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30.4.10
this happen when i was driving back to work from pansing... at the traffic light while waiting for the light to turn green this happens...
a taxi stop in middle of the road at the traffic light was beside my car... then this stupid white man came out of the taxi, while his frens still inside the taxi, in other way is that he alight! and it's in the middle of the road!!! at the same time, this motorist was trying to stop, suddenly this white man kinda of use his bag to stop the motorist, and the motorist almost buang sia... the motorist turn to the white man and use hand gesture... and spoken... as i cant heard what he say, so i assume he say this to the white man... "GAN!" hahahhahahaha...
i think i am quite petty these few weeks, but i guess i wasnt wrong to be one... the fact is i hate it when ppl dont appreciated what i have done for them the past few years, and in turn they return me with saying some bird words la, bird actions la, and bird movements... if u understand my language then u understand what i say...
to me, after i do so much for u, and u give me bird action... i will return you with me not going to do anything for u anymore!!! until, u know how to say the magic word... because i felt i did too much, and taken for granted... is very nb feeling to be so nice to u just becoz u'r kinda of related to me, and end up i was given this kind of bird action to me... never challenge Nelvin, if u think u have wings to fly, then FLY... but dont expect me to treat u nice again...
i can only be challenged if i did wrong... or expect alot... but the fact is, i never expect alot from anybody... becoz, i hardly trust anyone now to do big things for me... all i ever ask ppl to do is very small things... and these small things u cant even do... then f off? becoz i dont think it's so hard to do...
anyway, it's been long time since i ever going to trust anyone, since no one can really capture my trust... i lost faith in man... therefore the only person i can trust is my GOD... he never fails to give me comfort... and strength when i needed them...
i guess, i wont be going all out for anyone now, unless they ask me nicely now... and i will build walls around me to protect myself... so people, too bad! my heart is harden now... becoz too many ppl disappointed me! even those so close to me... i am very disappointed!!!
i will only rely on God, and God alone... i had enuff of man being an arsehole to me...
when ppl ask me for help, i hardly reject them!!! so WHY IS ppl doing this to me? making me wanting to be an arsehole back to them?
i shall leave up the NAME of BEING PRESIDENT OF AP CLUB!!! f off ppl!!! i shall not be nice anymore!
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Nelvin Blogged @ 9:25 PM
