asking me to join him for the wii-sport event, i didnt want to go coz i felt so retard if i go play against kids. so i miss on sat. but however on sunday i give in coz he keep asking me! ok so i went for his sake. so i didnt expect much. and as we enjoyed the team spirit in playing our best in whichever game we in. and bullied kids along the way giving them heartbreak. as a result we freaking won first prize! beat tat! hahaha oh well
these are some examples i guess. n bad example is like how i was so pissed off when some idiot hit n run after knocking my car with a dend and causing the batt to run flat and i had to change the batt for $175 just lydat and waste money and also now if i want to repair the car is another question. haizz thats for saying i want to sell her! haha
after looking thru some of my pic, ok, i determine to, go back to that shape! hahaha oh well... easy said than done!
nus got alot of babes walking by but none is outstanding enuff. reason? they nv subscribe magazine from me! hahhaaha
cant wait for japan! i really want to do something for HIM.
i dunno how can i do in singapore, but i do know i can be better oversea.
upon reflecting the past, i was like, wasted alot of opportunity. but nvm la. the best is yet to come.
i dunno what to type liao, getting tired.
ciao.
Nelvin Blogged @ 11:16 AM
