-new revolution 2010-
what can i say? it's been pretty smooth this year so far, not much of heartache, not much of worries, and not much of headache, as i chose to be contented in life! ^^
made new friends, met old friends, and what else?
during ycg, jac ask me to think about it, about going back to ministry. i was like, eh? i mean, i don't mind going back, but do i have the heart to go back? that's the question... am i ready to commit once again? on other people's life? ha.
i don't want to be nice, and end up kanna back-stabbed again. it doesn't feel good to be stabbed by people you teach, or even brought to church! i wonder if they ever realize that, if my path have not cross theirs, and if my decision have not accept christ, will they even have a chance to cross evangel path?
i'm not saying i am so great or what. i'm just saying, if they are not even grateful, at least be thankful! i quite sad to say that, many people doesn't realize these facts that, many decision was made by choices. as well as by chances.
aiya, i really don't know if i should take up such responsibility again. and who knows,even if jac recommend, i will not be selected as well. i shall leave to God's timing bah.
haha.
(to those ungrateful idiots, guess what, i forgive you all, i can't blame you all for being idiots. eh hem.) :P
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:02 PM
