Monday, December 20, 2010
- Dreams that speaks Fear-
first time in my life that i dreamt of something so scary. i wanted to pen it down so i can remember what i had experience.
it started off when a holiday that i was at, when i lost my wallet. i found the wallet at the seat i sat earlier on, the wallet was empty, my cash and card was gone, and whats left was my Nirc and driving license (my identity) it was at the hotel seating around where i lost and found back the wallet. so i approach the receiption to see the cctv who had picked up my wallet. the guy at the reception told me he know who, but wasnt sure whether it was fine for me to contact the thief. he told me to forget about it. but No! i want back my other cards, so i told him to contact the person who stole it, and tell the person he can keep the cash, i just want back all my cards. and i will forget everythinf. but soon, i felt i was dropped into a hole of fire burning! and from afar was this green faced man, when i dream abt it sometime ago. he was saying something which i do not understand! i wa afraid! i try to wake ip but i couldnt. i cant move and i hit myself, it was painful. oh dear, it couldnt be happening! i cried out to jesus. jesus jesus in his name i cried. i cant open my eyes, i cant move, i cant awake from this dream. what is going on! is this the end? i cant seems to do anything about it! with my eyes close i continue to call out name of jesus! until, i finally can feel my leg, and hear my brother sound. i didnt open my eyes, i continue to close my eyes and moved my body alittle bit. and eventually i went back to sleep and was empty till i wake up to go church.
from this dream, i wanted an answer, y m i facing such dreams. whats happening. i dont know. i ask for forgiveness. i just wanna say to jesus, i love you, forgive me and strengthen me!
Nelvin Blogged @ 12:04 AM